watch what you type

2009-04-10T09:28:00.000-07:00

YESH ! and YESH!
I've changed my bloglink.
MIA from this blog.
For memories purposes, not deleting this blog...
so that next time I die,,,,,,,
ya' know.
My father and my mother will know why i hate them at times.
and my friends will know why i love them to bits:D

htp://obliged-to.blogspot.com/

goodbye, cross my hands
and wishing god would always bless me(:

2009-04-07T09:05:00.000-07:00

April 5 2009

I went to bugis with Stella & her sister, Sylvia today at 2plus. As they left for church late, I waited 40 minutes for them. I don't know why. Time simply flies. I remember last time when I am supposed to meet Qi Xuan at Hougang Mall, it's barely 5 minutes and I'm complaining. Perhaps because of the location. I waited for Qi Xuan at the entrance at Hougang Mall last time so no place to sit. But bugis mrt station got seats! I suppose so.Our main purpose is to visit the Bugis National Library for references purposes. We went to the cafe to eat first. The...food is really dear! I bought a bolognese spaghetti... It cost $16.90. Stella bought spaghetti with white sauce, I am not very sure about the name. Okay... Her sister ordered a sandwich or blah blah. I don't know what's that called too. Hmm... All were pretty expensive. I seriously think that the cafe at the bugis national library has no quality because the spaghetti is slim, I am not discrimminating it because it is slim and not fat enough compared to other quality ones from places like Delifrance. But normally the quality ones are all fatter. I ate pretty fast. Sylvia left shortly after to the library to read books. I bought Haagen Daz ice cream, it costs $5.50. I am broke/really broke. Stella eat super duper slow, that is a strength okay! By eating slow, won't grow fat! Yup! you will see that my english is deteriorating as days go by, imma often using broken english in blog now because I no longer bother as much. I am closing this blog when I think the time is ripe. To be frank, I've opened a new blog already but I will not let it be known yet. We did reference search at the library, me & stella until 8 plus at night. We wanted to photocopy certain stuff but the library is closing so cannot. Shito!

6 April 2009

I think imm using broken english because it is easier to explain. But, I am afraid that i might get used to it and use broken broken english during compo exams. TOopid! I went to school today... A new beginning of the week.! I was grumbling to Hwee Sian in the morning as I walk with her to school that I need to pay $23 for my lost ez-link when I lost it in p6. Isn't it same for those sec 1s 2009 who lost their cards last year? But they got it free and I can't. Perhaps because they cannot confirm i lost it in p6. I got my ez-link card from Stephanie, my chairman. She went to collect it mah. Stupid ! The photo is damn retarded, so juvenile! what thehell/! felt like doing a new ezlink card but.... already broke so... Must be contented instead. Delirious with joy in my heart, I thought I don't have to pay $23 anymore. My father fetched me to the bus depot on the way for my swimming lessons. I went to buy concession card for myself. Then guess what? The person ask me for my pri sch ez link. I tell her I lost in p6. Then she ask me to pay!!! Happy for nothing...I find that Hwee Sian is crazy over Fahrenheit. I thought she joking joking last year during I&E day, 1EE sold idols pictures then hwee sian say she like wu chun. Then I thought she just normal kind of adore them only. Then she kept talking about them recently... Hmm... !! Mysterious person...never express clearly.! Haiyo/ ... I went for swimming lessons. Then hor! I saw Grace Lai leh! She ask me where is YanQing. What a question to ask! Please, at the swimming pool not school, asking me about YanQing, its obvious she went head over heels about him. I managed to get my freestyle kick a little on the right track but still I don't know how to control my stupid hands and my stupid stamina.... So quite no good also.. Never mind. Practice makes perfect. I can't be a phoneix just as like I want to. Effort must be put in.

7 April 2009

Hello!! Today is Sabrina's birthday.....(: Happyyyy Birthdayyyyyyyyy!~~~~~XXX .....
Today during school. Hmm... A group of teachers come and observe 2EC... The teachers kept walking around and around. Mr. Tan K K somemore bring videocam, a little exaggerating. I got F9 for my history test. I am damn upset lahs! Tmr got test, I must work hard and gain what i want to gain. Gain what I've lost. it's never too late. I went for piano lessons, Ms. Shenny can seee tht its obvious I didn't practice. I went to popular to buy some stuffs for IPW.. Later I went to watson buy stuff. Then I go foot court buy thing then i take taxi go home because the IPW materials very heavy. I very broke I still go take taxi. Now become more broke, all these cannot claim, sadly saying.. I take taxi to hougang mall also by the way because im going to be late for piano lessons. I spent $10 on taxi alone today. I spent about $60 odd bucks today. !!!!!!!!
Grrrrrrrrr! I went for science tuition, today i enjoy tuition a lot also don't know why.. hahaha.. My tuition teacher is angry with me because I dont want show her my ezlink card but i show li ling. !!She will be happy again soon!! hahahaha:D Um... After that i go home. I do my IPW stuffs outside my house. Doing my IPW product. then need use paint like doing art like that. I make a mess of everything. In the midst of doing, I go back inside the house to take scotchtape then my father suddenly saw me wanna pass me the house phone ask me go and put it to charge but because my IPw Product is in my hands and i scared the styrofoam bits drop so I tell him I don't want then he like say I don't want help him, not willing to help him but he always help me. Stupid luhs, must be at the right time right. Somemore when "U" want to help people, you should not expect anything back lor! Give is better than to receive. If u give and expect to receive to, then dont give, no one is interested to receive ur "give". After doing finish, while im using the computer printing thing, then he like!!! He go toilet already go touch my head! what the hell. I don't like people to touch my head with wet hands. Please show me some respect can.! I do mind okay/! With wet hands if u splatter little bit of water at me den never mind luhs but you touch my top of my head with bare heads. Idiot la! I hate it. Parents, what are really parents.! You should expect the obstacles that will be faced before you all make children what.! Want to make people but don't want to accept the outcome. Then don't make people luhs! What the hell! By the way, my father tell me that he not going to buy piano for me anymore because normally his backup is my grand aunt who last time works at a florist and got a little bit of CPF. Then recently she went to hospital, my father say he mention to her that I want buy piano but she no response. Stupid! Now my father scolding me again because tomorrow got school now already 12.34 am then he ask me to sleep and he kept nag say later tmr I at school sleep. I need to get things off my chest. He kept saying sarcastic stuff, say i dontwant to study is my business. Father father father, a piece of cow dung! if i dont do well for mid year especially got show the level position, he confirm talk talk talk again.! I better go and sleep now. he giving me 5 mins to log out. idiot! i am gonna study for history test, hope I reap what I sow.
Bye! (: Stupid, he kept saying blogging not important. It is not that important compared to other things but i really need to get things off my chest. So much for him calling my tuition teacher then my tuition teacher go tell him I l0ok very sleepy in class. Stupid, I look like only mah also Never really sleep .... I so energetic lo. Forget it. I go and do my stuff. Father father father, a cup of urine!

2009-04-04T06:21:00.000-07:00

2nd April 2-0-0-9

I skipped Prize Presentation Rehearsal today
because I don't feel like going.
I don't understand why.
It's just going up the stage to receive something,
why do they have to complicate things?
Go for Rehearsal for what?

i don't know why//.

I already quit 5 CCAs last year but I seem
to be busier than that this year.
That is freaking hella shito!

[: I think I know why..
I took up piano and swimming.
Plus stupid Mathematics Olympiad, Maths &Science SRPs.
Shit man!

3 April 2009

Today is prefects' investiture!

Hwee Sian told me that my hair looked weird at the bus stop.

I told her : "Never mind luhs! not like I never ugly before..."
When I entered the school gate, I saw no one clipping up their fringe.
STUPID freako!

I stopped in my tracks to take down my clip.
L-J-X popped out of a sudden and said "Cheryl" in a coquettish tone....

What the freak!

What the hell! zzz

Hella Hella Hell!

I went forward to Xiu Ping and Hwee Sian.

I took down my clip successfully.
Xiu Ping told me that my fringe is concentrated to one side.

Furious with my stupid hair,
I tried ways and means to make it back to its original.

During DnT and Maths lesson,
I paid attention.

During Prefects' Investiture wait at the IT Lab before
entering the hall,
I damn peeved by a few people luhs.

This girl is once a chairman of a particular class.
Natalene once told me that she is very bossy or blahblahblah.
Also a few other malay and indian girls.
I am not being racist but it is a fact that they are malays and indians.
They kept like instructing me to go here and there,
stand here and there, stand straight, your hair this and that.
Kept bossing me around.
I will thank you all for telling me.
But it seems so impolite,
more of commanding me around.
I hate it.
When the Exco people ask us to pin up our fringe to the back and to the front,
I was in a daze at first.
And you people was like ... "Cheryl.... Cheryl... Pin up your fringe luhs.."
Also not I don't want to pin right, I am just slow in reaction.

Then I tied my bun and tried to put some hair down make it messy messy
because i don't like a bun like grandmother like that.

Then they was like : "Cheryl... put up ur hair luhs!"
I was like telling them I dontwant I dontwant.

One of the girl went to borrow a rubber band and ask me to tie.
I don't want, it is so troublesome to borrow rubber band from
not very close people later somemore need to return them and
blahblahblah. I dontwanna feel guilty if i lost them.

They are like being so rules-oriented.
But I don't see them applying all these persistence towards other things.
Freak.
I don't like acting to people's accordance.

I didn't eat any refreshments after that because I went
to the toilet to change my guides uniform.
Went for KidRead.
After KidsRead, I went home to take my guides belt
because I forgot to bring.
Went for guides.

Home Sweet Home[:

Sleep zzz!

4th APril 2--009

Today went for maths and english tuition.
I find that tuition is quite fun because Li Ling is around.
She is a s0urce of interaction. (:

Yin Jie is very smiley.
Today talk to See Hui for half an hour before going home,
talk alot alot.
Know a lil bit more about her.
She seems to be quite interested in televisions and games
although from the surface, she seems 2 be someone
who likes to concentrate on her studies only..

In advance, tmr is Janice and Joanne birthday.
Happy Birthday! (:

2009-04-01T09:36:00.000-07:00

29'March 2009

Happy Birthday Cheryl.C!

I want to tell Cheryl. C Happy Birthday initially
but...
I forgot her number!
So sad hah?

Happy Birthday to GrandAunt! (:
She's born in the year of 1920.
Godness Gracious, she's 89!
I gave her a $12 red packet.

I went for Chinese Tuition today.
As my Chinese Tutor is also a piano teacher
but has stopped teaching a few months back
due to time constraint gave me points of advice.
She said that I am supposed to own a piano
from the day I started learning it.
Keyboard or other instruments shouldn't
be used as a substituition.
She said that piano requires everyday practice,
not just mere practice weekly.
I tried to debate.
Well, failed to.
[:
I went home and told my father...
I hope to get a piano soon.
What my Chinese tutor said makes a lot of sense,...really.!

30 March 2009

Happy Birthday Hebe from S.H.E!

Back to school again. Sian.
Had a lot to catch up.
I had Mathematics Olympiad after school.
Mrs. Tan asked all of us to fill in our birthdates
in a particular form because the teacher in charge is signing
us up for the mathematics olympiad competition already.
Mrs. Tan asked if Xue Yuan is the oldest.
It is a fact that he's one year older.
I said in chinese deliberately, "haha! oldest." and started
bursting out laughing.
Xue Yuan seems to be angry.
I tried calling him to see if he's angry but to no avail
even when I tried asking my friends to call him.
I was thinking : "I won't die without this friend.'
But I still hoped to apologise if he's angry
because my conscience would prick me.
Well, I don't give a damn after that since
he's just a person, a person, THATS ALL!

I went for swimming classes after that.
Hmm..
Mr. Patrick teach a little of freestyle.
Stupid! I can't get it right at all.

31 March 2009

I practiced a lot for the Song "Minuet" last Sunday
at my Aunt's Place.
I was hella confident I could play it smoothly.
However, I don't know what went wrong,
perhaps I'm nervous, I went out of tune.
Miss. Shenny teached D Major today.
I saw Deanna, Jannah and their another friend after that.
Chit-chat for a little while and off I went to get my stuffs.
I later went back to Semipi School because I realised I had
forgotten to pay my fees.
I went for science tuition after that.
Yan Jun, hmm... wonder what she's thinking about.
She self-mutilated herself which she claims
to be bored and have nothing else to do.
What the hell, is it very fun hurting yourself.?
Skin so nice wanna destroy it?
It might leave a scar for all you know.
Cherish your skin please!
On the way home on the tuition staircase,
there was a cockroach.
Ms. Tan, my tuition teacher asked Ian
to catch it.
I told Miss. Tan to give me an opportunity to do so.
One of my goal is to catch insects with bare hands with courage.
I tried to take its feelers.
However, it kept fidgeting.
I told Ms. Tan to give me 10 bucks if I managed to do so.
Ian took it.
Stupid! Off with my 10 bucks.

1 April 2009

April Fool's Day, so what?
I am tired for the whole freaking day.

Today, I got chided by Mr. C. Tan during History Lesson.
Not really chiding, like just say only.
There's a class test today.
I didn't study because I had too many stuff the day before.
Mr. C. Tan came over to me and take a look at my paper.
He asked me if I have studied.
I admitted and told him why.
He said I should have told my mother to allow me to skip tuition
since there's a test today.
He told me that I will fail flat and not to consider going to EA or EB nxt year.
My morale went straight down and up and down.
It's really inconsistent.
During Recess time, I did my duty as usual.
Before Ms. Ho released 2EC,
she asked everyone to give an adjective of their own weakness.

Qi Xuan said : "Low Self-Esteem..."
Stupid luhs! She is like so slim, her body so proportionate.
Still got low-self-esteem. Not a need, thats' just her perception.

Today, Stella came over to tell me that Qi Xuan is tagging along
with us to the National Library.

History lesson was just over and I was still pondering over Mr. C. Tan's
words so I am not exactly in the correct state.

Qi Xuan suddenly spoke before I could spoke,
she said that she knws that I will feel that she is extra or blahblahblah
wanna tag along, she says she just want to get the information for history
project... Tht's a misunderstanding, Hehe!

Had a science talk after school about adolescent sexual reproduction and
dot dash slash.
The photos were gruesome but it's okay.
Tht's life. We can't squirk at things that we can't accept.
Maybe we should learn to accept reality.

There's prefect rehearsal after that.
I was not unhappy, I'm really tired having slept
late the previous night.
Those bunch of friends was like kept
telling those exco that I am unhappy because
I didn't become exco.
What the hell! ...

Stella father fetched us to the NLB.
... Didn't have much time,
planning to visit the library this sunday again.
Hmm... History project is a chore.!

Stella's father brought us to Mustafa Road at Little India after that.
We bought Vanguard Sheet for our English Collage tomorrow.
Stella's father paid for me. Thanks.

Later, Stella parents brought us to another place in Little India to
taste their delicaties.
It looks like roti prata but its not.
Roti prata is oily.
This is not oily.
Quite nice.
Thank you for the treat.

On Stella's van heading home,
Jun Xuan called.
I passed the phone to Stella.
The whole situation was really hilarious.

I'm having a headache now all thanks to my mother.
She always ask me to sleep ask me to sleep early.
I still got geography homework didn't do lorZ!
Freak, im really stressed out but all y'knw is to ask me to sleep.
I can't possibly sleeep with so many worries over my head right.
Life is really a chore,
had only my parents not made me.
I don't want to be in this world,
this is a suffering world!
I am seriously having a headache, not fake one.
So pain! STUPID la! I go eat panadol.
Stupid Mother!!!!! You go sleep can already.
i know u very worried and had my interests at heart..
But i really cant sleep hv to finish my work.

2009-03-28T06:14:00.000-07:00

I'm tagged by Yin Jie to do this quiz.

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head and then
answer the questions. After doing this , tagged 21 friends to do the same.

1. Florence
2. Pei Pei
3. Rebekah
4. Qi Xuan
5. Venessa
6. Amanda
7. Yue Ying
8. Johnson
9. Annabel
10. Li Ling
11. Yin Jie
12. Wan Yi
13. Peh Hui Ru
14. Cherlyn Yan
15. Cheryl Chan
16. Shermaine Choo
17. Jasmine
18. Li Ying
19. Jia Jing
20. Yan Jun
21. Adelle

Hmm... I don't have the time to tag all these people to do the quiz.
Besides, they may not want to do.
So, if any of people on the list sees this,
please kindly do.
Hmm.. Don't want also can.
Haha!

How did you get to meet 7? (Yue Ying)
I met her at SSS.
What will you do if you & 15 never meet? (Cheryl Chan)
Hmm... Don't know how to answer you. I already met her.
What will you do if 1 & 20 stead? (Florence & Yan Jun)
Impossible. Both are girls and Yan Jun falls only for the opposite sex.
Have you ever seen 17 cry? (Jasmine)
No, I think so.
Would 4 & 16 be a good couple? (Qi Xuan and Shermaine Choo)
Both are girls. Mightly impossible.
Do you think 11 is attractive? (Yin Jie)
No, not attractive because she is sweet.
What is 2 favourite colour? (Pei Pei)
Black and Blue. I think so.
What was the last time you talk to 9 ? (Annabel)
Today.
What language does 8 speak ? (Johnson)
Eng and Chin.
Who is 13 going out with ? (Peh Hui Ru)
Hmm.. I think someone from her school, Greendale.
What grade is 12 in? (Wan Yi)
What you meant by grade? Piano Grade? Idk if she learns piano
but I think she got learn, grade 5 I guess...
Would you ever date 17 ? (Jasmine)
No. Unless I'm a male.
Where does 18 live? (Li Ying)
Rivervale Drive.
What is th best thing about 3 ? (Rebekah)
Hmm.. She is a good listener.
What would you like to tell 10 right now? (Li Ling)
Hello... Li Ling! Why never go for tuition today?
What is the best thing about 20 ? (Yan Jun)
She's tall and slim.170cm, 44kg.
Have you ever kissed 5 ? (Venessa)
Nope. But she got kiss my cheek for fun last year during PE.
What was the best memory you have with 21 ? (Adelle)
Going to last year December Popular Bookfest.
When's the next time you gonna see 6? (Amanda)
Hmm.. Next Monday.
How is 12 & 14 different ? (Wan Yi and Cherlyn)
Hmm.. Not Sure.
Is 19 pretty ? (Jia Jing)
Quite.
What was your first impression of 11? (Yin Jie)
Quiet.
How did you meet 20? (Yan Jun)
Tuition.
Is 1 your best friend? (Florence)
Yahs.
Do you hate 12 ? (Wan Yi)
No...
Have you seen 18 in the last month? (Li Ying)
YahYah. My school friend.
When was the last time you see 16 ? (Shermaine)
Yesterday.
Have you been to 5 house? (Venessa)
Nopes.
When is the next time you gonna see 10? (Li Ling)
Hmm.. Next Tue.
Are you close to 13? (Peh Hui Ru)
Okay Okay.
Have you been to a movie with 4 ? (Qi Xuan)
Yeah.
Have you gotten intro trouble with 8? (Johnson)
Nope.
Would you give 19 a hug? (Jia Jing)
No.. Coz I not very close to her.
When have you lied to 3? (Rebekah)
Not yet... Maybe in future.
Is 16 good at socializing ? (Shermaine Choo)
Definitely. She've got a bunch of friends.
Do you know a secret about 9 ? (Annabel)
No...
Describe the relationship between 12 & 18 . (Wan Yi ; Li Ying)
Strangers.
What is th best thing about your friendship with 9 ? (Annabel)
Um... IDK
Whats the worst thing about 6? (Amanda)
Too clever. Make me jealous.
Have you ever had a crush on 12? (Wan Yi)
No. She's a lady.
Does 14 have stead ? (Cherlyn Yan)
On9 I think have.
Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in th face ? (Florence)
Nope.
Has 21 met your mother? (Adelle)
Nope.
How did you get to meet 15? (Cheryl Chan)
Sec 1 Modern Dance.
Did you ever physically hurt 3 ? (Rebekah)
Yes. I beat her stomach. But she not angry.
So I will do that in future.
Do you live close to 7 ? (Yue Ying)
Yes.
What's 8 favourite food? (Johnson)
How I know? But he so tall, confirm everything also got eat.
What kinda car does 1 have? (Florence)
She doesn't have a car.
PHave you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before? (Li Ling)
Yes. Hougang Mall, Hougang Green & Kovan.
If you give 14 $100 what will he/she spend on ? (Cherlyn)
Don't think about it because I confirm don't have money to give her.

2009-03-27T22:20:00.000-07:00

Attention

Attention, what is really attention? Attention in english, 注目 in chinese.

I think I am an attention seeker.

There are basically a few kinds of "attention-seeker".

The first attention-seeker attracts attention deliberately.

The second attention-seeker attracts attention unknowingly.

The third attention-seeker attracts unwanted attention which

they may and may not enjoy.

The fourth attention-seeker attracts attention through daily lives which are unavoidable.

I believe many of us or I should say all of us have been the fourth attention seeker before, such examples are when you perform for various occasions,

when you go up the stage to receive a prize,

when you accidentally falter and fall and

when you laugh heartily over something that is hilarious.

I am a attention seeker.

It is verified.

I belong to all the categorys.

If I'm not a attention seeker,

I wouldn't said that I want to go to N/A last year.

If I'm not an attention seeker,

I wouldn't throw away my report book last year.

If I'm not an attention seeker,

I wouldn't laugh non-stop.

If I'm not an attention seeker,

I wouldn't want to make more friends.

If I'm not an attention-seeker,

I wouldn't greet the same teachers a few times in a day.

Thinking Back...

In life, it is impossible not to attract attention.

For example: If your form teacher asks you to join a competition

and you being a perfectionist, you would put your utmost effort in it.

Your effort have paid off and you are needed to go on stage to receive a

prize from the Guest-of-Honour when you accidentally falter and fall.

You have attracted unwanted attention which you don't enjoy by falling

and you have attract attention that is unavoidable by receiving the prize

with honour from the Guest-of-Honour.

Since attracting attention is unavoidable,

the four attention seekers may be pardonable at certain situations.

The first attention seekers

may be pardon

if for example : "A and B are good friends. A and B went shopping.
A stole something she liked very much. The sensor rang when they rang

out of the shop, B in the stand of a good friend doesn't want to forsake

A's future and stood in for A. B deliberately attracts attention by

telling A loudly not in an obvious way, "Sorry, I stole the item...!

I shall go and turn in."(B walks in the shop)"

The first attention seekers are not pardonable

if for example : "A and B and good friends. A has a boyfriend

named C. B is also in love with C. B deliberately premeditate

a scene whereby A appears to be in the wrong."

The second attention seekers are definitely pardonable.
For example : A's father just passed away the previous day.
She went way out of thoughts during class. B, the teacher
asked A to answer a question. A stared into space for a moment,
this moment all her classmates would stare at her. She is attracting
attention unknowingly.

The third attention seekers may and may not be pardonable.
They will be forgiven,
for example : A big in size lady went to the hair salon
to have a hairdo, the effect came out very successful.
The big in size lady walks out of the salon with her
hair attracting a lot of unwanted attention which she doesn't enjoy
because people will start noticing her body size which she
will feel inferior for.

They should not be pardonable,
for example : A school girl purposely folds her skirt until
her undies could be seen. She did it deliberately to attract
unwanted attention. She is seemingly a slut and "cheap"
which she doesn't thinks so. She enjoys the attention of
those "leacherous" eyes of male classmates peeping.
She enjoys the attention a lot.

The fourth attention seekers are pardonable
because the attention they attract is not avoidable.
For example :
A lady dresses herself to the nines as she is attending
one of her bosom friend's wedding.
She steps out of her house to her nearby house bus stop
to take a bus to Fullerton Hotel.
People will notice her since she is dressed so beautifully.

After thinking back ...
I may and may not be an attention seeker.
For the first cause :
I want to go N/A maybe because I did not have the confidence
to move on and my esteem is sterilised.

For the second cause :
I threw my report book maybe because I didn't want to face
the outcome of negative results.

For the third cause :
I wanted to make more friends to get to know more people.

For the fourth cause :
I wanted to greet teachers maybe I was misled by my thoughts.
For example : I saw Mrs. Ho at the front gate when entering the school,
I greeted her. After putting my bag at my class line at the parade square,
I went to the canteen, I saw Mrs. Ho again, I am thinking that
I saw her again, I should greet her.

I used the terms pardonable and forgiven in the sense
of if its understandable or not if in the given situation.

I felt philosophical typing this post,
I am glad that it serves some soul-searching and self-reflection.
I hope it serves some purpose to those readers who find that
they are attention seekers because you may not really be.
No offence to those who finds this offensive.

2009-03-27T22:17:00.002-07:00

I know my blog posts are long and people won't have the patience to read it at all.
Even if they read, I think that they only read a little bit as they scroll down,
they are doing skimming only.
The focus on the next post is "Attention".
Adelle won't find this something new since I've once told her over the phone.

2009-03-27T22:17:00.001-07:00

I am considering of closing this blog at the end of this year and reopen another one officially next year 1st of January 2009 on the dot!...

2009-03-27T21:37:00.000-07:00

Today!

The current time status now is 12.37 p.m. I will use complete sentences in this post. This will be a solemn post much as I want it to be too. Well, before I proceed to my thoughts, I will type about what happened earlier this morning. I have been grouchy towards my parents these few days. I got over the top over trivial matters. I am facing a lot of stress. Everything is in disarray at home. I yearn for a clean, neat and tidy house like what others possesses. Environment is really a important factor for my happiness. Such a simple request yet hard to fulfil. Since the age of 10, I've realised this important factor and thus try to take a step forward. June and December are normally the daily routine of the year to do so since it's a holiday for all the students in Singapore. I am a procrastinator and I am well aware of it. Still, I will pack and must pack the house. Since I always procrastinate, I didn't manage to pack finish and school reopens. I repeatedly did this proceedure over the years till now, I always packed more than the previous times. But I frequently make a mess of the areas that I've cleaned because I always harboured the thought : "Since the house is already so messy over that area, it is meaningless not to be messy within this clean area." This morning, my father chided my GrandAunt for feeding the birds with leftover rice as the government is against it and also complained about my mother using 'his' rice. He said : "I'm okay with the fact that she uses my rice but she didn't clear up the mess she made and left a lot of overleft rice, if she doesn't need such a large amount of rice, take adequate amounts then." He said in Khek with a stern tone. Just then, I walked out from the kitchen, he stared at me as thought I owed him something. I said : "Stop looking at me as though I have owed you something!" He chided me for being rude and guilty conscience, he said : "You won't have to be afraid of me staring at you unless you harbour a guilty conscience." Later, he complained about my mother : "You jolly well better tell your mother..." Before he could end his sentence, I talked back : "Stop using me as a middle person, I am so sick of it over the years." When I wanted to switch on the computer, he said : "Why are your hands so itchy to switch on the computer of mine?" I went out to eat an ice cube and went back in to the computer. My father's policy : He always threatens or preach about how much he have done for the family and taking back what he've given. Although he always says that he didn't take it seriously and normally would give it back to me. The feeling isn't great, it is adhorring! Imagine you getting married and your in-laws give downry to your family, you and your fiance happened to have a massive row, your in-laws in turn takes back the downry. Never take back what you've given. I know he tries to put in his best to work hard and earn money for the family to pay utilities bills and the expenses in this house. When he takes back something from what he've given, I would rather you've never given me. Once you've given, its mine and you shouldn't take it back. You are encountering a lot of stress, it is vice versas for me too alright! I am preoccupied with so many activities and though I am under duress, I won't vent my anger at you. You actually claimed that I always vented my anger at you in the morning, it's not true at all. Don't assume things you don't know. If I sprout vulgarities, you can't blame me. You didn't set a good example at all, sprouting vulgarities as and when you like when you're in a bad mood, I've heard enough, PLEASE! "F*CK, Ch** By*, Bastard, B*tch and many many more" are all the common words you would use. When you complain to others, especially me, you are furious and you shouted while complaining as if I am the party you are setting against. I am not your punching bag or whatsoever. Don't think that you're that great working so hard to pay for the utilities bill, so on and so forth. I would very much not want to depend on you but I'm still a student, I won't forsake my own future. I won't look down on you because I am using your money. I have never look down on you for your size or occupation. I don't feel good when people insult you too. Take a look at the mirror, what is the cause of your size and occupation today? You would have gotten better prospects since you are previously for St Joseph's Instituition. Have you ever thought of this question? You indulge yourself so much into food, you said you're already trying to cut down yet your intake of soft drinks everyday is still so high. You said you walk a little and started panting thus you can lose weight. Please, there are many ways. It just shows how determined you are. Is food really that important excluding that it gives nutrients and build you immune system? After all, it becomes faeces, it only tastes good in the mouth! Anyway, I'm sick of typing about you anymore. Basically, you are dirty, sometimes when I use the computer while you are sleeping, I can sniff the repugnant smell your ass gives off. It's obvious that you didn't wear any boxers. You have no sense of hygiene. I hate you like nothing else! You only produce sperm to create me only what, so mighty meh! You are sloppy and unkempt, like a lump of mud as what the channel 8 show says. You're just a teabag which is brewed over a thousand times. Can't you just rejuvenate yourself? You will claim not to have money to do that. You can use cheap methods to be healthier and stuffs. Sick of writing about you. Goodbye! You are always a leacher in my eyes, although man have their own needs, but I won't forget the sight when I saw you watching a pornographical movie at home in front of me. You also always keep calendars of womans wearing bikinis when I'm young. My impression of you is pervertic, leacherous though nice at TIMES. Man have their needs, but ... I just can't accept it.

2009-03-27T21:17:00.000-07:00

26 March 2009

Nothing is special in school today.
I don't know why,
I am not paying attention in class practically every lessons.
I kept thinking about piano.
Piano makes me go mad.
How I wish to improve my skills and learn
to play different varies of genres song?
Not only that,
those teachers' lesson like Geography & Maths,
especially Maths is boring.
I went home straight after school.
Intended to do history project,
felt tired and left the computer on
and went to sleep.
Who knows?!?
I slept throughout from 2plus until 8 plus.
What a waste of electricity.!

27 March 2009

4 things clashing,
what the hell! zzz

Scrabbles, Prize Presentation Rehearsal, KidsRead & Guides.
I went for Prize Presentation Rehearsal, KidsRead & Guides.
I had to know my priorities.
Prize Presentation is compulsory, Mdm. Ong says so.
Also, I went because I could skip Guides for a while.
(: I am so evil.
Guides under the hot sun is beyond description.
I am already very tanned, spare me please!
All of us walked to Punggol Pri after school,
the KID-readers because the bus is freaking long.
I and Lee Qi walked behind them a lot.
I did a survery,
asking about the people in front of us
who is the most pretty,
whose hair most nice,
whose leg most nice...
gagaga!

I asked Lee Qi to walk behind them blatantly
in order not to hurt their feelings.

Hmm... The KidsRead is ...
I read to 3 kids at first,
later not enough kids too many KidsRead volunteers.
So take away one of my kid.
Then later Rati asked if she could take away another one,
I asked her to join me because I tell the story halfway.
I know my english is lousy and out of point in this post.
Simply have no mood to blog.

Bus-ed back to SSS with Rati and Amirah.
Went for Prize Presentation and after that Guides.
I saw Yue Ying after school, walked her back.
I went to 7-eleven to buy 2 Kinder Joy.
By the way, STUPID LJX.
Freaking Poop of Shyt like nothing else.
He took the same bus as us.
Then right,
I screamed when I and YueYing is supposed to alight
at Punggol Pri Bus Stop.
He is so scary.
Don't u dare to lay a finger on me!
I scared the bus driver complain to SSS say prefect
screaming in the bus.
But he is really very scary.

Okay, well I don't know what LJX is clamouring for.
Those people for ED tell me what he like me or blah blah blah.
Please lorz!
Its not true at all,
confirm!
I have a strong instinct that he did it
for whatsoever reason but definitely not like what they said!
I don't know why he just want to pester me.
After CNY 2009, he started pestering !
With such a pervertic voice.
So freaking irritating.
I can't have a day of peace in SSS.
Felt like transferring school,
but without means,
impossible.
My english sucks in this post,
aiya, !! cos i really no mood to post.
Normally, I won't use short form.
Anyway,
I am really peeved by LJX.
I've not been replying his messages, entertaining his calls,
so on and so forth.
I thought all this will come to an end.
I might not be able to take it anymore.
Maybe he will read my blog
because he asked me to delete his photos at my blog
that time.
This shows that he got come my blog before.
I hope he reads this.

Anyway, my final decision is that I am not going
to bother about this person anymore.
His existence cease to exist
and it should not matter much to me.
Pester for all you want,
cfm you'll get tired of it one day.
Waste ur sms for all u want.
ur money,
i don't give a damn.

Anyway,
I got home and
chatted with Adelle from 7 plus to 9 plus.
Although she's my gg senior,
i don't know why..
I just have a lot to tell her.
Perhaps because she's a good listener.
Hmm.... I told Peipei
about the piano marriage D armour.
She got crazy of it..
Godness gracious.
This song is so melodious that it melts ppl's heart.

2009-03-25T09:21:00.000-07:00

21 March 2009

There is Girl Guides Outdoor Challenge at Camp Christine today.
7 guiders are down for that excluding me.
4 guiders happen to be student leaders during the sec 2 camp,
they all fell sick.
What a coincidence.!
Left with Sherlynn, Adelle & Qi Shan.
Only Sherlynn and Adelle attended.
Adelle told me that Ms. Faezah is treating
Sherlynn & her to Swensens because both of them went for the
Outdoor Challenge.
Normally, it takes about 4 person at least to pitch a tent.
Sherlynn and Adelle used 2 pair of hands to pitch and strike the
tent. What an awesome job, I thought!
Kudos to them [:
I went for Mathematics tuition today.
I am like... left out.
Didn't attend mathematics tution for like for two weeks!
It is due to camps and other compulsory activities.
I meant "left out" in terms of homeworks and news.
I am still quite confused with Algebra.
Hmm...
Clearing it up soon!
My tuition teacher is the only teacher which can stand me.
I can go to the least by asking questions like :
"Why is this term like that?" when it is a definite term
which has no explaination but came up by scientists or mathematicians.
One of such example is Da Vinci who came up with
the term E=mc².
My mother went to Malayisa today for Retreat,
company stuff.

22 March 2009

I woke up considerably late compared to the target I set
for myself to be woke up.
Never mind, well, I managed to complete my last minute
Chinese tuition homework.
#In a rush, obviously "trash" work.
I went to tuition after that.
I was late,
Miss. Tong says that if I am to be late again,
I have to stay back after tuition
or I'll have to copy a chapter of my textbook.
Hee-hee!
Hope I won't be late next week.
You can't blame me actually,
my "alarm clock" went to Malayisa!
I didn't go to my Aunts' house to practice piano
because my mother isn't in Singapore.
I went to my tuition to ask Miss. Tan to coach me in Mathematics,
Scales and Map = Cleared
Direct & Inverse Proportion = Cleared
Algebra = Halfway
(:
At least an achievement, applauses for me!
~ I so thick-skinned, appluasing for thyself.

I rushed my homework as soon as I get home.

23 March 2009

Qi Xuan says she want to pierce her ear,
I can't describe where but various places.
She has to seek her parents permission,
hope permission is granted
because I also want to pierce,
I need a partner! (:

My face is full of insect bites.
I went around hiding in school today.
Had I known, I wouldn't have gone to school today.
My face is an embarrassment and an eyesore.

Friends tried to console me.
Thanks.
But I can't take off the fact that my face @#$^*#$.
I just feel insecure.

Felt quite touched by what Ansley say
during Mathematics Olympiad.
"We are your friends, we won't laugh at you."
Hoho:D
So touching, but I never cry.
Hahaha (:
I almost wanted to skip Mathematics Olympiad
because of my eyesore appearance.
Thanks to Stella, I went!
I didn't bring any of my Mathematics Olympiad worksheets,
foolscapes were finished,
I had to use rough papers to copy stuffs!

During Mathematics Olympiad,
Rati came to the class to approach Ansley.
Mrs. Tan asked her to wait outside the classroom for 5 minutes.
Ansley passed to Stella a paper with two pictures,
one on the top with Ansley & Rati,
down on the below with Rati herself.
It was difficult passing it to her since the teacher is teaching.
I threw my red pen on the floor,
pretending to pick it up,
I passed it to Rati the paper.
Later,
Rati still didn't left because there is still another paper with Ansley.
Actually, all these are art holiday assignment
and is due today.
Rati still didn't left because she needed glue to paste the pictures
on the art A4 paper assignment from Anusri.
Using the same trick,
I also took my glue along and passed it to Rati.
She left.

I find something Rati did so cute!
Rati came back and the teacher thought she had forgotten
about Rati's existence and asked Ansley if she wanted to see Rati.
Ansley said : "Don't need".
Rati left my glue near the window pane.
Really cute lahs!
I don't know how to explain what kind of "CUTE".
Beyond description, I suppose.

Glad and happy kicking,
there isn't any swimming classes today.

24 March 2009

I borrowed Xie Hong Lun's
Mathematics Portfolio and English Reading Rites WS.
Returned Mathematics Portfolio during Prefects' Meeting.
Held on to English Reading Rites WS.
Prefects' duties is going to change in Term 2.
My group is in charge of taking care of the staircase,
preventing pupils from going up during recess time
or after recess time with soft drinks.

I also borrowed Xiao Yi's English Reading Rites book.

HEY! Don't misunderstood, READERS.
I didn't copy, just merely borrowed to analyse it.

Mr. Tay asked me to stand up during class today
because I was sleeping.
Cannot blame me mah!
I sleep to late at night.
I didn't want to sleep late neither.
But I had to...
Although I sleep so late,
I still didn't manage to complete my assignments.
All were left half undone.
He caught me sleeping,
THATS IT!
(:

During Mathematics SRP,
the graph worksheet is freaky.
The curve is so difficult to draw.
My hand is not rigid enough,! to press the curve ruler.

I went home.

Ate and did my piano homework.
It was expected since I didn't practice.
Ms. Shenny said I needed more practice.
I love the song "MINUET".
I am currently playing the simplified version.
Can't blame me/!
Who ask me so old then go learn piano?
Never mind, it's never too late.
I am Grade 0! Sadly speaking;;
Hope I can get the notes right (:

After piano lessons,
I went to BLACKOUTZ to force my 2nd ear holes on both side
not to close by putting a special earring.

I went to Kodak Photo Shop to buy 10 A3 Paper for my history project.

I went for Science tuition.
Ian said that I am flat(airport)!
Stupid!
Never mind, must look at the positive side!

25 March 2009

I am supposed to meet Hwee Sian in the morning at my house bus stop
to pass her Xie Hong Lun's WS and Xiao Yi's Reading Rites
to be passed to Stella then to the respective owners.

Stella is reliable, thats' why!

Hmm...
I was there on time, 630 hours.

I waited... & waited...
She wasn't there.
I walked to and fro, panicked!
The sky is turning brighter and brighter
Gave up:(
I went back home, put on my prefect uniform.
I wanted to go to school to pass it to someone I know outside the back gate
and pass it to Stella to be passed to the respective person.
I took bus 74 and alighted at the second bus stop
because I saw Lynette, my friend.
I told her to do me a favour and passed it to Stella to be
passed to the respective person.
I thought, that was a ray of hope.
I took bus 74 back home.
What the hell! Its' an express bus, I had to pay a fare of $1.70
because I don't have ezlink card.
I went back home and slept throughout.
I set my alarm @t 830 Hours.
However, I woke up late!
I woke up at 11 plus and my dental appointment
is at 11 am.
I quickly groomed myself and took a taxi down
to National Dental Centre.
Freaking *!
$12 plus, heartache:(
My own money, I will not be paid.
On the way to NDC in the taxi,
my mother called.
I lied to her that I am already at NDC
because she would kill me for sure if she knows
I took a taxi.
Not only, she would give a lot of comments
and HARP HARP HARP till the sun rises the next day.

While waiting for my queue number,
I did my science homework.

I changed braces wire and colours today.
Its' alternate baby blue and lavender.
Dr. Poon Kee Kwang choosed for me again!X!

I am indecisive, too bad!

I took a MRT back to Hougang Mall.
It was 1.03 p.m. then.
I went to NTUC to buy a stainless steel table spoon for Nicole
because I lost hers during SEC 2 CAMP.
I went to BLACKOUTZ to buy ear stick.

I went to take bus 62 directly to school.

There is Health Check today, FREAK!
I didn't go, I might have to go with other class,
maybe tomorrow or other days.
I hope they'll give me a form to go to any hospitals instead.
I RATHER:D

I ran around the whole school like a mad dog for Lynette.
Stella said that Lynette passed Ishraf don't know what,
Ishraf only passed to Stella Xiao Yi's English Reading Rites
but he didn't pass any WS.

I am afraid:(
I found Xie Hong Lun, he claimed to not receive the worksheet.
I went to find Lynette after many times climbing the stairs.
Lynette said she passed Ishraf both the Reading Rites WB and WS.

I wanted to look for Ishraf, Nicole said he's down for Floorball
Friendly Match.

I didn't search but could only wait patiently for Floorball to be back.

I went for Prefects' Investiture Rehearsal Session after that.
Later, on our way to Prefects' Room,
Xie Hong Lun told me Floorball People are back.

I ran down to look for Floorball People.
They said that Ishraf didn't went for any Floorball Friendly Match.

Later, don't know who said Ishraf is down for his NPCC CCA,
I went to the general office to ask for details.

Godness Gracious, I went to the extent to search for that
precious worksheet because I don't want Xie Hong Lun
to get chided by Miss. Ho for nothing.
Ms. Ho will be disappointed because Xie Hong Lun
have already been a good student and always hands up work on time
provided good quality.

Okay, I went home alone.
Saw Amanda and Yue Ying on the bus.
Alighted with Yue Ying.
Saw Gayathri.
Took another bus with Yue Ying and Gayathri.
Slapped Gayathri in the bus and called her bas****.
(She not angry...because she know I am not serious!)
I went to 7-eleven with Yue Ying.
She bought cookies and a drink.
I bought cookies, kinder joy and chocolate milk.
The cookies are horrible.

Hmm... I sent Yue Ying up until her lift step.
She asked me not to enter the lift yet.
She told me that she doesn't want to pin up her fringe during
Prefects' Investiture actual day as it is very ugly.
I told her that it is likewise for myeslf.
Well, in the midst of talking,
the elevator was about to close,
I quickly placed my leg in the path
to obstruct it from closing.
Yue Ying was frightened as she thought that
the lift would really close by all means.
The lift is closed really tight,
I thought it is really going to crush my leg.
I remembered during primary school days,
I did likewise but the lift didn't close until so tight.
For this lift,
it sends shiver down the spine.
Right after I was frightened,
the lift opened.
Yue Ying talked a little bit more and asked me to get into the lift
because she is afraid of the lift crushing my leg.
Oh yah, I took a photo of Yue Ying and Amanda in the bus.

[Photo]

[Photo]

Will be uploaded soon!

Went home!

I called Pei Pei to ask her Wei Wen's number.
Wei Wen answered the call and volunteered to call Ishraf to call me.
Thankies!
Ishraf called me.

Ishraf's side of his story :
He passed Stella Xiao Yi's reading rites and hanged on to Hong Lun's WS.
Wei Wen took it and copied and later placed it under his own table.

Wei Wen's side of his story :
"I saw Ishraf holding on to the paper, I asked him where did the paper come from.
Ishraf said that he picked it up from the floor or something. I then didn't bother
much and analysed a little and placed it under my desk."

Who should I believe?

Hmm... I think I believe Wei Wen since his story is more convincing.

Wei Wen said that I talk very loud.
My voice is training everyday to be louder and louder
because my Grand Aunts' ear drum isn't that good.

Heh-Heh! (:

2009-03-20T13:32:00.000-07:00

Guys, I posted all the photos until 4.33 AM in the morning.
Please appreciate and take your time to see.
Thanks (:
I am not a photogenic person,
all the photos are unglamorous,
that doesn't matter.
I took it purely for memorial purposes.

Love is in the air! ;;
~Cheryl

Not to miss something out,
To Venessa :
If you want the photos and I'm not online
yet you can't use the right click as
my right click is disabled,
press left click then, it will be led to that particular photo
and you can copy the code immediately or copy the picture.
Thank you...

This video pertains to dancing.
Those dancers are really flexible,
more flexible than the performance in SSS assembly last time.

They can do hand stand and use their hand to move only.
Cool right?

Here's the link..
http://www.sonnyradio.com/swanlake_0001.swf

2009-03-20T00:22:00.000-07:00

Thinking Day Celebration @t S'pore Indoor Stadium W. Felicia

At Piano Class waiting for Ms. Shenny

Crying after a conflict with Mother

The Day before Road Run

With Felicia & Adelle walking to Girl Guides HQ and saw this slim guy!

Nicole Anne (Tuition Teacher Niece)

When going to Anchorvale Complex W Vernice

During PGA Camp

The tent me & my other team members pitched

The baggage rack we made during gadget making to put our bags/belongings

Camp Christine

Clothline we made during gadget-making to hang our clothings

Tents!

Her leg is slim, she's 37kg

She's 150cm & 47 kg but she looks slimmer than that

The girl to the left, owns a pair of nice legs

Tentyy:)

With Sherlynn

So innocent

During Mr. Tay SRP [Tue 17/03]

Terence

Playing PSP

Look like "Superwoman!"

Shhh..... Mr Tay

Haha! Sriram Suresh is disfigured!

So hardworking!!

Venessa & Me...

Twisty! Twisty!

Sec 2 Camp

Love this picture! Taken at a nice perspective. UMAIRAH

This is so cute!

What a long route!

Yue Ying ; Terence ; Sam

Sam

Spotted Amanda, she seems to be cycling

Karen nice reborned hair!

The instructor is reading my diary...
I said many unkind stuff inside.
*Gosh!*

I think I nelgected her?!?

Clean and Pure!

Our belongings

Nice Proportionate Figure!

An artistic image of Nicole sleeping

Another one, my current wallpaper in handphone (:

Angie, my kindergarten friend. Hoho, precious memories.!

Sher Li and Me!:D

Lee Qi <3

Stella become smiley after the camp. Great! =)

Joyce, My Canteen Duty Pal

YanQing Playing PSP

Stern but decorous

Ann Kiat trying to dodge.!

Haha! Amirul sleeping, CATCH THE SCENE!

I was trying to take a photo of Khairul sleeping
when Li Yi suddenly pops out wanting to tell Khairul
that I am taking a photo of him.
Dumb him, he ends up being a part of the picture.

what the hell! zzz she's so fair and I'm so tanned.

[Gosh! I look so weird, but never mind.]

Co-Form Teacher of 2E'c

2009-03-19T23:10:00.000-07:00

18th March - 20 March 2009

Day 1

It's Nicole Birthday! Happy Birthday Gurl!

My alarm went off as I kept procrastinate through sleeping.
Well, anyway I got up in time to groom myself and tie up some loose ends and off
I went. I went to Blk 436 convenience store to buy 2 combs, for Qi Xuan
and myself respectively. I bought my last minute gift for Nicole, a packet
of Yupi sweets. Sorry,! (Hope Nicole doesn't sees this...!)
[Shh......]
-Anyway, I think she knows it as I didn't tear away the price tag
when giving it to her.-
So Evil Right?
I heard from my senior that there'll be a spot check while waiting for bus. i got
paticularly worried and started to panic when I saw Yue Ying @t the bus stop.
Yue Ying was complaining about the "lousy" hairdresser who cut her fringe the
day before. She says : "I asked her to cut my fringe until my eyebrow, she didn't heed
my advice and cut it above me eyebrow, it looks so ugly."

To Yue Ying :
It may look weird for its the first day of you trimming your fringe, a new look for you.
Obviously, it will look unusual and may seem a little weird. Let your friends and
yourself have some time to adapt to your new look.
In fact, it is not ugly at all, it looks cute!

Qi Xuan arrived. We left the bus stop for school. We was allocated our camp groups.

FREAK!

LJX was in the same group as me.
Freaking Freaking Freak,
at least I don't use the 'F',
but I cannot contain my anger I shall replace
it with another word starting from 'F'.

I wanted to feign illness to go home. But I thought that it would be
a great opportunity o bond with my (girl)friends, thus I didn't do so
but kept moaning to Xiao Yi.

I told Xiao Yi a lot of nosensical blabbers. I laughed till my sides hurt.

We boarded the bus.

Some of the girls, including me chatted with Ms. Ho.
That was a great chat as I managed to know some private particulars of her.
Shhhhhhh...!

We reached MOE Dairy Farm. The canteen is really dirty, plain & dull looking.
Venessa lost her sleeping bag, she searched high and low for it as inside consisted
of her handphone, poker cards & more.
All these were borrowed items excluding her handphone.
It was actually due to something that happened in school before we boarded the bus.
Felicia wanted to swop groups with Venessa to be with Janice, her good(y) good(y)
friend. It led to a confusing and whirl situation, this is one of the reason Venessa
misplaced the sleeping bag. She was not willing tochange her group at all but Janice and
Felicia kept pressing her to do so. Venessa was *furious* to the extreme.
I can't imagine how will I react if my valuables are being misplaced. Anyway, Venessa's
sleeping bag was found. At least, she's back to herself again.

We checked into our dorms. We went to the canteen after that to have our lunch.
While waiting... There's a moth that flew against Stella's pri school frenz water bottle,
Haiqal. It was really gross and funny, at the same time as aiqal wasn't aware of it.
Sriram sat beside me. He is such an "annoying bird".
Speaking of which, Pei Pei is so pitiful. Her group used her name to ridicule her by
associating it with the hokkien vulgar language, "C?ee B?e".
They went way out of line. This caused Pei Pei to be mody. Anyway,
she cheered up after that and that's soothing to the sight.

LJX IS FREAKING IRRITATING, KEPT STARING AT ME FOR WHAT!
as if I'm a goldmine.
I merely insulted your Angela or perhaps something else.
After I send Chinese New Year greetings to everyone on my contacts,
you were one of that,
SINCE THEN, you kept pestering me for don't know what reason.
I really don't understand why.
It is really annoying and I hate it very much.
Angela Angela Angela.
I don't bother about your desire for her but Please Do Not Pester Me
and follow me.
I feel so ashamed to know you as a person.

Flying Fox Time ...

The instructors weren't that clear in their instructions. Compared to my FA Camp
last year, they are more efficient. But the flying fo @t dairy farm is really SCARY
but FUN. People anticipate the rides though frightening.
Sat 3 rides in total.
1st ride --> Supposed to climb steps and walk towards the other end in a straight
line.
2nd ride --> Flying Fox to and fro
3rd ride--> Supposed to climb steps and jump in an attempt to hold a swing.
Of all, the second ride made me cringed in terror as I am afraid of heights. I didn't
dare to attempt to hold the swing in the third ride as there wasn't any string or
something for me to grasp hold of.

I was really afraid I would die, (A little exaggerating... but true) although I know there
are safety precautions made because I just don't feel secure.

Haiyo! Is it really compulsory to have camp fire/camp cheer/song/dance?
They feel that it can bond us but for me,
I'll freaked out and shut up unless if its' guides, Perhaps I wouldn't.
I'm 100% dedicated to Girl Guides.
(So thick-skinned!)
Guides campfire is alright because they taught us how to sing their songs and stuffs.
School campfire?
Terrible, I suppose although I can't receive the future.
Oh yahhh... I hope to get the tee upper sec students who helped out for this camp
got. Well, although it is yellow in colour and not very appealing compared
to previous tees, but wellm its' a school tee and I just dream of having it though
I know that I won't receive, sadly typing.
LJX bag is so old-fashioned, whatever 555 Racing Car Champion bag.
*Puke!*
(The bag must have belonged to the olden days,
still use! Must why give those historians to be crucified thoroughly as an artefact.)

He likes to use freebies, ohh... I pity him a lot.
*Yes! I'm being sarcastic*
Trying to act macho, twinkling at people by stooping his eyes to line small...
HEY! That doesn't work on me, GROSS
though you look really ...
I am disgusted by the way you look but I'm not going to be afraid of you.
The others day,
he chided me 'DAUGHTER OF THE BITCH' for not responding to his messages.
FREAKO!
You meant my mother is a bitch luhs?
Although I get into conflicts with my mother once in a while, but you don't have to insult
her indirectly like this.!
As if you're that GREAT,
so what if you excel in SSS,
come on, it is not the top school.
I once told you this and you said,
"Since I'm getting 1st in the whole cohort and you're telling me
I'll get the last if I get into Raffles Instituition,
then the rest of the students should also scram because I'm the first."
Come on! You're an International Student,
Singaporeans carries weightage first,
if there is a war and precautions are to be given or taken,
the government CFM take care of us first.
You sissy old China Boy!
Never shave armpit hair!
Never shave moustache!
Got one mole at your neck don't want to remove.
Gross and pervertic face!
BRAINS ARE USELESS!
Angela Chang is so much nicer than you though she's a girl,
I meant in the sense that whether you're a girl or boy,
whether Angela Chang is a girl or boy,
in the stand of you still adore her,
she'll always look better than you.
Come on! She's a star!
Who are you to court her man!
You are nothing but a piece of shit to her though
those stars always say that they love their fans and blah blah blah!
Please luhs, they can't remember every single of their fans.
To Angela Chang Fans, no offence!
The best LJX quickly shut up,
the best KICK THE BUCKET immediately.
I'll throw champagne at your funeral WITH party poppers.
Hmm... no joss sticks for you!
WITH ALL THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW WITH PARTY CLOTHES!
I'll throw balloons, fireworks...
Still got what?
Yah, I'll burn a lot of ugly maids for you.
I'll burn you a house as small as a toilet.
HAUNT ME FOR ALL YOU WANT!
SHITo! Go to hell.!

Dinner, everyone did outdoor-cooking.
Everyone ate except me & Xiao Yi.
Hmm... Jun Xuan is so gross.
Guess what he did?
He licked his fork,
I suppose he licked his fork sub consciously or maybe deliberately...
Immediately after that, he came up to me and Xiao Yi
to interrogate why we ain't eating.
After that, he tried to play the good guy for putting the fork her licked
into our noodles and stirred it.
So Freaking Gross alright?!
Anyway, Xiao Yi & I are not eating! It doesn't matter but it is an eyesore
to see something like this.

Yi Ding confronted Jun Xuan for some toothpaste to put underneath
the Mass Tin.
Jun Xuan said to him : "You better not squeeze too much,
left very little leh somemore very expensive!"
Yi Ding squeezed an adequate amount,
Jun Xuan said : "Hey! Why did you squeeze so much?
Very expensive !"

What a stingy person! Don't have to be so frugal until this extent luhs!
Toothpaste only!
Besides, he squeezed a little bit,
but you made a mountain out of a molehill like he squeezed
finish the whole toothpaste like that.

One of LJX Friend told him that maybe there'll not be enough hotdog,
Jun Xuan said in Chinese : "What! No Hot Dog! I want Hot Dog~!"

Idiot luhs! He said in such a sissy voice,
no hot dog then no hot dog luhs!
So fat already still want to eat hot dog!
LJX have a serious protruding muscles.
Had he not kept following me and did irritating stuff,
restraining me from walking at the pace I want and a lot more,
I wouldn't insult him too much.
Keep a distance from me, you MALE BITCH!
Well, that sounds weird but never mind,
a suitable name for him!

The instructors caught me & Xiao Yi not eating,
was made to eat two spoon of instant noodles.
Showered and went back to ours dorms.
Slept in between Nicole & Angie.

Day 2

Rise & Shine!
Assembled @t 6 plus for breakfast.
My group, team 10, group name titled Hot Short
did a lot of preparation for group cheer for campfire performance later in the night.
We made a lot of improvement.
All became more enthusiastic.
After breakfast,
we started with our preparations.
(:
It was quite weird but a funny & great CHEER!
That's my personal opinion.
Jun Xuan damn Freak Luhs.
Kept getting engross in his dunno whatever paper during rehearsal.
He didn't participate in at all, such a wet-blanket.

We went for our lunch after that.
Blah Blah Blah !!!

We went for our 4 hours hiking.
Someone kicked Yue Ying water bottle and it cracked a little tiny hole.
That hole is so precious okay!
Some may think that its' only a tiny hole,
it leaked water and eventually there will be no water and it will
pose a lot of inconvenience for her.
It was really tiring throughout the hike.
It can be okay for me but with that stupid weirdo LJX kept following
behind, SO INSECURE LAHS! FREAK !
The journey is so damn long!(:
Hope I can lose weight...
I almost fell down quite a number of times because I wanted to avoid LJX.
He is so annoying luhs. What the hell!
Finally, we climbed to our destination,
a receptive area for us to sit down.
Karen and Priya kept asking me bad things for me to translate for them into Chinese
pronunciation.
They asked for Pig (Zhu), Shit (Shi) and more...
They chided him in a funny voice drum
as they pronounced.
Laughing out loudly, it was damn funny luhs!
We hiked back to MOE Dairy Farm.
By the way, I took some pictures secretly of the mountains
and blah blah blah for my Girl Guides 5- Point programme
so that I wouldn't have to hike another time to get my badges..
Hee-hee!
Sriram is too much!
Freak luhs!
He kept spreading rumours about Terence from 2n1 and Venessa
saying that Terence almost molested Venessa but she didn't retaliate
and said nothing.
Please luhs, he is being super paranoid,
they're just playing and they are comparing their hands reached
each other shoulders height.
He also spread rumours that LJX molested me, groped me or blah blah blah.
What the hell! ZZZ
He didn't even laid a finger on me.
Stupid LJX Sex Maniac, Perverted Old Freak!
You are born in 1992, counting by the year,
you should be 17 now though your birthday is on late December.
Such a gross guy!
I pity Angela Chang a lot for having such a gross fan like you.
Stupid Sriram, serve you right for being called a bird.
You are so annoying, freaking annoying.
Your mouth didn't shut throughout the hike.
Anyway, in the midst of reaching back,
I stepped on LJX shoe and almost kicked his vital points
because there is a limit to my patience.
I wonder how did you manage to get a B4 for english,
you can't speak well at all.!
Even toddlers speak better than you luhs/!
Sriram Suresh, I freaking hate you luhs.
Xiao Yi and I didn't want to eat dinner but Mr. Ong and Mdm. Goh
urged us too. We were happy & glad as we were given super little rice.
I gave my share to Chung Siang and Xiao Yi gave her share to another boy.
What the hell! Sriram claims to have our welfare at thought and told the
teacher. I guess he just wanted to land us into trouble.
We were then given a big plate of rice with dishes and needing to finish them.
I saw Xiao Yi eating and spitting it out at the dustbin.
I followed suit because I am not willing to eat at all,
I am so full luhs!

Went for Campfire after that.
After performing,
we sat at our own respective places again.
I kept dozing off because I was really tired.
...Suddenly when we were told to get up and sit again,
LJX was behind me.
What the hell! I went to sit beside Venessa.
Iskandar damn freaking extra luhs,
so act!
The Chief of this camp was like telling us, encouraging us to have a
positive mindset and stuffs like this.
Iskandar gave so many unnecessary comments,
shouting, "Who says? Some may be negative!"
Stupid luhs! Nothing better to say then shut your bloody mouth luhs.
Axe Hole! !

Showered and Slept.
(:
Took a lot of photos.
Basically, anyone that enters our dorm will be stopped by me,
seems like I am prosecuting them hah?
I stopped them to take a photo with me,
I didn't bother whether if we look nice on it,
I only bothered if there is a picture taken as
its' a candid shot and for memories purposes.
My teenage years alright,
it should be a fruitful, unforgettable and memorial-etched one.

Day 3 (Last Year... I am so glad.)

Rise & Shine!
We packed all our belongings into our bags and assembled in the receptive area.
Later, we went to the canteen to have our morning breakfast.
This is the first time of this camp we drank their milo.
Ha-ha!
(:
We went to do area cleaning after that.
Luckily I wasn't needed to wash the toilet
because it stinks to high heaven.

I sweeped Dorm 6B I suppose with some of the rest.
After finishing cleaning,
all of us went to Dorm 6A to play 007 Bang and Tuki Tuki.
(:

Hmm...
We assembled after that.
Group 10 got the best improvement during Prize Presentation.
Speaking of which, I suddenly remembered something.
Venessa climbed to the top during rock climbing during High Elementz,
I consider this as quite a great achievement.
Congratulations!

We boarded the bus.
Took photos in the bus again.
Xue Yuan wanted to borrow my handphone.
I didn't reply him again.
I didn't talk to Xue Yuan before, not even once!
Great! (:
I hate him too!

Reached SSS, my 2nd home! (:

Took sweeeeety photo takes.
Home sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet Home!

2009-03-17T08:16:00.000-07:00

11 March 2009

I have something on,
it is not only something,
it is 3 things!
They are Guides ; D&T Car-racing and Inter-Class.
Went for Inter-Class as I don't want to be a wet blanket,
if I'm not there, they can't play.
There is a lightning alert.
Went to D&T room for Car-Racing.
Annoyed by LJX.
Kept following me.
Irritating Jerk! ):

12 March 2009

I am supposed to stay back for scrabbles to help out today.
But I didn't...
I told Mrs. Charlene Khoo that I have tuition classes.
I actually wanted to...
Really wanted to ...
Really intended to ask my tuition teacher some questions that day...
That is why I told Mrs. C. Khoo that I have classes.
I can't stand the eyesore of my books, really!
This is one of the reason why I'm not doing well for Common Test.!
Everything is in disarray, untidy and all around.
My stuffs being so disorganised is irritating me!
I packed my stuffs that I didn't went for tuition.

13 March 2009

Hmm...
I helped out for Scrabbles today.
3 things clashing again,
GUIDES : SCRABBLES & KIDSREAD

6 Primary Schools went for the Scrabbles Competition.
They are Ang Mo Kio, Edgefield, My Primary School (Rivervale),
Hougang and 2 more but I have forgotten.

I remembered vividly that theres' one from Edgefield Pri,
Mark Tan, he played Scrabbles really well.

(:

I did so badly for Common Test.
Results was out today.
I am really ... UPSET!
In the past,
crying it all out would solve my problem.
But now, I find that it serves no purpose at all!
People will only find that you are attracting the attention
of onlookers.
Theres' this incident last year,
I still remembered it vividly etched on my mind.
I am so wrong.
I did not understand Mathematics,
I almost gave up, seriously,
of course not totally,
a little fickle I suppose,
at times I thought that just let the exams pass over,
failing or passing, forget it, just accept my grades,
at times I thought that I can't just fail for good,
I don't want a red mark in my report book,
I must seek my tuition teacher help.
I went to the toilet with my pen and foolscape paper and a pen,
some thought I was mad.
Why did I needed a pen or paper upon entering the toilet?
I wrote a letter to Mdm. Ong CH then blah blah blah.
DASH
Then Mdm. Ong went to tell Mdm. Koh.
Then Mdm. Koh went to look for me the next morning.
Then I cried again,
then blah blah blah.
Then Mrs. Ho went to look for me...
Then I didn't attend my last 10 minutes of my science lesson,
which was my worst subject.
Counselling me of course,
I missed my PE Lesson too.
SKIP SKIP SKIP
Report books was issued.
The top 70+ people on the list was typed out and pasted on the
notice board I think.
I also wrote a nonsense letter stating I want to go N/A or blah blah.
Then, I know it myself lahs,
heard from friends and some myself.
Blah Blah Blah.
Skip Skip Skip.
Some felt that I did this to attract attention.
Some felt indignant for me since N/A was the last thing Express students
would like to go.
Blah Blah Blah.
Perhaps I really did...
I throw my report book to the dustbin when I received it.
Um...
Skip Dot Dash
Miss. Ho went to talk to me...
Blah Blah Blah
telling me about human's nature and blah blah...
She told/ask me two things.
1st Q : Are you attracting attention?
2nd Q : Are you being pretentious?
I just said no to two questions,
well my mind was in a whirl.
"I don't mean that you really are,
just that your actions will impact the impession to others.
Maybe you should really go home to think about it"
Blah Blah Blah...
Skip Skip Skip...
Learnt my lesson...
Anyway, I've asked Amelyana in what way I am irritating.
I know I am irritating, she said I laughed at "not funny things"
at times which is irritating.
people have told me,
actually I also know it myself because I can feel
my mouth being a little sore after talking too much
or laughing too much sometimes.
I asked a few other scrabble people too.
They didn't say I was irritating.
Anyway, dot dot dot...
I am...
I suppose and I presume that Amelyana is being honest
and the rest are afraid to hurt my feelings or ego.
DASHES :D
I asked this yesterday, during Scrabbles Competition.
After everything ended, I laughed at don't know what thing,
then Amelyana asked me to stop laughing and she said
that is irritating.
Actually I asked her earlier on,
I already told her I will try not to laugh.
But when she told me on the spot,
I felt a "feeling" swept over me,
the feeling is beyond description,
I just felt that I just love laughing,
should I stop laughing or should I carry on?
I did not know what to do so I stopped laughing for a moment.
The other people tried to make me laugh.
I said I won't laugh in Amelyana presence then...
Means I still can laugh somewhere else.
Dot Dot Dot.
& During Annual Road Run,
after running [GIRL] and I hanged around together,
I just wanted to move around.
I saw the trophies.
I walked over because I saw a big trophy that is quite magnificent,
I really wanted to walk over to see the trophy,
REALLY!
I don't meant anything.
[GIRL] said something like that,
I forgot.
She said : "Don't go, you always want to attract attention, blah blah.'

Last time, this [GIRL] told me in msn when I wrote to Mdm. Ong
blah blah letter last year, around those days,
she told me that she told her mother what happened
and her mother said that maybe I don't have attention at home
so I am seeking for some attention in school.

THUS.

I am not going to cry anymore for this kind of related matters.
You might find it ridiculous for raking up the past.
It doesn't feels good to be called an attention seeker.
Well, I don't feel good when people associate my family matters
with my behaviours, attention needed and stuffs.
I don't mix work with personal neither do I mix my emotions
at home with school.
When I am at home, when I am at school,
I am about the same person...
I don't feel happy in both places.
I do have attention in both places too,
equally, no more or less.
But it is all about the angle people perceive them,
there is no qualms about that.
People normally perceive things from they surface they
see. When I'm at home, I have the minimum attention
from family members,
Mum = Irregular
Father = Average
GrandAunt = Average
In school, there seemed to be more attention than at home
because I seem to have a lot of friends.
People think I have a lot of friends.
Actualy it is not true at all!
I am just like Anne Frank.
She have a number of friends she can call friends.
She has loving parents and an elder sister.
I don't have a friend that I can always follow and share secrets with.
Thus, it is so irregular that I feel that everyone are my good good friends.
I share my secrets around like nobody business,
my policy, who wants to know, ask and I'll tell because
I don't really have a bosom friend so I don't see the point of not telling.
These are all on the surface, most of my friend are
hello-byebye friends.
What are hello-byebye friends?
They are friends which smile and chit chat a little when you see them
or pass by them.
But they don't really super CLICK with you, sort of like that.
I am not Anne Frank, I don't keep a personal diary or blah blah.
But I am becoming one.
As you can see,
I am not really a happy person as you see it.
I am really unhappy.
But I won't show.
I am unhappy everyday.
My emotion changes as fast as cheetah running.
Every second, every moment,
there are frequent changes.
Sudden brust of happiness,
Sudden brim of confidence...
They do arrive alright/?

Sudden break of silence,
Sudden blink with tears rolling down,
They might happen alright/?

I want to do well during MYE,
its' a MUST.
Althought I am not making any effort right at the moment.
I want to change.
I really want although I choose not to in the end.
Read my blog post after Girl Guides Camp and you'll know.

I went for Girl Guides after Scrabbles.
Actually, I didn't want to, I wanted to go home.
Amelyana is not going and I wanted to join her
but it strucked me that Guides is my one and only CCA,
I can't do that.
After guides, I went for Musical Nite because Felicia
asked me to stay.
I realised that her father is picking her up after Musical Nite.
I felt so rushed and devastated,
wanting to go home yet wanting to watch Musical Nite '09 too.
You might find it weird why am I afraid to attend musical nite
because felicia's dad is picking her up.?
That is due to my low-self esteem,
I don't have the courage to go home late in the night alone,
like a loner with no sense of direction.
I was cheered up during Musical Nite after QX told me she'll be
going home with me.
Before I saw QX, I was like so gloomy,
tears started rolling but I am not crying,
they just flow like nobody's business.
Just water,! my eyes ain't red !
Anyway, after Musical Nite
I found out that I forgotten to take back my plastic bag which
contains my Class T-Shirt and my prefect uniform and blah blah.
Luckily later when I reached home I found them.
QX and I saw Mdm. Ong outside the general office,
QX went over to talk to Mdm. Ong,
QX said : "You waiting for your husband ah?"
Mdm Ong said : "Yah..."
QX said : "He handsome?"
Mdm. Ong said : "Go home! Go home!"

Interesting conversation.!
I told Mdm. Ong that Mr. Tay teach mathematics
is ownself ask question ownself answer.
If he teach good I will not get 1/15 for class test.
She said that in the end I pass what.
I asked her how she know.
She said because she know.
She saw Mr. Mark Teng, like suddenly out of the topic
and like want to talk to him so we left...
(:

15 - 16 March 2009

I went for PGA Guides Camp.

If you're wondering,
PGA stands for President Guides Award.
The PGA Applicants are 3 girls from MGS and 3 gils from SNG.
MGS = Methodists' Girls'
SNG = St Nicholas' Girls
They are supposed to conduct a camp based on their profession,
there are a few profession,
tent pitching,
tent striking,
outdoor cooking,
gadget making,
wide games
and campfire.
I love the camp a lot although it was really exuberence.
I was really tired out.
Made new friends and took "takeaways" during the camp.
"Takeaways" are the knowledge and experience gained.
One of the teacher emphasised a lot about Positive Thinking
and Not Just a Mere Front as a Girl Guider.
She let us hear a song sang by don't know who,
titled "Stay the same".
After listening it,
I decided I am not going to change.
I am just going to laugh!
Laugh till my sides hurt,
do what I enjoy doing...
I am supposed to be what I am exactly and not change for others'
sake. I am myself. Myself is me.
I live for myself.
I don't live for the sake of others.
I am in this fragile earth because my parents worked on it.
I deserve the chance to pursue happiness.
Pursuing a dream is just like puchasing something.
When you purchase something,
you will hesitate whether to purchase or not.
Of course, you will only hesitate if that 'something' attracts you.
People who pursue dreams are also pursuing it
because there are some aspects of it that attracts them.
I am going to be what I am.
Don't have friends then I will pursue friends,
I will make new friends and make my space is better place for me.
One of guide law is to be cheerful under all difficulties.
Nothing is too difficult to be solved.
One changes it all.
I agree with this sentence.
We should always look at the positive angle and
as well, encourage the people around us and let them
feel they have something in them.
By making their day is also equivelent to making your own day.

After returning for guides camp,
I, Sherlynn, Adelle and Qi Shan went to Bishan Junction 8
KFC to have our lunch.
Adelle's Mother fetched me home.

(:
Okay, I can't control.
Her mother legs are slim.

One thing definitely must change
that is to stop fantasizing peoples' slim structure,
be it legs, hands or whatever.
They slim also not I slim.
Fantasize also no use!
Agree?

!!

Went for swimming lessons.

(:

17 March 2009

I went for Mr. Tay SRP today.
A lot of people didn't bring curve ruler but some did,
thus Mr. Tay still carried out his lesson as usual.
(:
Take out handphone took some photos after class.
Uploading it soon! WAIT FOR ME !
Off to Secondary 2s Camp tomorrow.
Won't blog for quite a number of days.
Shucks!
The time now is 12.28 AM.
Supposed to do Geography Project and Pack my camping stuffs.
Godness Gracious! ALL NOT DONE.!
OFF TO DO MY TASKS!
SEE Ya!
Oh YAH!
Nicole's birthday is coming soon!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER!
Gosh, didn't buy her present, tomorrow I will go to 7-eleven to buy!!

Yipee ai-ai Yipee Yipee ai!

(:

2009-03-10T07:28:00.000-07:00

6 March 2009 ; Annual Road Run

Well, in Serangoon Secondary School, it is called the Annual Road Run
which is called Cross Country Race in most of the schools.

I arrived at Punggol Park very early in the morning,
exact time : 5.54 a.m.

I was supposed to meet Qi Xuan.
I read her text message wrongly,
we was supposed to meet at the Block 401 Kopitiam Playground.
Forget it, in the midst of waiting,
I was suddenly reminded of my number tag
as I saw the other students wearing theirs.
"Oh my godness!"
I took a taxi home and told the taxi uncle to wait for me.
I took my number tag and off I went back to Punggol Park.

I was very nervous and stiff before the race began.
Anyway, I think I offended Gayathri unknowingly.
I was very nervous that I went speechless.
Sorry...!

The race began,
I was already hardly out of breath,
what's more is that I was misled by a group of malay boys,
leading me to the wrong route,
I heard their laughters not afar
and went back to the old route...!
Wasting of time XC

At that point of time,
I only knew I had to complete the race.
I completed.
I got first in C Divison Girls.
If Vernice is in Serangoon Sec,
she will be the first.

If only...

Kellyn came in second...

Hmm.. Qi Xuan came in 5th
which I felt that it was kinda of,
beyond description right at the moment.
She was actually 3rd but the 4th and 5th overtook her
@t the overhead bridge.

Vernice Cross Country is coming soon.
I wish you luck:D

I hate this day although it was supposed to be an happy day.

I got insulted by Li Jun Xuan.
He told me not to think so highly of myself although the boys
started running first and he said that when he reached SSS,
he didn't even see any girls there.

Its' like @!#$@~...

I didn't even said anything
yet I receive a thousand words back through text message of course.

I got insulted by my mother too.
My leg muscles hurt quite badly after the run.
Instead of showing concern,
she told me, "Who ask you want to run first?
You cannot then don't run lah,
want to force yourself only,
don't do it for the sake of winning..."

I was ........!!!!!
Grr!!
I wanted to run to complete the race,
well, I definitely did not stop running because of triumph purposes.
I ran all the way already,
if I suddenly stop, my heartbeat will led to a sudden stop.
Just like in science,
we've learnt about expansion and contraction.
Overhead bridges are not built in the day
because this may led to sudden expansion or contraction
which will buckle or crack.
It somehow applies to me in some kind of sense.

Well, anyway why am I explaining when my science is so "FANTASTIC".

The trophy is quite nice,
with a girl runner on it instead of cups mostly in the past,
too bad I cannot post the looks of it because my trophy is with Miss. Ho.
She wanted to take photos of those who got trophies during road run.

Ann Kiat said that my D&T got 31/37,
don't know how true it is.
Hopefully, it is...

7 March 2009

I went for PGA Camp Briefing.
They taught us how to pitch a tent.
After that, they wanted to teach us how to tie various knots and lashes.
We didn't learnt as we left early.
Haha :D
We went to Bishan J8 to eat!!
So 'evil' !
That includes Adelle, Felicia and I !
We went to McDonalds and later went loitering around,
looking at handphones and acessories.

There is a new colour of W595 being released,
pink colour!
I find it quite unique and wonder if I have regretted not
waiting for it.

I went to Cristofori school to take some brochures
regarding piano lessons.

Godness gracious,
they sell grand piano for 17k +.
A academic piano is about 2k to 3k,
so expensive,
to think that I'm dreaming of getting one?

I am still saving,
I think it will take me a long time before I can buy one.

Passed by the news porter,
saw the headlines about a guy in JJC who topped his school
with 7As, a triumph story over adversity.

His father passed away a days before he sat for his exams.

This spurred him to concentrate on his studies to
keep him away from distraction and thinking of his father.

His father motto is "Give it your best and leave the room with no regrets".
What an inspiring quote!

He worked on this motto to achieve.

Obviously, I bought the newspaper because of this headline.
Went for tuition,
cleared Scales & Map tuition worksheets today
and reached home at 8 plus.

Whole day wasted like that!!

Speaking of which,
my cousin Melissa did quite well for her A levels.
Congratulations!

Also, Felicia's Dad fetched Adelle and me home.
Thanks.

By the way, we saw Vivien and Hui Xin Ma'ams
@t Bishan J8,
such a coincidence,
they went to guides HQ for YA stuff.

HQ= Head Quarters

YA= Young Adult

Only then they can continue serving guides...!

8 March 2009

Chinese tuition...

After chinese tuition,
I went to my Aunts' House to practice my piano skills (practical).
(:

Went home @t around 3 plus.
Started on my homework and projects.
I slept at 1 plus,
doing IPW project the whole day
and staring at the computer blankly for a couple of hours
doing history newspaper project draft.

Poor me! I am self-pitying, so thick-skinned(:

9 March 2009

I and Vernice was supposed to go to the Anchorvale to swim
because today don't have swimming lessons due to some reasons,
I also don't know what.

Vernice didn't check properly,
the Anchorvale swimming complex is not opened!
We went there for nothing.
We are supposed to meet at Compass Point and then walk there.
But...
I was late so I took a taxi to Compass Point to meet her
and took 372 there.

My taxi fare is $5.40.
Poor me!

We took LRT back to Compass Point.
Initially, I wanted to go to Hougang Swimming Complex
and Vernice wanted to accompany me.
I can feel the reluctance in her.
She is afraid of feeling bad.
I told her that I'm really alright with it,
there she goes.
I was so lethargic that I went home immediately and slept through
till 7 plus.
Woke up bathed, eat and watched the 9 pm Channel 8 show,
Housewives Holiday.

Later, I & my mother watched Heart & Greed till 12 plus.
I did my History homework and went to bed.

10 March 2009

There is history presentation for everyone in 2EC today.
Mr. C. Tan taught us some guidelines of projects to fulfill to do well
and score high marks.
The last group half-way through presenting,
Mdm. Ong came to 2EC to look for Pei Pei and me
with regards to the Prize Presentation Rehearsal.

During recess time,
I and Jeffrey went to look for Mr. Thina because
Stall 3 was getting out of hand,
especially Lee Yao Seng who doesn't give a damn
and kept approach our EC boys to buy his food for him.
Spare a thought for the others queueing!

After Mr. Thina left, LYS is back to square one.

During Chinese lesson after recess,
Jing Poh and LYS held 2EC class diary hostage
and Jing Poh asked me to apologise to LYS for
approaching Mr. Thina in return of the 2EC class diary.

What the hell!
I still have my dignity alright?
I am not wrong at all...!
Blame yourself for not compelling to the rules.

Miss. Ho asked me to wake up because I was sleeping during her lesson.

Hmm... I kinda of lost interest in mathematics because
frankly speaking,
Mr. Tay don't have the [I don't know how to say] in him,
like won't make the students enthusiathic in his class participation.
Sorry, but really...
Just a mere opinion of myself, no offence (:

During SRP after school,
there's a relief teacher, Miss. Ng,
I kept approaching her on mathematics questions,
she taught me.
Hmm... Overall she is quite patient or should I say very patient.

Speaking of which...
During history lesson,
Mr. C. Tan asked whose thumbdrive is it,
refering to mine,
I answered rudely unknowingly, "Mine lah!"

I am insolently rude,
apologised after that...

Um... The Prize Presentation Rehearsal!!!
I regretted attending.
Mdm. Ong say I cannot leave.
I really panicked because I'll be having piano and tuition classes after that.
My piano lesson is 5 pm @t Hougang Mall Semipi School,
whats' more I've not done my piano theory homework.
I need time to get home too.

! ! ! Dismissed @t 4.45 p.m.

Went to Learning Hub to get my bag,
Adelle's head popped out and she asked me if I wanted to join NDP,
I told her straight : "Too short, cannot join!"
She said : "Can one, I need 5 people to help me."
I agreed.
I dashed out of school,
reached home, took my piano series of books
and went out of my doorstep.

Saw Haiqal at the zebra-crossing.

Flagged a taxi to Hougang Mall.
My heart is aching,
$3.20...
Taking taxi nowadays because time routine is very hectic.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am a poor old man.
At least, poor old men are wise !
I am not even wise!

2009-03-05T00:18:00.000-08:00

3 March 2009

I went for my piano lessons,
I am finishing my oh-so-childish song book.
Finally~! Woohoo!
Miss Shenny asked me to purchase another book.
She played for me a tune and she told me that I'll be learning
this song in the new book.
The song is quite nice. Hope to know how to play it soon.
She played "Marriage D Armour" & "Fur Elise".
I don't know why,
I am just... can't resist the temptation.
I really hope to play well!
Hoping to play these two tunes one day!
My mother said that there will be a retrenchment
in her company in June.
My mother is considered the oldest in her company
because many of her colleagues which are as "old"
as her left for other companies.
She cannot leave because if she leaves,
its hard for her to get a better job.
If she loses her job, piano is a gone-case.
Praying hard that she keeps her job!

I went for tuition after piano lessons.
I gave Yan Jun her birthday present.
I wanted to see if she believes in, "its the thought that counts."
Obviously, I have my suspicion that she is not that kind of person.
I gave a small keychain wrapped with a lot of recycle paper
to make it look bigger.
She actually said this before I headed home : "This year the gift
is rather too small, last year at least a Mini Toons Tortoise Voodoo."
I told her straight but not in an offensive or stern voice,
just like my normal tone : "At least its something...Show some appreciation leh"
This is what I said.
She said : "Okay lah okay lah, appreciate."

I am happy that at least she said the last sentence,
although it did not truly came from her heart.
I am disappointed that she sees the value
not the thought.

4 March 2009

Happy Birthday Uncle Lawrence!(:

I switched on the computer immediately after reaching home.
Planning to complete my IPW project today and others
if possible.
Ended up doing half way because there are some problems cropping up.
I was very sleepy, I do a little then go to the bed sleep a little.
Finally, I sleep and did not wake up until 9.11 p.m.
Like a pig right?
Call me a pig for all you want,
anyway I am as fat as a pig
and I am born in the year of pig
and pig is short and I am also short...
Everything also pig pig pig.!
So unfair!
Why my friends all so slim and tall?
I am a imperfect pork chop.
Circle Face
Meaty Arms
Pork Chop legs
Everything about me is associated with pig!
Stupid!
But I can't bring myself to hate pigs,
especially cartoon ones because they are so cute.
At least they're cute, I'm nothing.
Freak it!
Pig can eat and sleep the whole day, needing to face only their pig fammilies.
But me, I have to go to school and around everyday,
I will be facing different people,
all the tall and slim people.
Tall and fat people...
Nobody will notice them because they have the height
and they can go for slimming sessions next time or something.

Short and fat people
or short and thin people...
Short then cannot grow tall already.

I am trying to emphasise that height is more important
because we cannot make any changes to height
but we can make some changes regarding to the weight.

All the secondary 1s are mostly taller than me.
& right...
Those who are not tall or not slim,
they still look so good.
But I look like a...
MONSTER!
But monster is quite nice and scary,
but I am not nice neither am I scary.

Today during science lesson,
I asked Mdm. TBY : "Can I hand up this theory worksheet
by today but not now?"
I'm saying this because the worksheet have a groupwork involving
me & umairah and I have forgotten to photocopy a sheet for umairah.
I wanted to photocopy one for Umairah before returning to her.
I'm asking because she says that everyone has to hand up the worksheet
by today.
She said : "Go back to your seat first."
Walking... as I returned to my seat.

Mdm. TBY : "Okay, 2EC, hand up all your worksheets now... HERE!"
Obviously, I went back to her and said the same thing.
As some of the EC students went back to class to get their science stuffs,
not many went forward to hand up yet because there was not a lot of people
stepping forward.

Mdm. TBY said : "Can you not be so naggy? Such a naggy woman."

This is not the first time.
Last time when I was asking Mdm. TBY something
and went to the science lab, Venessa told me that Mdm. TBY
showed gestures with her mouth moving, symbolising
that she finds me naggy.

Mathematics lesson : I slept throughout because I was really
too busy and always sleep late.
I had to bear the consequences, I did not know how to solve
the math problems.

5 March 2009

Happy Birthday Yan Jun! (:

Today, during science lesson, we did experiment, it was fun! Really!
(: Hope to do more experiments in future.
During recess, Joyce didn't turned up for her duty again.
Shucks!
Jeffreys' stall 3 encountered some problems,
the people were not cooperative,
Jeffrey asked me to tell Mr. Rafi.
I went over to his stall as my stall is managable with lesser people.
Perhaps Stall 3 is more popular.
Wrote down some names.
Cancelled some because they listened in the end.
I wrote Li Jun Xuan name because he keep don't want to budge,
going in front of the red line and kept asking why.
I already passed the name to Mr. Rafi.
I don't know what to do, really!
That is the only way out, I suppose or I'll get chided.

There is a english vocabulary test,
I am quite confident that I can get full marks
although I didn't study because I flipped through
and remember the meanings and words.

Felicia reminded me that Kellyn is a fast runner.
Maybe I'll not going to run for road run tomorrow,
if I never get first, surely a lot of people will
ask ... "Last year you get first, this year you never, why ?"
or other alternative sentences.

I know I won't get first anymore because
the secondary 1 this year consists of more classes.
More classes = more people
A lot of them run very fast, like cheetahs.
I am very scared of Kellyn,
I was wondering,
last year was she absent or did she played truancy during Road Run.
I know that she's a fast runner because Vernice, my primary school friend
who is a fast runner, my altheletics friend during pri sch who took part
in track & field competition before told me that Kellyn too part in track & field,
she saw it and she explains that Kellyn ran quite fast.

): But I won't give up. As long as I've put in my best,
I can overcome anything.
But ....
I am afraid of the guns and I am also afraid that I might not know which
direction to run to.
Although there are check point marshals to lead the way but...
I just feel that I'll mess up the routes which led to my inefficiency in reaching the
front gate.

Today during recess time, I disallow Justina to stand and linger around stall 4
waiting for her friends, she said that I am naggy and her friends was like saying
that next time if I get married or blah blah then how.

Yesterday, Mdm. TBY already said that I'm naggy.
Today, another one.
I'm not sure if I am,
but I know that I am irritating.
I am also not sure how to react with things sometimes,
maybe that led to my irritating--ness.
I want to change...
But people will keep asking why am I so emotional and
why am I so quiet.
Its' so difficult.
Quiet or noisy, people still have comments.
Moderate, people will start asking why I now never do this last time got do that.
My results sucks!
(:Everything sucks this year!

& I don't have friends,
I'm going to be another "Anne Frank" soon.
Actually, I seem to have quite a number of friends from the surface,
in fact they're just hihi-byebye friends.

My classmates and others which are so-called quite close to me,
no matter who, there'll still be times when I have no one to talk to.
Normally, when that happens, I will talk to people.
But sometimes there are only two people beside me,
if the two people are talking, it'll be so bad to interrupt suddenly,
especially when they are very immersed into their own conversations,
they'll completely ignore me.

Life is unfair, life is selfish,
although life still goes on,
although people encourage positive mindset,
but I might not be able to,
not because I don't want,
not because I don't try,
its' just on the verge of giving up,
losing all confidence.

Who doesn't want to brim with confidence all the time?
Who doesn't want to look good? Especially girls.
Who doesn't want to do well in exams?
Who doesn't want to get what they want?
Who doesn't want to be a winner?

Sometimes, things are just what they are,
you can't change it at all.
I would very much like to change my genetic genes,
I wonder why she got better genes than me
while I get the recessive genes.
Thats' so sad.
Genes really do affect, but why are some child born a child with prodigy?

I'm considered quite fortunate anyway compared to other poorer countries.
BUT.....
to me, I'm not considered fortunate among my friends.
):

LIFE IS SO UNFAIR,
WILL THERE BE A DAY WHEN I CAN CHANGE MY FATE?

*Sigh! No matter what,
I will always be this short...*
I am starting to hate this
and actually I long hated this...

2009-03-02T05:28:00.000-08:00

I got back my mathematics, literature and art paper today.
I am disappointed with my maths, literature and art
although I didn't do very badly because I expected full marks for maths
and art. For Literature, I memorised a lot.
It was most appailing to know that I didn't secured A1.
Never mind, at least an A2.
By right, I should be happy.
But I'm underperforming this year.
Whats' the point of performing in Literature?
And, I'm not performing anyway.
Did badly for main subjects.
Did badly for humanities.
What else? For art genres too!
I hate it! ):
But I have to accept it. I must do well for my MYE, definitely.
Its' a must.
Anyway, I went for Mathematics Olympiad after this...
After Mathematics Olympiad,
went to parade square to help out with YOG thingy.
After a while, I went home.
Headed for Swimming.
It rained so heavily that we can't swim anymore.
I saw a rainbow.
In my mind, I thought "Rainbow!!!"
Its' so heartening to see a Rainbow after so many bad days.
(:

Angela Chang legs are so slim, I'm jealous!

Petite 158cm tall and 40 kg (: I love her legs!

Ady An Yi Xuan ; 165 cm & 42 kg, slim legs

Beautiful legs! Slim Slim!

[Vernices' Leg is so skinny! I like the ankle bone! So obvious!]

[Coach Mr. Patrick]

[Raining!]

[Disfigured]

[A Lifeguard! ^.^]

[Another Lifeguard]

[One of my swimming friend body & vernice slim legs!]

[My swimming friend must be very sad because he don't
own 6 packs]

[Never be a coach if you don't want too much leg muscles ! !]

[The legs are so muscular!]
Men must be very sad because they have to serve the tough training
of NS!

By the way,
Li Jun Xuan finally returned me the pig with my girl guide badges beneath.
Thanks 2 Felicia! (:

2009-03-01T03:43:00.000-08:00

I went blog hopping.
I find that this blogshop of my friend, Lemon & Florence is qutie lucrative.
Their clothes are kind of nice! (:
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Today, during chinese lesson, I pulled a strand of Ms. Tong hair.
I wanted to snatch from her that strand of hair.
But she don't allow me and don't know later the hair go where already.
(:

Miss. Tong said that my msn picture very ugly.
I'm going to change it soon! (:
So honest & straightforward. I like it!
The good thing in my tuition centre is that the teachers are very
straightforward.
Chandraleka and Qi Xuan is also very straightforward.
I love it...
At least better than those who tries to console their friends
by giving false comments.
I think people should face reality.
Nice means nice.
Not nice means not nice.
They don't meant to criticise.
But think...
There is progress in this society because people have high expectations.
With comments/feedbacks,
we will understand what people see things from their perspectives.
Good! (:

My blog photos suck but never mind.
I post them not for the sake to show the photos,
but to post them for the sake posting.
Since its' my blog, laughs (:

I anyhow take those photos because I have nothing to do.

2009-02-28T05:14:00.000-08:00

Went for mathematics & science tuition.
:) Photos time!

I bluetoothed 2 of Zowie Tay's photo to my handphone.
What an "evil" person I am!

The rest are taken by me & Li Ling (:

[Fat Legs! of Ian!]

[Zowie's leg is quite slim for a boy...]

[Ian legs is not slim !]

[Chun Hwee seems to be under nutrition but his legs quite muscular.]

[Who's the slimmest? Obvious!]

[An extract of the World War I, the Japanese is very cruel,

they cut off one of the commnors' head and even make fun of it

by hanging it over the tree and put a cigarette in his mouth.]

[An extract of the WWI, the Japanese doings. They beheaded

all these commoners head and place them on the ground, side

to side.]

All these are from my tuition teachers' storybook titled "The Rape".

There are even worse photos but they are too obscene to be shown.

The Japanese raped one of the girls', stripped her nude and

killed her.

Worst still, they tortured them after their death by placing

two tree barks in their vagina.

So gross...

[See Hui's handwriting]

2009-02-27T21:51:00.000-08:00

Please rewind my February posts.

I've uploaded photos on 14 February 2009, 18 February 2009 & 21 February 2009.

The remainings are my updating of blog.

I didn't had the time to upload any photos while blogging

as most of the time I made my post in a rush.

Since now I have the time, I shall upload them.

Some of the New Year photos :

One of those days during Maths Tuition (:

One of those days when I was quarrelling with my mother

One of those days when I go to tuition centre to ask Miss. Tan homework

Casual Take

[I look so haggard]

One day before going for swimming...

2009-02-27T21:44:00.001-08:00

28 February 2009

! Short Morning Blog Post !

I finally finished posting all the posts on the asknlearn geography

and history forum yesterday night.

Happy and glad!

D&T and Mathematics paper was not returned, so disappointing!

I did so badly this time.

I MUST do well in MYE, CT2 and EOY!

My history group is in a mess.

At first my group consists of myself, Umairah, Qi Xuan, Lee Qi, Jing Poh

and Rebekah. It was found out later that Rebekah was actually in

Stella's group. We had no choice but to set her free.

Later Qi Xuan joined Stella's group because she dislike Jing Poh to

be in our group. Later, Jing Poh joined Michelle's group.

The groupings are in chaos.

Mr. C. Tan said that he'll rearrange the groupings if

he didn't receive the list whereby everyone wrote down

their groupings.

I'll just accept what he gives.

I found out that Mdm. TBY didn't gave me 6 marks.

The marks is earned by thyself.

I am so elated.

I had a good morning breakfast today.

Today, while helping my mother prepare breakfast,

she asked me to crack 4 eggs and beat it for her.

Cracking the second egg, it is black, rotten

and gives off an repugnant smell.

I had to bathe because of that.

Thats' good too since I'll be bathing at the later part of the day.

2009-02-27T21:26:00.001-08:00

26 February 2009

Happy Birthday Miss. Ho! (:

I went home directly after school.
Planning to post on the online asknlearn forum,
both geography and history every single post.
I hope that I can gain more marks from there.
I can't afford to lose any more marks.
In the end, I got so tired.
I post a few.
Rest a little.
It is already quite late that I went to bed.
Born to be an procrastinator.!

27 February 2009

Happy Birthday Hazura Ma'am & Rebekah !

Today, during class time I told Miss. Ho that I am underperforming
and told her that I'm quite worried.
She said : "Oh yahh... I wanted to ask you. What happened to your math?"
I told her everything.
I asked her if I do well for the remaining 3 major examinations,
am I able to catch up?
She said yes but I might lose out a bit, a few positions.
(: Thats' great but quite sad too! X)
Mr. Christopher Tan gave an assembly talk today.
He said it doesn't matter how you start,
but make sure you end well.
I hope to live up to this quote.
(: Hopefully but not defintely of course.
There is a competition titled "Serangoon Star" going on
which welcomes all talents of art genre to participate.
Gayathri and her other Tamil friends are planning to join.
I want to join also actually but I have no talent to showcase,
so might as well forget about it.
Laughs! (:
Laughter is the best medicine.
I went to 2EB classroom after packing up my bag @t 2EC
because I wanted to wait for Gayathri as I thought
that she's going for Guides and KidsRead.
They got back their mathematics paper, so fortunate!
Natalene is angry at me for talking to Rachel
which she so called her Ba Boom or Va Voom,
didn't heard it clearly.
Its' like you have to respect my choice of choosing friends.
If you're a friend of mine, you should not interfere
my choosing of friends.
I am free to talk to anyone and I am free to make friends with
anyone. You have no right no intefere and you should not
get angry over a matter like this.
For this, I am definitely not wrong at all.
Anyone, the matter soon blow over.
I'll just forget about everything.
Let bygones be bygones.
I helped to take Mdm. Lim's bag because I am empty handed
to Punggol Primary with the other schoolmates.
I got to read a storybook titled "Do Mice Eat Rice?"
to 3 primary 3 students.
They are named Syafiq, Michelle Ang and Sofina.
Boy, Girl and Girl respectively.
I am not sure if I've spelled their name correctly.
It was quite fun.
But Syafiq is quite naughty but still managable.
Mdm. Lim gave each of us a dollar each to buy our lunch.
Thank you!
The food was delicious.
Everyone went for a second round using our own pocket money.
I forgot to take Mdm. Lim's bag and went for guides after that.
It was most appalling to find out that my piggy pencil case
Qi Xuan gave me for my birthday last year vanished.
Li Jun Xuan came on my mind immediately.
I thought back the scenario and found him very suspicious.
I was quite sure that he've taken my piggy pencil case.
How could he?!?
My guides badges are all beneath inside.
All thanks to him, I can't wear my Guides' Uniform and white shoes.
My mood was killed.
My mood picked up after I saw Yee Jing and Yan Tong
playing with the soft ball.
They used the Guides' pole to beat the soft ball as it jumped up and down.
So cute!
Guides' was fun today.
I called Gayathri as soon as I went home.
I was so relieved when she told me that she've brought Mdm. Lim's
bag home. (:
Somehow, I still felt a little guilty.

2009-02-27T21:01:00.000-08:00

25 February 2009

Supposed to do the YOG Banner.

Promised Qi Xuan the day earlier that we're going to get Ms. Ho's present today.

I meet Qi Xuan at Hougang Mall.

We went to Watson to buy present for Ms. Ho.

Later, we went to NTUC, Qi Xuan was telling me about don't know what thing

then she push me then I hit something very loud that attracted the

attention of onlookers, she was doing a demostration, but I forgot about what.

Pauline Ma'am, ex-guider of SSS was also there.

She was there with her mother and her mothers' niece.

Its' a baby. The baby was so cuteee!

We followed Pauline Ma'am for quite a while until the cashier whereby

we stopped following. The baby is so mesmerising.

I bought two big packet of HL Milk [Strawberry and Original].

Qi Xuan both two small packet of HL Milk [Strawberry and Original].

We saw another cute chubby baby.

We followed for a short while.

We was on our way back...

We saw Natalene, Yue Ying, Andrena and Mandy.

I tried my bus ticket into Natalene's uniform.

She screamed and howled so loudly.

Goodness Gracious.

She threw into my Paul Frank shirt.

I attempted to throw into Yue Ying's and Mandy's.

Didn't succeed.

Headed to Qi Xuan home to wait as it was raining.

She bluetoothed to me some pictures.

Since I'm uploading photos,

I shall upload what she sent me too!

[What she sent me...] See above!

I took a picture of her to show readers how slim she is!

I hope to be her...

Oh yes, by the way she bluetooth-ed another photo of a girl with

slim legs. I think shes' a model, she is tall and slim.

Qi Xuan claims to have taken this photo at a shopping mall.

2009-02-27T20:35:00.000-08:00

24 February 2009
(Continual Version)

I went for my piano lessons and science tuition.
During science tuition break,
I went to Econ with Yan Jun and Ian.
Actually I walk until halfway with them...
Later, I turned and ran back to tuition
because my esteem stooped so low.
Yan Jun is so tall, 172 cm.
Then Ian kept saying that I'm short.
I said that I already know it
but he can't stop repeating.
Height and weight is so important.!

Anyway, I took some photos.

Taken while waiting for my piano teacher

LATER...
I started off using whiteboard markers drawing my hand/leg
with words because I was bored.

I also drew on the whiteboard.

Some photos of the tuition class...

2009-02-24T00:01:00.001-08:00

21 February 2009

[Look above... There are four girls, please exclude the white colour T-Shirt
Maegan, Mira, Amelia and Chloe. The 3rd girl counting from
the left is Amelia. Look at her legs, ain't she slim?
I am so Jealous!]

Met Amirah in the morning @t Compass Point.
We headed to Singapore Indoor Stadium for Girl Guides' stuffs.
Saw Hawa Ma'am coming up at the bus in the midst of reaching.
The atmosphere was filled to the top.
It is actually the celebration of Girl Guides' Singapore World Thinking Day.
Saw Mrs. S R Nathan and the President of Girl Guides' Singapore.
Xue Yuan and Jun Xuan texted me.
I didn't reply because I've got a rollerblading performance.
I and Amirah is supposed to have the Olympic Colours Ribbons
on both of our hands, red,blue, green, yellow and black respectively.
The ribbons are freaking long.
Through these few weeks of rollerblading practice @t MGS,
I got to know really pretty girls or should I say slim?
She is named Amelia,
she's 158 cm and 35 kg.
Thats' so freaking nice!
I love it! (:
I got to know a girl named Gillian,
she's 155 cm and 39 kg.
What's more, she is secondary 4 but looks so young.
I did the formation wrongly during the performance.
But never mind. ): Its' over.
I feel really sad to depart with the MGS Girls.
Hope to see them again in competitions like this.
Anyway, theres' this teacher in charge of KCPSS Girl Guides,
she seems to be fierce, named Miss. Alsagoff.
She's actually kind by nature.
Missed tuition. $50 gone down the drain.

22 February 2009

Hello!

I went for mathematics extra tuition lessons early in the morning.
I cried for 1 hour, is not that I want to cry or what...
Tears just stream down from my cheeks.
I'm always like that, when it comes to stress,
it is always schoolwork...
Don't know why.
I can't seem to understand mathematics at all.
I cried...
After that, I went for my Chinese Tuition...
Cheered up and became a monkey in the zoo, freaking noisy.
Went to Aunts' house after tuition.
Practiced piano for a while and went home.
Went to tuition centre, Miss. Tan teached me mathematics for 2 hours.
Private leh! Thank you (:
Rushed homework the moment I reached home.
Not enough time to revise.
Didn't revised.

23 February 2009

Science Examination

I went to school early in the morning,
vaguely went through the science notes
that Mdm. Tan gave.
(: After school, Miss Kong teach me mathematics.
Thank you.

24 February 2009

Happy Birthday Mdm. Jayanthi...!

25 Feb --> Going out with Qi Xuan to shop for Miss Ho's birthday gift
26 Feb --> Miss Ho Birthday
27 Feb --> Rebekah's Birthday

Went to 7--eleven early in the morning to buy present for Mdm. Jayanthi.
Saw Katrine and later Stephanie (:
Um...
Went to school, finding someone to be a shareholder of Mdm. Jayanthi's
present because it is quite expensive for a person.
I bought Ferraro Rocher and a Happy Birthday card.
Stella is the shareholder.
! Thank you !

English --> 23/40
Chinese --> 29/50
Science --> 25/50
History --> 15/25

All these were marked leniently and yet I fared so badly.
I'm really disappointed with myself.
My science was supposed to get 19 marks only,
Mdm. Tan was so lenient that she gave me 6 marks to pass you know?
There are 3 questions which are 2 marks each,
she marked them wrong but still gave me 2 marks each to let me pass.
What a generous teacher!
What's the point?
Its' victory without glory.
My last few confidence paper are Art, Mathematics, D&T and Literature.
Hope I do well.
God Please bless me!
I will study like hell if I really didn't do well this time.
My father didn't chide me instead he asked me to do better next time.
I felt so guilty with him talking like this.
My mother is so not going to be happy with me.
Really utterly disappointment at my underperforming performance.
Have to run...
Need to make a move...
Got piano lessons and science tuition later.
God bless me.
I hate science! I will try to love you!

2009-02-23T22:51:00.000-08:00

The rules, Choose a singer/band/group
Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.
Tag 5 people (let them know they've been tagged)---My choice: Stefanie Sun

1. Male or female? Venus

2. Describe yourself. 超快感

3. What do people feel when they're around you? 直来直往

4. Where would you want to be now? 原点

5. How do you feel about love? 眼泪成诗

6. What's your life like? 完美的一天

7. What would you ask for if you had only one wish? 爱情证书

8. Say something wise. 开始懂了

Tagged : Venessa ; Pei Pei ; Florence ; Amanda ; Yue Ying

[I will send you all the quiz by email since it cannot be copied]

2nd Quiz

Truths only, tag 5 people to do the same. Don't forget to tag!

Last beverage → Strawberry HL Milk

Last phone call → Conversation with Grace Lai

Last text message → Stephanie & Xue Yuan

Last song you listened to → Marriage D Armour

Last time you cried → Today

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:

Laughed until you cried → Yes

Met someone who changed your life → Uh-uh, NO!

How many people on your top friends do you know in real life?→ All

Do you have any pets → No.

Do you want to change your name → Nope, waste $ and waste time, somemore need to adapt with it.

What time did you wake up today → Hmm... 5.35 a.m.

What were you doing at midnight last night → Doing History Project Powerpoint

What's one thing you wish you could change → My Common Test 1 2009 Results

Have you ever talked to a person named Derrick → Yes, Project Superstar 1 Derrick, but that is a long time ago @t Bukit Panjang Plaza.

What's getting on your nerves right now → Failing Grades, Low-Self Esteem

What's your real name → Ee Siew Ling Cheryl

Primary School → Rivervale Pri

Middle/Secondary School → Serangoon Secondary School

Hair color → Black!

First best friend → Sorry, I am just too kind. I won't rank my friends.

First sport you joined → Running?

First pet → Guppies

CURRENTLY :

Eating → No!

Drinking → Yes, drinking my saliva.

Waiting → To attend my piano lessons @t 5 p.m.

HAVE YOU EVER : Kissed a stranger → No! For what?

Drank hard liquor → Nope.

Lost glasses/contacts → Didn't wear spectacles.

Ran away from home → Nope!

Been arrested → No uh-uh.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself → Not Really.

Miracles → Perhaps.

Heaven → Little.

Santa Clause → A little bit.

Angels → Not Sure.

Tags : Venessa, Pei Pei, Yue Ying, Florence, Amanda

By the way, I'm tagged by Cecilia to do this quiz.

2009-02-20T06:01:00.000-08:00

By the way,
thank you for the valentines' gift.
-Cheryl Chan [Famous Amos Cookies]
-Yue Ying [One Bag of Sweets]
-Stella [Self-made cookie]
-Cheryl Lee [Self-made cookie]
-Amanda [Two chocolate]
-Qi Xuan [a card]
-Lee Qi [two sweets]

Thanks all once again.
[Sorry if I missed anyone out, but I think I did not.]

16 February 2009

Our school commemorated Total Defences' Day.
No stalls were opened to sell food until 12 pm.
I, Cheryl Lee, Yan Qing and Bryan is down for the
Youth Olympic Torch Relay on the 6th of March, Annual Road Run.
We went for a trail with Miss Liow.
I and Cheryl Lee wored the YOG T-Shirt.
It's so awkward with so many eyes looking.
We went to Punggol Park to observe the routes.
I am feeling indecisive.
Should I run for Annual Road Run?
I can lose weight as well as run competitively.
Should I run the Youth Olympic Torch Relay?
I will be running with Cheryl Lee, Bryan and Yan Qing
also with our principal Mr. Yeo and we are not supposed
to run competitively but I'm used to run competitively.

Soon, it rained.
We ran to the shelter and chatted for quite a while.
We went to the bus stop.
A cockroach was crawling on Bryan's body.
He swept it away, so gross!
Miss. Liow left the Olympic Torch Fuel at the bus stop.
Since I'm going home, I went back on the way to check and took it.

Blahs!
Life is such a torture!
What to do? What to do?
The day is counting by days after days,
6 March 2009 will soon arrive.

I went for Swimming Lessons,
saw two of my secondary 1 juniors.

Well, something embarrassing and bad happened to me.
Shall not elaborate about it.
Its' a secret meant to be buried with me till I enter the coffin.

17 February 2009

Busy day.
I wonder whats' wrong with me,
I just can't figure it out though I could think of possibilities.
I still find myself being so busy, or should I say even more hectic
than last year when I have 6 CCAs.
Mr. A Tay went to 2EC after school.
He said that he's going to go through the Simplify of Algebraic test
and he will dismiss all of us.
What the hell! I got 1/15.
Well, but I can't be blamed too.
I realised that Mr. A Tay always teach us the Mathematics topic
followed by an homework assignment over the weekend and
a test the next week.
In my own opinion, I think he should like go through the homework
assignment over the weekend before giving a test.
He finds that since we've done our homework over the weekend,
we should be able to do the test but it didn't occurred to him
that although we did the homework, they may not be right.
Thus I always understanded the topic after failing those tests
because he went through those tests when I know that I fail already.
I went to Vivo City with Miss. Liow.Cheryl Lee and Yan Qing
that time and was excused from Structured Remedial Lessons.
Also, another time regarding the Youth Olympic Relay stuffs,
but I forgot what.
I was excused from Structured Remedial lessons twice.
Mr. A Tay happened to teach that new topic.
He gave homework.
I can't understand a single thing.
I scribbled and there was a test the following week.
I don't mean to offend.
I just meant that I was very wrong on my part not to ask Mr. A Tay
for the first time and got 4/15 and at the later part,
time didn't permit me to do so and what I've got was a 1/15.
Actually I'm like that, I won't go and look for teachers
unless they ask me to because I'm afraid that they're busy and stuffs.
Now, I don't understand the whole chunk of mathematics.
Tied down with tuition and schoolwork, also the revision of examinations.
Mdm. Tan Bee Yong came to our class to collect worksheets.
Miss. Liow happened to come at that time because we're supposed to go
to Punggol Park for another trail.
As I was holding the test paper that I've got 1/15,
Ms. Liow was like, "What? You got 1/15, what's the matter with you?"
expression. Mdm. Tan came out of the class and started asking me
what I understand and what I don't understand.
Ms. Liow wanted to speak to me but yet she can't interrupt.
Half way through, Miss. Liow cut in and said : "Is Mr. A Tay
going through this worksheet, go back. It's your future?" she said
as she returned the test paper to me.
Mdm. Tan saw it and said : "What? You got 1/15, you've
better go and find a tuition teacher."
I told her I already had one.
Before I could explain, she said : "Got tuition teacher still fail?
Go and sack her lahs.".
I wanted to say that the school is faster than my tuition teacher.
When I wanted to go home after school,
I saw Ms. Faezah, she told me there's Girl Guides meeting
for 10 minutes.
Went for it. After the meeting, I was whining and grumbling
about my maths test.
This is awfully sick.
I've never failed any tests before,
even at times when I don't understand,
I still managed to score a credit.
History test failed.
2 mathematics test failed.
Wondered how I managed to get into Math Olympiad.
I think Math Olympiad Competition also sure fail.
History exam fail.
What else?
Chinese exam fail.
What else?
Geography exam fail.
Chris topped the class in Geography, screw him!
Had Chris done well in Chinese, he would have surpassed me last year.
With so many new foreign students, my life is in a mess!
I am not going to top the class like last year,
I'm not going to be in the Top 60 list anymore,
I'm not going to get the class I want next year.

By the way, the Study Achievement Award Comfort cum Citycab
was successful, I got $200.
But I am still peeved by the failure this year.
Nothing works well.
My life is almost over.
This reminds me of results!
Oh results,
English Paper, its' not that difficult compared to last year
because there ain't any Summary Section, I got the first question
wrong already, imagine the rest of the questions
and I answered a lot of questions wrongly due to the lack of sleep
the previous night. My eyes kept drooping.

Chinese Paper, I don't understand a lot of words,
I don't know the meanings and I don't get the passage at all,
I copied a lot and lifted a lot from the passage. I also felt like sleeping.
Eyes kept drooping due to lack of sleep the previous night.

Geography Paper, the map reading section is hell for me.
I've never done well for Geography.

History Paper, Speechless (:
Not enough time for me to think back and complete.
I can't expect much, I didn't did my memory work well.
I forgot everything.

Literature Paper, though I memorised a lot,
but the last section which carries 10 marks,
the unseen text freaks me out.

Nothing seems to be on the right path for me.
2009 is a bad year, really a bad one.
God bless me, let me enjoy the last year of my happiness.
I'm not going to enjoy @t secondary 3 & 4,
I will have Structured Remedial Lessons almost everyday,
needing to come back during June and Dec holidays too.
Tumultuous!!!!!

18 February 2009

I went to Thinkconnect to clear my doubts,
Mathematics questions.
I also went to rollerblade.
Note: I'm not rolerblading for the sake of playing and having fun,
I have Girl Guides' roller blading performance and
they asked me to practice on it.
Mathematics is a chore, I kept asking but I can't seem
to make out anything when no one's leading.
Jasmine and Nicole Anne drew on my hand.
They poured glue and later used eraser to rub it and more.
I allowed them to do so, of course.

19 February 2009

There is Girl Guides' Training for Thinking Day today.
It was freaking tiring under the hot sun,
I perspired a lot but I know that wasn't something new
because I'm in Uniformed Group.
I heard that there'll be a selection for the Thinking Day the next day.
I was like thinking, "I confirm won't get in one. If I never get in,
I come for today training for what?"
But thinking back, the training helps to boost my footdrill standard.
There is usefulness and importance in it.

20 February 2009

Happy World Scouts' Day &
Girl Guides' World Thinking Day commemorated
earlier today! (:

By the way, the actual date is on the 22nd of February.

I am supposed to meet Adelle @t 5.30 a.m.
I forgot to bring my beret.
I forgot to bring my worksheet file.
I forgot this... I forgot that...
Perhaps there is too many things going on that
I forgot a lot of things.
I took a taxi home to get my stuffs.
Of course I asked the taxi to wait for me,
I don't want to be late.
I feel guilty towards Adelle, she had to walk alone.
I went back into the taxi and fetched
four juniors of Girl Guides at the Punggol Pri Bus Stop
since it was very convenient.
They went down at bus stop opposite of Serangoon Sec.
As I saw Adelle on the way,
I asked the taxi driver to U- Turn because I wanted to fetch Adelle.
When the taxi driver managed to U- Turn,
I realised Adelle and Atika is reaching school.
As I thought that they are going towards the back gate...
But they are actually going towards the front gate,
I should have fetched them to ease my guilt-ridden conscience.
I am also guilty for not waiting for Amirah Caucasian.
It was reflected in my handphone text message
that in her own words she wrote that she waited for the bus
for a long time and it has not arrived yet.
Thus, I made a conclusion that the first bus arrives at around 6.
I told her that I'll be going off.
I meant that I'll go off without her,
I think she misinterpreted the message and thought that
I'm leaving home to meet her.
Guilty !!
This is so "act cute".
I have to tie two pony tails which is so awful and gross.
Act cute !
I was at the back row and its' like the whole school can see me
marching and mistakes I make will be blatantly seen.
Yeah! I could wear the uniform for the whole day.
Scouts got Silver this year,
Guides got Bronze.
Both deteriorated.
Last year...
Scouts --> Gold
Guides --> Silver
We tied back our hair to one pony tail and went back to our respective classes.
Mr. A Tay gave half the class the consent forms for the weaker student
to come back to school tomorrow for extra lessons to clarify any doubts
before the common test.
I can't, and I really can't.
I have roller blading performance at the Singapore Indoor Stadium.
The timing clashed.
Miss. Faezah and Miss. Kong offered to teach me on Monday.
I must stay back.
I couldn't leave until I understanded it as the common test is the next
day. I saw Cheryl Chan.
We did homework together at the canteen.
Her handwriting so nice.
Shermaine got an A1 for Mathematics!
Congratulations!
I saw my secondary 1 Junior, the boy from 1N don't know what,
he came to me and asked me if I had an extra calculator to spare,
he asked me to give him one.
Cheryl Chan was like asking him to get one.
But he kept asking for one.
Forget it.
They engaged in a "small conflict".
He's quite juvenile.
Forget it.
His friend kept shaking the table, making it difficult to write.
This batch is ...
Later Li Jun Xuan came, another terrorist!
(: He left thanks to Cheryl.
Thanks.
We went home together.
... (: Nothing to add.
I have Girl Guides' tomorrow.
I am lending Adelle my beret while I will use my another beret
because I have an extra one.
Life is hectic but I just have to accept the way it is.
Slept the day through once I reached home.
Still tired though.
Goodbye.

2009-02-15T02:59:00.000-08:00

13 February 2009

~ Happy Birthday Eugenia Cousin ! (:

English Common Test Paper

It is not simple but it is not a extraordinary difficult compared to last years'.
My eyes kept drooping during the exams which results in a lot of
incorrect statements.
God bless me! Make me pass. This is a crucial year for me.
Escaped from Girl Guides because I really have no time
to study for Geography Common Test.
Ended up sleeping the whole day.
Borrowed Nicole Anne's Roller Blade for Girl Guides' activity.
I went down to ThinkConnect Edu. Cen to take it from Nicole Anne.
I went to Hougang Mall with Miss. Tan and Nicole Anne after that.
We went to Watson because Miss. Tan wanted to buy something.
I saw a cheap condom.
Condom have no age limit.
Actually I wanted to buy it because it is $4.40.
Note: Please don't misunderstand, I'm curious how it looks like.
I don't want to waste my $4.40.
In the end, I didn't buy.

14 February 2009

Happy Valentines'' Day !

I & Amirah took a taxi down to Bishan Junction 8.
We slacked at there for a while and later walked
to Girl Guide Singapore Head Quarters.
Miss. Alsagoff fetched us to Methodists' Girls School
for the rollerblading classes.
I know a girl from MGS named Amelia, also Secondary 2,
shes' standing 158cm tall and 35 kg.
Slim?!?
Her legs very nice, slim and straight.
So envious!
Her face is also pretty!
Now I finally know,
this is for a performance or something for the Youth Olympics 2010.
We are supposed to go to Singapore Indoor Stadium next Saturday.
Wonder how am I going to go there early in the morning?!?
No bus...
Not taxi again?!? My $$ is limited.
I took bus 88 home from Bishan Junction 8.
I took the bus for a very long time,
I thought I took the wrong bus.
I wanted to alight until I saw the Mental Institute Hospital @t Buangkok.
By the way, Amirah told me that theres' a condom picture
at the science textbook.
Great! No need to go and buy. Money saved! (:
Went for Mathematics & English tuition.
During break time, I went to Econ with Li Ling.
On our way back from Econ, I saw a bra on the floor.
I wanted to play a fool.
I took it back to the tuition centre.
I laughed till my sides hurt.
[Note : I'm a playful person, don't misunderstood.]
I told my teacher thats' for her.
Laughs!
Miss. Tan urged me to bring it back.
I went up the tuition centre and threw it towards Patricks' direction
because I happened to see him.
I took a photo of it.
I will upload it after the common test.

15 February 2009

Happy Birthday Sheena! (:

I went for chinese tuition in the morning
and went to my Aunts' House after that to practice piano.
I opened my cousins' Piano Book,
I saw the score of Fur Elise.
I tried to play it but failed to
because there are parts of it which I have not learn.
Sigh*
I still have Art and Mathematics Homework.
I also have English, Maths, Chinese and Science tuition homework.
There is swimming lessons tomorrow, how am I going to study for History?
Freak it!

2009-02-12T07:32:00.000-08:00

This is seriously not going to be a good year.
I've been struggling and struggling.
History test : 7/15
Mathematics test : 4/20
I've failed History and Mathematics test before, never once.
Built with sorrows, I'm waiting for a better day.

2009-02-12T07:12:00.000-08:00

10 February 2009
~ Happy Birthday Lemon (:

11 February 2009

Dot Dot Dot.
Nothing to say.
[EDITED]
I suddenly remembered I have something to post regarding this date.
I have a Guides' session after school.
It starts at 3 plus, I suppose.
I went to help out with the Olympic-making torch.
I and Qi Qi kept playing with the spray. ~Hehe
I'm afraid that I'll be late.
I went to change into my Guides' Uniform.
I later went to the the area compound near the library.
I saw some of the Guides' mate there.
Guess what ?!?
I wore the wrong attire and also wore it inappropriately.
Black boots should be wore with white socks
and the full uniform of Girl Guides' shouldn't be wore
without the world badge.
Worst of worst, I wasn't supposed to change into my Guides' uniform
but my school uniform alone will do.
Rati and Saffanah accompanied me to the toilet.
Thanks! ~
After Guides, I & Felicia went to disturb Jun Xuan.
I slapped him and off I went.
I was at first worried that he might rat on me
but later Felicia told me that she slap Jun Xuan 3 times and
nothing happen.
Freak you! Jun Xuan took my hair rubber band, I
had to use the normal red rubber band that people used
for substituition if not my hair cannot be tied.
I asked him to return my rubber band, he didn't.
I took his worksheet and his pencil case and ran round the school.
In the end, I wanted to get my rubber band out by force.
I go pull his pocket.
Anyway, he returned me in the end.
What the hell ! zzz ):
Li Jun Xuan, don't think you're that great being the top in the whole cohort,
someone will surpass you one day I hope so!
If that really happens, I will thank that person so much!
You are not scary at all, don't try to scare me.
Pervertic, Leacherous, Scheming, Annoying, Freaking, Creepy.
Insipid Looking Guy who've oh-so-madly in love with the Taiwanese
Singer Angela Chang.
I do like Angela Chang too.
You made me lose interest in her.
Common Test is approaching.
Please study Peeps! (:

Please do well, that includes :

2EA - 2ED excluding all the boys.

12 February 2009

Firstly, I would like to wish Chandraleka a Happy Birthday.
I peeved 3 people off today.
Well, they are Venessa, ** **** & *******
Venessa is not really peeved anyway she is not angry with me
and that is a relief.
[This portion is being deleted...due to some reasons about ** **** & *******]
I and Venessa wrote letters during Science Lesson.
(: Know a little bit more about her.
Blah blah blah ...
After school, we was made to stay back and Mrs Tan
gave two science worksheets.
They were freaking difficult.
I was struggling and I can't concentrate.
Perhaps that Pre - Examination Anxiety Disorder ?!?
This results in my eyes being teary naturally
but I'm not crying yet people thinks that I'm crying if they saw my eyes.
It's pretty confusing.
Went to 5N1 to look for Mr. Tay to clear mathematics homework.
Thanks Mr. Tay & Mrs. Tan.
Tomorrow is English examination, I hope everyone fares well.
Of course, I hope it is not easy and I know it is not going to be easy.
There should be challenges.
Hmm... Anyway Peewara is a bright girl which has long surpass a lot of the
students. I've since started struggling, not holding on to any more hopes.
But I will still try my best.
I have Girl Guides tomorrow.
Some of you may find that weird since its' common test week.
Jocelyn Ma'am says that Hawa Ma'am wants to check our dressing for the
thinking day and Jocelyn Ma'am said she explained that we are having
our common test tomorrow as well as next week but Hawa Ma'am
says that there is no Guides on Saturday and Sunday.
That two days can be used for revision.
I have tuition on Saturday for 4 hours and it almost took up the whole of my day.
Sunday I have chinese tuition in the morning and after that I have to go
to my Aunts' House to practice my piano skills.
I have no time.
I texted Ms. Faezah : "Ms Faezah, tomorrow I and Gayathri will not be attending
guides as there is common test although it may be compulsory. We have tuition on
Saturday and Sunday and don't have enough time to revise. We seek your
understanding. Thanks"
She replied : ""I do understand the importance of common test and the lack of time
to revise. But in this situation you have to have a proper time management.
Guides this friday is just important because Hawa Ma'am is coming down to
check the girls' dressing before the real marching next friday. And it wouldn't
be fair to the others who committed their time to attend guides. I seek your
understanding from a teacher's shoe who needs things to be running smoothly
and to be fair for all... "

I do understand actually.
Both of this are equally important, to be fair.
But, to me studies are my priority.
I'm sorry.
No matter what, I'll go straight home tomorrow because I have tuition.
(:

2009-02-09T08:37:00.000-08:00

30 January 2009

I went for Girl Guides.
Everyone is starting to love foot drills.
The day before, I was walking to the school bus stop with Gayathri,
Chandraleka and Rabiathu.
I told Gayathri that she was responsible.
I told her for instance, if I lost my Guides' Hat and she happened
to have an extra one and wouldn't mind giving it to me, would she remember
to bring it the next day.
She thought that what I've said was something true and not examples,
she brought it.
LaughOUTsoft.
I'm so sarcastic.

31 January 2009

I went for Mathematics tuition.
I am getting to understand Direct and Inverse Proportion better,
although not really good at it.
I'll try.
A Winner is something who doesn't give up and
A Loser is something who don't even try and just give up.
There is a difference.

1 February 2009

I went for my Chinese tuition.
I forgot to buy Chinese newspaper last wednesday.
Ms. Tong has no time for me, great!
All thanks to Zowie Tay,
he did not do his homework.
All her attention was diverted to me.
For me, happy-go-lucky, no tongue-lashing.

2 February 2009

Mr. Patrick says that he's going to train our swimming class
for Bronze Test next week.
He wanted us to get our pyjamas soon.
Maths Olympiad is terrrrrrrrible!
I don't understand a single !#$^$%*.

3 February 2009

Happy Birthday Ayuwandira! (:

Haha! I remembered Ayu's birthday since primary school.
I can continue with my piano lessons.
God really blessed me.
Thanks! (:

4 February 2009

Guess what?!? I remembered to buy my chinese newspapers.
I will not be chided.

5 February 2009

Nothing on.
Even if there is, I would have forgotten it completely.
Memory is failing me.

6 February 2009

Happy Birthday to Aunt Joleen!
Happy Birthday to Clement Cousin!

I chatted with Joyce Sec 3 Senior after school as we walked to
the school bus stop together.
I heard Yue Ying called out to Mandy : "62!"
I imitated her but she did not heard me,
not fun!
I went up the 62 bus when it arrived.
I went down the bus @t Punggol Pri School.
I took 74 with Yue Ying.
I was joking with her.
I told her that I wanted to stalk her home
though that wasn't my intended intention.
I chatted with her.
It got so interesting that it aroused me to talk more craps with her.
We walked, walked and walked.
It seems like split seconds and we've reached her house elevator.
I have not finished my sentences.
I extended my stay, I told her that I wanted to follow her up to her house
floor then I will take my leave.
It ended up that I am outside her house door.
She asked me if I wanted to go in.
Anyway, to cut the story short...
I went in her house.
We chatted for 4 hours plus plus.
Yue Ying is like so sweeeet.
Go and make friends with her, those who don't know her.
Serangoon Secondary School, 2EB'2009!
During one part of our conversation,
she asked me how I brushed my teeth with my braces on.
Anyway, I replied her.
But I was wondering, her sister also wore braces,
she would have asked her sister this question before.
Hmm... I hope she reads this post and tell me why.
Her father gave me a red packet.
Thank you!
I went home at 8 plus.

7 February 2009

I texted Ms. Faezah the following day.
I don't have roller blades.
I can't attend the roller blading practicing today for
some sort of Guides' Event during Thinking Day.
Felicia has tuition, I found a last minute replacement, Amirah 2EA.
Ms. Faezah urged me to go for the session first and see how.
We went to MGS [Methodist Girls' School].
The school is freaking huge.
Christies' school, my relative.
I & Amirah chatted for about 2 hours plus.
We went to Compass Point after that.
Headed home.
Tuition tuition tuition.
Algebra!
I hate it, till now I still don't understand anything.
Brain is empty!

9 February 2009

Happy Birthday Ryan Cousin! (:

Homeworks, projects, revision and tuition is piling up!
Assessments!
Common Test is round the corner.
Anxiety, stress and nervous!
There is a mathematics test today,
I did not do the table for the algebraic factorisation.
Can't blame me, I don't know how to.
I am not going to pass my common test mathematics.
But I will try to pass.
Wish me luck, god bless me! (:
There is Maths Olympiad today.
I am getting to understand it better.
Stella was telling me that theres' a burnt smell,
she thought that perhaps someone is burning hell notes
and she said that it gives off a repugnant smell,
making breathing a little difficult.
I debated : "No.. I think that it is very nice as I don't mind."
Instead, theres' an announcement,
Mr Rafi said that theres' a bush fire near the school area.
Pupils who are having CCAs and in the midst of the class have to leave
immediately.
Great! (:
The smoke engulfed the whole area surrounding Serangoon Secondary School
as if it was a performance.
SSS was the center of attraction.
Sadly, it didn't appear in the news.
(:

2009-01-29T02:48:00.000-08:00

Photos

[A friend I've made during Youth Session 2008]

[Vernice's legs] (Unfair... How can?!? So slim.)

[My Porky Choppy Legs] (I wish I could amputate them)

[My Winnie the Pooh]

[Saw her at Hougang Mall CD-Rama, she had same care bear as me!]

[Mine & Her Care Bear Photo Shoot]

[@t the National Dental Center]

[Cousin in the car during CNY]

[Cheryl(:]

[Laughs ++]

[Saw Adorable Doraemon Car @t Downtown East]

[During Primary 6]

2009-01-29T02:18:00.000-08:00

28 January 2009

I'm back to school again.
Teacher swopped places today.
Should I say that I'm unlucky or I'm not lucky enough?
I used to sit with Venessa and now Nazmi.
(: He's alright since he didn't reach my limits yet.
After school, I went to 2EB classroom,
ended up attending the structured remedial lessons with 2EB.
When Mr. Sim came, I told him that I'm well-behaved.
[Self/Praise is international disgrace.]
Mr. Sim slipped out a $2 note and asked the students
to answer a science question about refraction.
The students were complaining that it's too little.
He then slipped out a $50 note.
Of course, no one answered it.
Yue Ying has the same precious moment pencil as me
though it differs in pictures.
When I left the classroom, I showed him what I've copied during
his structured remedial lessons and exclaimed that I'm attentive.
[Singing my own praises again, a disgrace to myself]
Gayathri said she has dance practice.
I accompanied her to the mother tongue classroom
and saw Anusri, Chandraleka, Siva and Gayathri dancing.
After that, Gayathri and I went for Girl Guides.
This is the most exhausting Guides Training.
We did foot drills for 2 hours all the way
with water breaks in between.
What's worst is that we were made to stand for 10 minutes.
The Ma'ams were strict, especially Ying Yi Ma'am
and I love it. Practice makes perfect.
Tiring but it's going to be worth it after all.

29 January 2009 ; Today!

During Reading Peroid today,
the senior prefects asked me to go to the back,
I thought I did something wrong but it's actually
regarding about the canteen duties prefects' attendance.
Hmm...Nazmi took my keypad lock key away today,
he passed it to Haiqal which in turn passed it to Azri
and later Fairuz.
I'm sick of it thus I didn't made a big fuss out of it.
During Physical Exercise Lessons,
Joyce injured herself.
Mr. Mustafa wanted to apply iodine solution onto her wound
for faster recovery.
Joyce screamed even before the iodine solution was applied.
Michelle went to the bookshop to purchase plaster
and asked Joyce to come over to choose the pattern of the plaster.
Joyce said : "I want this hello kitty plaster."
Laughs! Whoever who's in 2EC definitely knows that
she's madly in love with hello kitty.
Mdm. Tan didn't turn up today.
A relief teacher came to relief 2EC.
I took my Ugly [my storybook] to Qi Xuans' seat and sit with her.
I was explaining to Nicole about the history project group allocation,
the relief teacher happened to pass by and told me to read my storybook
and she said that this is a critical year for all the secondary twos.
I read my storybook,
the second round she passed by.
I made her halt in her tracks and told her : "Look... I'm reading!"
After school, I thought that Guides Training was compulsory,
in the end it wasn't.
I went to sit with Amanda and Yue Ying.
Pei Ling entertained me after buying her noodles.
Yue Ying ate half way and said that she's not eating anymore
and asked Amanda to help her eat.
Amanda said : 'Yue Ying can't eat finish and left a small portion of hard rice
for me to eat. How can?!? I don't want to eat."
Yue Ying almost wanting to take the plate away,
here comes Pei Ling : "Don't! Do you know how precious food is?
You must spare a thought for the citizens living in Africa. She ate it."
I was shocked as she just ate it and I supposed she didn't know
Yue Ying and Amanda until today.
I later joined Chandra in searching for Richard House T-Shirt
students to be the cheerleaders of Richard.
I, Chandraleka, Gayathri and a secondary one Indian girl
went outside the library to do homework and more.
About 1/2 to an hour later, we left for home.
Chandraleka said that the backgate wasn't open.
We all went out from the front gate.
Gayathri plucked a leaf nearby and plucked bits and bits one by one.
It suddenly reminded me of something memorable.
There's a taiwan show called Snow Angel
featuring Toro and an Indonesia female lead.
They are two lovers in the show.
One day, they found the Snow Angel on the mountain,
which is actually a big ice cube with a leaf beneath it.
That is their love token.
My baby cousin, Clement loved this show a lot
and he happened to have a crush for a female girl in his school
named Celine. He went to find a leaf and put it in a small plastic bag
filled with water. The effect was quite similar to the show's snow angel.
He passed it to Celine, if I hadn't remembered wrongly,
he was then still attending kids playgroup.

2009-01-26T23:21:00.000-08:00

24 January 2009

No tuition due to Chinese New Year celebration.
Downloading music the whole day.
I slept at around 3 plus at night.
I was chatting with Vernice as I downloaded music.
My mother flew into a rage,
"Friend, please put down if you're a good friend of Cheryl's".
Repeating it over and over again.
My mother was furious.

25 January 2009

No tuition due to Chinese New Year celebration.
I did my homework half way through
and left for Reunion Dinner.
Can't really eat much,
no bird nest but abalone.
How can?!?!?
I love bird nest so much,
hate abalone so much.
Yet I always get the undesirable food.
(:
I sent every single peeps on my handphone a text message,
wishing them a happy new year.

26 January 2009

I went to my relatives' house in Bukit Timah.
Saw Christie, Cheryl and Clair.
Cheryl and Christie played Fur Elise.
As Aunt Carol, their mother is a certified piano teacher,
they are taught piano since young.
Cheryl, Clair and Christie from the elderest to the youngest
respectively are all grade 8, Diploma and 7 already.
They played the piano tune very well.
I am so jealous!! (:
Later, I went to my Uncles' House.
We gambled but stopped after a short while.
What a wet blanket for me! "_"
It doesn't matter as I know I'll be gambling the next day.
I & my cousin went to Hougang Green.
I went to Shop & Save to buy snacks and Potong Ice Cream.
In the end upon reaching my Uncles' house,
I found out that I had forgotten to take the Potong Ice Cream
home. I went back to take it.
My mother made the whole occassion so ugly.
She sent my Aunt a message filled with expletives and accusations.
Shall not elaborate about it.
(: Smile Smile! It's new year time.

27 January 2009

My mother went red with fury because
I choose to go to my fathers' side relatives house for new year.
She said she is not going to pay my tuition and my piano fees.
You think I hadn't had enough of it?
I don't like being at your mercy,
having to humour you and can't defy all your orders.
I'm not your dog or cat whom you raised at home.
You're my mother, want to pay or not, up to you.
You're the one earning the money, not me.
It's up to you to decide to spend on which area.
But...
How can you threaten me from time to time not
to pay for me this and not to pay for me that?
As a mother, does you feel ashamed?
Of course you wouldn't.
Don't get too conceited,
I'm a human with flesh and blood, don't go too far!
Enough talking about this person,
I'm peeved.
(: Happy Happy! It's new year time.
Things are always screwed up by you!
Can't even have a nice new year.
I went to my relatives' house at Ang Mo Kio.
I gambled and won 30 odd bucks.
I haven't reached my target.
My target in playing blackjet every new year is to win at least 50 bucks.
I must reach my target,
there are still 15 more days.
I'll wait.
Money Money Money!
Without money, I will die.

I've learnt to love money,
perhaps a little mercenary.
But you can't blame me.
Each time I encounter an unsolved puzzle,
it's always regarding money.
Every conflicts, every riddles.
I've no choice but to love money in the end.
(: Money makes the world goes round.

2009-01-23T21:52:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to everyone in advance.
Gayathri gave me a new year card,
thanks a lot.
I didn't bold the Happy New Year because its not new year yet.
Hoho :D
I love everyone who lives on this earth.
Kisses for all.
This afternoon, mother ordered McDonalds french fries and fillet o' fish for me,
she ate the fillet o' fish because its too hard for me to bite.
For the french fries, I ate it with my back teeth.
My braces is freaking painful.

2009-01-23T03:25:00.000-08:00

22 January 2009

I'm Sorry! I forget to include something.
Happy Birthday Rabiathu from 2EA! :)

Today!! 23 January 2009

I just found out that
Yu Ping, Hui Ting and Hayley's blog is closed down.

I was reading Amanda's blog regarding the history test in school.
I shall blog about my history test which took place a couple of days ago.
I didn't expect source base questions.
Well, I wrote many information that came from the textbook
and Mr. Christopher Tan says that not all the information comes
from the textbook but mostly from what he says.
I was like ==.
He says that the history test results is out on the first day of chinese
new year.
I'll definitely go online to take a look, to see how badly I fare.
It's okay, I'm prepared.!
Also, there's a chinese test on the same day.
The sentences forming was kinda alright but
the other section which is like a passage asking us to
choose one of the four answers.
:( No. Obviously I can't do it.
There is a Art, Science and Maths test coming soon.
During art lessons the other time,
I forgot when but it's definitely a Monday,
Mr. Sharin did the number selection.
I was the marker for Ng Ching Yan.
He spoke to soft,
I have to be honest right?!?
Laughs! (: Luckily I'm not the presenter.
I'm going to prepare my script at home
so that I can speak confidently when I'm asked to present another time.
I wonder if Mr. Sharin did the number selection to buy 4D.
The number selection comes in handy,
teachers who have it and when it comes to buying 4D,
they don't have to rack their brains, isn't that good?

Okay, enough about talking about these affairs
which took day the other days.

I woke up @t around 6 plus.
I wore my uniform, did up my hair as usual
and off I, my mother and sister
went to the National Dental Center.
Dr. Poon Kee Hwang asked me if I wanted to cut short one of my appointment
and put braces today.
I agreed.
She asked me to do my colour selection for the braces.
I told her to do as she deem fit.
She suggested red as new year is coming.
I said anything.
Indeed it was red.
BRACES ON! HIP HIP HURRAY!
But, I can't bite.
It's slightly alright when she's doing the braces
but my cheeks hurt because she put something
to pull both of my cheeks wide open.
Lips are cracking.
After braces, I felt the pain.
Maybe she put the numb medicine or stuff
and perhaps it wore out.
Some people asked why I'm not smiling today,
PAIN PAIN PAIN!
I gave Rabiathu and Hui Ting their birthday presents today.
Gave Rabiathu the wrong present meant for another person.
I told her that I'll be giving her next week.
Really sorry.
I can't eat anything at all.
The whole day I've been drinking and drinking,
nothing else.
Should I regret?
I took the MRT back to Hougang Mall
and ran after bus 62.
I got up the bus, the bus almost drove away
as the bus driver thought that I wanted to chase bus 27.
Reached school @t 10.05 a.m. approximately.
Didn't get to do canteen duty as recess was earlier by half an hour today.
No attendance. *SAD!*
When I got into the school,
the security stopped me
and brought me to see Mr. Thina.
Mr Thina asked me to take off all my earsticks
and told me that I'm not supposed to wear any multi coloured earsticks
and he told me I could only wear a pair.
He told security guard that I'm okay
because I explained to him that I went to National Dental Center
to put on my braces.
Hee-hee! He didn't reprimand me.
When I walked out the general office with the security guard,
the security guard told me to put back my earstick because Mr. Thina
wasn't there.
Since Mr. Thina didn't reprimand me,
I'm not going to put my multi-coloured earsticks anymore
and I'm only putting up one pair of earsticks
and I'm not going to fold my skirt anymore,
I'm going to alter it.
Am I a good student?
Say yes!
The Chinese New Year performance,
modern dancers were very cute,
tying two pony tail.
Joyce seems to be confident and she is pretty!
Venessa and Nicole seems to be embarrassed.
Pei Pei seems to be alright! (:
Jasmine and Joan, I suppose they are the limelight
since they wore different costumes from the others.
The others was like commenting that they wore to revealing.
But I find it alright because they are dancers (:
The Wu Shu was hilarious.
When Jeffrey performed,
Stephanie was like saying that he looked proud.
Haha (:
Chinese Orchesta, BEST!
Jimmy was like sitting in the middle, the limelight.
So cute & ...funny!
I managed to take a glimpse of Hwee Sian (:
But can't see Xiu Ping, perhaps she's too tiny to be seen.
I went for Girl Guides after school.
When I was folding my girl guides in 2ED classroom,
Jun Xuan saw me and told his *new friend* that I am
changing in the classroom, asked him not to look.
Please! What is this ? I'm merely folding, good gracious!
I told Jun Xuan that he's dirty-minded.
I was kidding with him, telling him "I thought you say
you want to lend me your pornographic magazine, show me lah!"
His tone suddenly turned leacherous
asking me if I wanted pictures of boys in the toilet,
he can take a photo to show me.
He told me that he can bring the magazine next week if I'm really keen.
Nonsense! :(
Guides secondary 1 attendance : 13
Short of 6 who went hiding somewhere.
Cheng Xi left me the deepest impression of course
because she's the first guider of all whom I knew first.
She's cute! Really cute but a little rebellious):
Guides was interesting & exhilarating!
Amanda, chat with me in msn next time
because I forgot your handphone number again.
Thanks(:

2009-01-22T02:06:00.001-08:00

20 January 2009

I attended mathematics structured remedial lessons
and headed home.
Bathed and took my piano materials with me.
Off to Hougang Mall.
Piano Lesson! Disastrous.
Miss Shenny says that I can only take my exam next year.
:( How I hope I can take it earlier to save money.
Recession year, god bless me!
After piano lessons, I went to popular to buy class decoration stuff.
I saw a senior boy prefect from serangoon,
but I don't know his name.
Later when I walked down the escalator, I passed by Gelare and saw
Dr. Daphne, the dental doctor who did an X-Ray for me.
My first impression of her was that she's glamorous.
Anyway, I saw her with her boyfriend.
I don't think she recognises me since she has so many patients
walking in and out everyday.
I also didn't call her because I don't want to disturb
she and her boyfriend's couplehood.
Look! I'm so considerate.
I went to Donut Empire to buy 6 White Rainbow.
I crossed the traffic light,
saw Ms. Liow and her friend.
I quickly flee!
I'm afraid that she might saw me.
So awkward!
Later, I quickly rushed, wanting to queue at the 74 bus stop.
But...
I saw Amika Xiu Jun, Stephanie's cousin.
Godness.
I hid behind the wall.
Chanting god bless me in my heart.
God did bless me.
I took 147 home instead.
Headed for science tuition.
I ask Ms. Tan today I got behave or not.
She say yes!
Look! I'm a good girl!
Tuesday is always the busiest day for me.
SRP followed by Piano Lessons and Science Tuition.
Thereafter, still have to rush on homeworks!

21 January 2009

Wednesday? Is it a good day?
I attended Science Structured Remedial Lessons and
headed for girl guides after school.
The marching was exuberence.
(:

22 January 2009

Haha ! I finally remembered about what I can post.
It only dawned upon me when I had Physical Exercise Lessons today.
So far, I've had 3 P.E (Physical Exericse).
1st lesson : Height & weight taking
2nd lesson : 3 rounds (Timing : 10.01)
3rd lesson : 3.5 rounds (Timing : 12.07)
I can forget about everything.
Last year, my timing for 2.4km was 12.28.
I'm glad that I've improved by 21 seconds.
Well, that's not enough.
This is !!??!! Outrageous!
Perhaps I've not been running, that explains why.
I went home after school.
My Adult EZ-Link Card left 4 plus.
Then I take bus, I tap the ez-link card
the machine ask me to top up.
Imbecile! A couple of days ago I just topped up 10 bucks,
now ask me to top up again.
Adult Ez-Link price is not reasonable.
When will the secondary EZ-LINK arrive?
I'm waiting for so long!
Patience is seriously running dry.

I suddenly thought of something.
Each time I enter the general office,
I saw a quote poster,
"Always aim for the skies for if you fail to do so, you can still reach the clouds."
Something like this, I forgotten the exact one.

!! X) Tomorrow, I have dental appointment.
No school!
That is not something to rejoice!
Don't laugh okay, thank you.
My dental appointment is @t 8.15 a.m. at National Dental Center.
In case you don't know, National Dental Center is somewhere
around Singapore General Hospital.
It takes about an hour to reach Hougang Mall
& I take about 2 hours there each time I go.
So...
I hope that I'm in time to catch the New Year Performance
and my geography lesson because it is so precious.
Mdm. Jayanthi is revising Map Reading.
My flaw which disallowed me to do well in Geography.
God bless me.

There is guides tomorrow.
Cheng Xi, Jocelyn and one more girl don't know her name..
I 'll see them tomorrow all the secondary 1s.
I'll make new friends.
Isn't that good?
In case you don't know, getting to know more friends
makes my day and also makes me.
Each time I have a new friend, each time I'll be happier and happier,
greedier and greedier.
Don't laugh!
It's human nature to be selfish, greedier is not an exception.
FriendsFriendsFriends! I'm COMING! [X

2009-01-19T23:50:00.000-08:00

Sorry! I forget the reminiscent of 11-15 January 09.

16 January 2009

Let me take a begin from here.

I did not attend school today because I have a dental appointment
@t 10.45 a.m.
I had actually planned to go to school and leave the school compound earlier
to attend my dental appointment because I don't wish to miss the classes.
But...
My mother is working.
My father is sleeping.
The school doesn't permit any students to leave before the school ends.
They will permit unless my parents is going to come to pick me up.
That's impossible.
So I can't go to school.
I thought of attending girl guides in the afternoon.
I wore my girl guides uniform to National Dental Centre.
Dr. Poon Kee Hwang put 4 blue beads on my lower case and 4 blue beads
on the upper case.
Another dental doctor did an extraction for me.
Total up to pay today : $1260.20
My mother said that she's going to make payment before 3pm.
But...
She did not.
Probably going to make payment next appointment.
What's worst is that, the dental doctor gave me a full day medical certificate
and disallow me to do any form of exercise.
Thus, no guiding.

17 January 2009

- Nothing interesting.
From now on, posts without much details will not be posted.
(Maths & English tuition)

18 January 2009

- Nothing to post...
Chinese tuition! Didn't you heard me?
Ohh! Sorry, I left out something.
I went to my Auntie's home after tuition to practice piano.
I don't dare to play the piano because ...
So awkward!
But later I started playing and couldn't stop.
Of course, I play those easy tunes.
Only 2 (: Kept repeating and repeating.
Went home.
Do homework.
ZZZ

19 January 2009

Happy Birthday Angela Chang! (:
Actually, I wanted to bold this birthday wish.
But I can't...
Jun Xuan will get arrogant!
A couple of days back, Jun Xuan chatted with me in msn.
He actually sent me a picture of Angela Chang wearing a sexy outfit.
I was like ==, send me for what, I ain't the least interested.
He said : "Learn from Angela Chang, you'll be more alluring."
Why should I learn from her? Can't I be me?
Not only that, we also send text messages.
I told him that he's dirty-minded to have bought a pornographic magazine
and even show it to his Guzheng teacher but I didn't say who told me.
Anyway, is ****** tell me.
He said : "I bought the magazine because Angela Chang is on the coverpage,
and it's just pornographic, it's very common. You want I can lend you."
*Goodness Gracious*
I told him I don't want.
He asked me not to be shy,
don't know what's up on his mindset.
Clever with brains but character is a little sly.
Yes, pornographic may be common.
But you'll still a student,
you can buy it yourself yet you still have the cheek to show it to others.
Anyway, you're still clever.
Of course, buying a pornographical magazine wouldn't damage your brain.
^No wonder^

20 January 2009

It's today! (:
I finally updated my blog!
I am heading for piano lessons later.
Anyway, there's a girl named Cheng Xi.
As mentioned in some of my previous posts, she is a babe!
I think some of you may know her, she's a secondary 1 girl
who is a Japanese-China mixed blood.
She's the babe of SSS.
(:
Today during canteen duty, there's a boy from 1T2
who's rebellious.
I urged him to stand behind the red line.
He ignored me and stood straight, acting blur.
He also gave some undesirable comments.
Actually, I wanted to tell Mr. Thina,
but you know a person like me who has a big heart
would give him a chance as he's still young.
(Haha... I'm joking!)
I've got to hurry up.
My piano lesson starts at 5.
See you.

2009-01-10T04:24:00.000-08:00

Don't worry, I'm punctual.
I'm here to clarify some stuffs too!
I wonder what CCA Hui Ting join?
Hui Ting...
Don't misunderstood, I'm not talking about you.
Don't say sorry.
But perhaps what I type sounded like your speech.
It's not you but someone in your class.
Let's embark on my new post today.
I slept at 11.59 p.m. sharp yesterday
and woke up 5 a.m. sharp today.
I groomed myself and
when I was about to leave the house...
I stepped back and threw my shoes aside,
I've forgotten to pray to the god for blessings.
When I was about to leave the house again,
I've forgotten to take something.
I went to the bus stop of my house @t 6.30 a.m. to meet Hwee Sian.
She've grown taller. *Unfair*
While I shring, everyone grows.
She's 1.67 cm tall.
Her sister, Hwee Zhen's 1.54 cm, 33 kg.
Oh yah! I forgot to ask her weight.
I reported for guides @t 7 a.m.
Every guider helped to move things in and out.
Finally, when it was done, we moved on to practice our horseshoe formation
and colour party.
For more information, colour party means to do a forward quick march
to collect the world flag down from the pole to be folded up nicely.
As I was in the middle, I'm supposed to do that.
Well, I'm not very trained in the area of being the timer and stuff.
I said wrongly, obviously.
Doesn't matter, all was over.
Sec 1 Orientation commences.
Went around to get people to take a look at guides.
I saw Yu Ting, Yu Ping's sister.
They doesn't resemble at all, almost got a shock out of my life.
I was like thinking, "What?!? Yu Ping has a sister.? I don't know."
I pulled Cassandra to the guides booth by force.
Well, anyway, I didn't saw Hui Ting in school today.
Maybe she didn't come.
I saw this girl,
well, I don't know her identity.
I just know she's a student from 1EA.
A few couple of days ago,
she asked me : "Why you always look at me?"
I told her she seems familiar.
She said she don't know me and she asked me to call her elder sister
in chinese.
I told her : "For what?!? You are secondary 1 while I'm in secondary 2.
You're younger than me leh!"
She said : "No. I'm born in the year of 1994. Quick, call me elder sister
(in chinese)"
I said : "For what?"
She said : "Want to check my ez-link card?
(There she goes...walking off)"
Another thing I know about her is that she's Michelle cousin friend.
I asked her to take a look at the guides booth.
She told me : "I signed up already. See you next year!"
I was like : "Next year?!?"
She said : "Quick, you haven't call me elder sister (in chinese)"
I told her : "You haven't show me your ez-link card."
Yee Jing was around that vinicity.
She was like wondering why am I asking a secondary 1 girl
for her ez-link.
The girl showed me her ez-link card.
Truly enough, she's born on 25 December 1994.
She had the same birthday as Natalene.
I want to know her name soon.
Anyway...
my conclusion for Cassandra and that girl
is that Cassandra is the cutest secondary 1 girl I've seen in SSS
and that girl is the babe of SSS Seconday 1.
-Ended-
Anyway, Joan(Modern Dance) chided me today.
As you know, today is the secondary 1 orientation programme.
Many had fun and joke around telling and snatching the
secondary 1s to enter their CCA.
She chided me for sort of smearing their reputation.
I apologised,
I was fearful and went speechless.
I thought the whole modern dance was angry with me.
Oh, later I found out it's only her that is unhappy with me.
Thank god because many of my classmates are in modern dance.
I tried to snatch many CCAs' students.
That includes Choir, Red Cross, Band, Modern Dance, Gu Zheng & Netball.
At one moment of time, I saw many girl students at the Chinese
Orchesta area.
I wanted to snatch them too! Seriously! :)
But I saw Mdm. Ong so I don't dare to snatch if not later she scold.
But I did try to snatch one of the red cross sec 1 student,
Mdm. Aileen Neo was there.
I wasn't afraid to do so since she hadn't taught me before
and besides, she looks quite friendly.
Didn't manage to snatch Red Cross, Netball, Choir and Gu Zheng Sec 1(s) students.
Managed to snatch Modern Dance and Band students.
Some of them only.
Many of them wasn't snatched.
I saw them gallivanting around the parade square
and just casually asked them to take a look at our guides booth.
When Joan chided me,
I felt a little remorseful.
I deliberately find some student to take a look at modern dance booth,
but they wasn't mesmerised. I can't help it.
Later it was time for Uniform Group Merge Friendship Dance and stuff.
The weather was really humid.
I would rather die of cold stroke
than heat stroke though there ain't any cold stroke
but I believe you get what I meant.
Packed the guides booth area and headed home.
(:
The moment I reached home...
I switched on the television,
watched "The Marriage of Inconvenience".
I left the television on,
I went to wash my school shoes,
that includes 2 pair of white shoes and 2 pair of black shoes.
I threw 2 pair of black shoes I used last year
since it was in a rather disastrous condition.

I was late for tuition.
I hate the mathematics topic!
Almost gave up...

I still didn't manage to get it right in the end.

Shall analyse it another time.
Stupid Direct Proportion !
So difficult! Making my brains burst!

By the way, Ginkgo nut (I suppose it is spelled like that)
is dermatologically tested to improve a person's memory.
But well, if it's a habit, nothing could be salvaged even if
he/she takes any form of Ginkgo nut extraction.
I want to buy it from any medical hall or somewhere.
But it costs roughly around $60.
My memory is really bad.
But I can still be in the state
to remember my parents, friends,
peeps' birthday,
peeps' horoscope,
peeps' height and weight & more.

Anyway, in my previous post I highlighted that I'll be elaborating about stuffs right.
Actually also nothing much.
I want to admit a few things.
Don't say I'm not.
I'm short.
I'm fat.
I get Top 12 in the whole school because this is SSS, not top schools.
It is nothing.
I'm really shy, believe it or not.
My self-esteem is low but I still dare to make a fool out of myself
and I still dare to make friends, thats' all.
You can often finding me grinning from ear to ear
but you can also often find me quiet after getting chided by anyone else.
Getting chided makes me lost my mood but I wouldn't lose my cool.

I must find out the definition of Flirting and Gossiping.
So if you caught me talking to boys, don't say I'm flirting.
So if you caught me talking about friends,
don't say that I'm gossiping all the time.
It might not be all the time.
Even if I do gossip, everyone do it.
Perhaps without realising it.
But at that time that is not considered a gossip.
If I do gossip, it's definitely not a malicious one.
Bear that in mind!

Flirt

~play at love
~to trifle or toy, as with an idea
~to move with a jerk or jerks; dart about: butterflies flirting from flower to flower
~give a sudden or brisk motion to
~to throw or propel with a toss or jerk; fling suddenly

Gossip

idle talk or rumor, esp. about the personal or private affairs of others

If it is regarding personal of private affairs of others, this is considered a
secret. I won't tell unless or otherwise.
Even if I tell, it is accidentally slip of my tongue that I let the cat out of the bag.

Everyone deserves a second chance!
Why are you depriving her of that?
This is already a brand new society.
Rules can be broke but of course at the right time.
If everyone follows the rule every single time.
There wouldn't be such thing as Discipline Committee,
Subordinate Court and Police Commissioner.
It's a simple mistake.
Don't overlook things so seriously.
Ain't you breaking the rule too by folding your skirt
and stuff.
No one is perfect even if they wishes to be.
Be realistic.
I said I wanted to change, yes!
I'm still in a dilemma.
Well, I 'll find the best solution to conquer the heights.
Don't worry.
Still in the midst of looking for one.
Don't interfere of further insult my friends.
You can insult her, don't insult them.
Remember that! Everyone derserves a second chance.
Mark my words.
I'll posted about you quite a few times, in case you don't know.
The yellow ribbon blog post is written just for you.
Why are you meddling with her things?
Remember another thing,
when you borrow a thing,
regardless of quantity.
When it isn't yours,
you have to take good care of it.
Don't be tenacious though you may be sweet at times.
You adhor others hurting your feelings,
then why are you hurting the others feelings indirectly?!?

Goodbye.
Remember me.
Remember you.
Show me a friend and I'll show you the way.
Don't be headstrong.

2009-01-09T06:08:00.000-08:00

1st January 2009
Happy New Year! (: (Although its' late.)
I hope everyone have setted their new year resolution
to improve yourself to a higher moral excellence stage.
Happy Birthday Vivien Ma'am! (:

Anyway, to summarise everything into a whole...
I bought Sony Erricson W595, exactly the colour & model as Evelyn,
my girl guide senior.
It's white & a little red.
The only flaw about it is that it can't shoot a video.
Too bad, I've to live with it for 2 years.
I shall wait...
I don't have to buy the latest handphone.
May it be stylish or whatsoever.
It will be outdated sooner or later.
Get myself a phone that I can be satiated.
Good enough (:

2nd January 2009
Happy Birthday Pei Ling.!
Damn it! It's the first day of school.

As arranged, I am to meet Qi Xuan at the bus stop
@t 6 a.m.
Well, I stood her up because I spent too much time grooming myself,
I suppose.
I went to school immediately.
I apologised to Qi Xuan anyway.
Rebekah is not out of Serangoon Sec yet.
She has to wait for approval.
I told her "Hope Pei Cai Sec don't want you".
I don't want Rebekah's departure.
She's a fun-loving & a nice person.
Pei Cai, please reject her!
I was a little anxious as it was the first day of school.
I dared not make friends till the last minute.
Met a 1EA girl.
Named Yuan Yun.
I was telling Rebekah "her name is circle cloud".
=) No offence. Nice name though.
When I was assembled at the parade square,
a sweet girl came forward.
Her mother/guardian I suppose brought her.
It's obvious she's an international student.
Her mother/guardian asked for my contact number.
She also instructed me to take care of her since she's new.
All the rules and regulation are repeated again.
I've heard it last year.
I'll take it as some revision.
My seating arrangement in class is with Venessa.
Time for some bonding :D
Anyway, the international student I've been talking about
is named Helen.
That is merely her pet name.
Her actual name is Ouyang Kainan.
Her Chinese is awesome,
as for english is only passable for basics.
It doesn't matter, she can learn.
Qi Xuan sits with her in class.
Qi Xuan wants to swop place with others
as she finds it hard to communicate with Helen.
She's not discarding her but instead to make things for convenient.
After school, I went to the hall for "Peer Support Programme Briefing".
The senior prefects instructed that the names on the name list is final
and only the names on the name list is entitled to be the Peer Support Leader.
I accompanied Qi Xuan to look for Mdm. Ho.
She wasn't in.
Later, I overhead Yue Ying asking the senior prefects if Amanda & Nian Yi
can join the Peer Support Programme as their names ain't on the list.
The senior prefect if I'm not wrong is named Sam, who said that
Mrs. Ho approval must be granted.
I rushed to look for Venessa & Joyce who'd just left because their name
wasn't on the name list.
Found!
I know they want the Peer Support T-Shirt.
In fact, they wanted to joined the programme because of that.
I went for the briefing and headed home.

3 January 2008

Today is a Saturday.
I contacted Annabel's swimming instructor, Mr. Patrick.
I and Vernice is supposed to go down today,
venue is Hougang Complex after I've finished my tuition.
He wants to see our standard and decide which class we're going to.
I went for the mathematics & english class.
I did my homework.
I did not get chided.
*Great?*
I went to Hougang Complex with Vernice.
We had to go to the Beginning Class.
Expected.
I know my own limitations.
I've never learnt swimming.
It doesn't matter.
Laugh if you want, you're making a fool out of yourself.
Learning doesn't permit any limits.
Vernice and I continued swimming after that.
We went home around 10 p.m.

4 January 2008

I went to Hougang Secondary School today to receive
my Edusave Scholarship 2008.
Well, before we entered the school hall.
My father was like telling me, "Later I want to take a photo of you to show
your grandmother..."
I was like "Please don't take... No No No!"
The hall was filled with students
and it wasn't possible to take a photo.
Tell you what, I was elated to save myself from the embarrassment.
I went up the stage and shook hands with Mr. Teo Ser Luck
and went to receive the real cheque and certificate.
$300 and a certificate.
It would be better if its' in cash.
It's in cheque, I can't touch it at all.
My godness...
I saw Hwee Zhen outside Hougang Secondary School.
She's also receiving Edusave Scholarship Award
and hers' a $500. Envious ! (:
I did not buy the morning chinese newpaper because my mother had
forgotten. I won't further constigate my mother since my chinese tuition
teacher didn't chide me.
I went to Compass Point with Qi Xuan because she wants to buy
a backpack. I'm also returning her hours for standing her up
on the first day of school.
Upon our arrival to Compass Point, we went to Hougang Mall
because there are no backpacks that interests her.
She bought a heart shaped dots bag @t eight percent for about 30 bucks.
We went to Popular to take a look at some books.
I was reading Qi Xuan's horoscope : Leo book.
I checked 5 January.
I forgot what it wrote.
But I remember it meant that if you don't like whoever,
fend them off as fast as you can but in a way that
no one gets offended.
Qi Xuan wrote and she was like telling me,
"Err... Are they talking about Helen?"
No offence. She said that not because she wants to get rid of Helen,
but she really finds it difficult to communicate with Helen,
hence the mindset.
Qi Xuan went home because I'm going to meet Vernice later on.
I bought my swimming cap at Sportslink which costs $9.10.
I waited for quite long and I called Vernice.
I told her that our appointment is cancelled because
I don't want to waste her precious time and my precious time.
Now, I'm going to tell you my day was embarrassing.
Not only embarrassing, unlucky too.
Believe it or not, I'm shy.
& I'm really shy.
Believe it or not,
I don't really like seeing someone I know when I go out.
Be it my classmate, my primary school or secondary school friends.
It feels so awkward and ...
Anyway it's beyond description.
I shall elaborate it in my next individual post.
I went to NTUC to buy bread and some necessities.
It's a guy cashier.
Well, I am really shy because I'm alone.
When I was about to pay, I saw Rati & Swati at NTUC
within a few cm(s) away from me only.
I paid $50 without looking.
I took the change and walked away as fast as my legs could take me.
I went to Donut Empire.
I suddenly felt my pocket.
I took out my money.
I thought that the NTUC cashier shortchanged me $20 because
I lost $20 approximately.
I went back to NTUC.
I told the cashier and he gave me $20,
he asked me to leave my contact number in case of anything.
I went to Chamelon and later loitering around.
I saw Cherlyn Yan.
I went to Gift a Name to buy a present for someone
who requested.
I went to Chamelon to buy some black rubberbands and clips
and headed home.
Unfortunately, as soon as I headed home,
the NTUC male cashier called me and told me that the CCTV
caught that he've already given me the $20 change
and he is coming to my house residential area to get the $20 back.
I went to search all over my bag for any extra $20.
There ain't any.
I must not have paid heed to anything as I was shy right at that moment.
Muddle-headed. I must have dropped my money on the floor and
someone took it.
Oh dear! My 20 bucks! Forget it.
I returned him the $20.
He actually texted me and told me that I was always in a hurry
and I'm very blur.
I was like asking and telling myself stuffs.
I was asking myself, "Do I look blur to you? Yes meh? In what way..?"
I was telling myself, "Of course I'm walking fast. It's so embarrassing!"
After what I've said, fools may say that I want face and stuff.
Let me tell you,
this is not about wanting face and stuff,
for me this is a question about dignity, principle and pride.
Please understand! (: No offence.
I did a lot of things today.
I updated my whole family excluding my mother bankbook
and I submitted my $300 cheque.

5 January 2008

I went to help out for Girl Guides' secondary 1 orientation stuff
after school. Headed home earlier since I'm having swimming classes
later on. Vernice was late in the result of my inpunctuality too.
Forget it since it's not very late and besides, the instructor
didn't chide us. We were left to ourselves after the class ended.
I & Vernice carried on swimming.
Headed home.

6 January 2008

Hello Blogger! I hate this date the most:(

Anyway, it has been one year since *******.
That explains why.

I went to help out at girl guides' before going for the briefing
of Peer Support Programme.

Well, I kinda of loved this date too!
since it's my first piano lesson today.

Well, I shall cut the civilities out.
My piano teacher is a grade 8 student.
She taught me some basics today.
By the way, she's an indonesian.
She's slim.
One word *Superb*
She's kind, patient and gentle too!
I love it <3 size="5">JUST BECAUSE I KNOW THEM!
Of course, that doesn't apply to everyone I know.
Well, perhaps I shall stop making too many adult friends.

7 January 2008

Peer Support Progrmme 1st session.
I was at first in charge of 1ED and as there are too many peeps
looking after 1ED.
I and Joyce switched over to 1EC.
I went around making friends and advertising girl guides.
I can't say I hate this secondary 1 batch
because they are still young and ignorant.
I can't blame them.
They've just been to SSS for merely a few days.
Well, shall I say that I don't really agree with this secondary 1 batch
in terms of behaviour and attitude.
Many doesn't want to join girl guides.
Yes, I admit that I am short.
Not a little but it's a fact and I've got to accept it.
Yes, I admit that I am short.
Yes, it's quite fat and it's a fact and I've got to accept it.
Okay, for this I will also elaborate in my next individual post.
But my duty is a peer support leader.
I have to do my duty, ain't I?
Plus, you're my friend I already knew before you entered this school.
Do you have to ask me to shut up?
Do you have to be incooperative?
Call me a bitch or whatsoever stuff.
This friend of mine doesn't like one of my girl guide senior,
indicating that she's naggy and stuffs.
But as I've said, it's her duty to complete this task.
She is not given a choice.
Rather than moaning, why not save your energy and just tolerate
till the programme ends?
I wanted to make friends with the 1EA pupils.
I was taken aback when I was told that 1EA were notorious,
they doesn't listen and just do as they deem comfortable,
totally with no respect for the peer support leaders.
The 1ED were great, as heard from Gayathri.
Never mind. This is not only a duty.
This is not only a task.
In fact, it's a challenging game after all.
Anyway, all in all the secondary 1s were okay.
They will improve.
They will adapt to the school.
I believe.

8 January 2008
Luckily I quitted Modern Dance...

I will explain why.
There is no Peer Support Programme today.
But today the secondary 2 prefects have to take care of the seondary 1s.
Individual CCAs Co-Ordinator will be talking about the CCAs of theirs
and there will be performance.
Modern Dance danced Hip -- Hop.
Luckily I quitted Modern Dancce,
x) Firstly, I can't monitor 1EC.
x) Secondly, If I'll be dancing, I'll be minced meat.
Helped out at Girl Guides after this.
By the way...
I want to emphasise something about Chong Yue.
I went to school early in the morning.
I saw him.
Don't know.
I quickly ran.
That's scary.
I was demostrating Viven's Ma'am bye bye gestures.
I happen to do it to him.
After Girl Guides, Saffanah was telling me that she lost her handphone pouch
and it was a very useful and multi-functional.
She said maybe she might have threw it away.
I tried to peek into the dustbin to see if there is any black handphone pouch.
Anyway, there ain't any.
& one look away I saw Chong Yue.
Looking at me with weird expression.
Why?
3 times in a row.
I don't want to deserve this.
I have to practice my ettiquette, I suppose!

9 January 2008

This morning, Mr. Rafi gave the announcement that secondary 2
prefects mentors are to report to their respective classes.
I was slightly blurred.
I actually went to report when I wasn't supposed to.
I argued with Mr. Batiah,
don't know if its' considered one.
I said : "Can I be in charge of the canteen duty and be sec 1 mentor?"
Anyway, I suppose it is.
Parade Square Class Seating Arrangement was changed due to changes of classes
of some classes.
Mdm. Jeyanthi just sang 2EC's praises to Mdm. Ho yesterday.
Today, it's back to square one.
2EC became noisy again.
Mdm. Jeyanthi's spirit seems to be lifted after she is pregnant.
Mdm. Yap and Mrs. Khoo are both conceiving too!
Congratulations! :) Although they wouldn't have a chance to see
this portion of my post.
There are lots of homework & acitivities in secondary 2.
I hate this life.
But I love this life too.
Eveything is planned well for me.
I just have to adjust and manage my time well to attend all this planning schedules.
Helped out at Guides after school.
It was beautifully decorated.
I hope many secondary 1s will join girl guides tomorrow.
All the best to guiders! (:

2008-12-31T07:36:00.000-08:00

30 December 2008
As usual, I reported to school @t 10 a.m. for my guides meeting.
It started off with tying loose ends like doing the banner,
colouring the advertising fliers.
In the midst doing all these, Sagethya took down orders (Mc'Donalds)
and went out of SSS to buy it somewhere nearby.
The teachers' lunch leftovers was a point to consider.
Some called to cancel their orders.
When Sagethya came back, guiders who have ordered took it from her
and the others ate the teachers' lunch leftovers.
A few remained colouring the advertising fliers and doing the banner.
Thats' how the day goes.
We ended the day heading to Punggol Park.
We were dismissed there.
Gayathri and I walked to a convenience shop to buy some drinks.
Not long after, we saw Adelle & Atika.
We walked together.
Upon reaching the next bus stop, Adelle and Atika stayed put.
Gayathri and I continued walking to my house bus-stop.
I waited for Gayathri's bus before I left for home.
29 Dec + 30 Dec Guides Meeting = 16 hours

31 December 2008
It's the last day...

I watched "The Ultimate Crime Fighter * Marriage of Inconvenience"
in the morning.
I found something about myself.
I love observing kissing scenes on the television.
(:
Today is the last day of the year.
It's current 11.44 pm.
I've got to blog this post fast because I've to be asleep by 12 a.m. sharp.
Initially, my mother told me that I'll be getting a handphone.
I waited.
I was over the moon as if I'm on the cloud nine.
Just a call from my mother and my face sunk down in disappointment.
Perhaps I'm being wilful,
but I have my reasons for having a handphone by today.
The reason is kinda childish
but it means a lot to me.
The reason is that I really want a phone very much
and I want to buy a phone that I love that I'll cherish.
I'm going to be a mama's child next year
due to some specific reasons.
The key factors are :
-- I often get into trouble
-- I don't think before I act, am very rash
-- I annoys many
-- I blabber nonsense most of the time
-- In fact, irritating, infuriating
-- Peeved off many
-- Impulsive
-- Didn't spare a though for others
That is why I hate being myself.
I know that life is short and I can't afford being another me.
Be it split personality or whatever,
if being another me could salvage the key factors,
I wouldn't mind.
I can't stand it.
I know I can't own a perfect world.
I've got to sleep by 12 a.m.
It's my principle.
Why?
I don't want to committ any mistakes in the year 2009.
A new year.
A new beginning.
A new chapter.
I don't want to destroy it at one go.
Perhaps I'll continue being myself,
but of course there'll be some changes.
I might try to salvage it
by being myself if possible.
FINE FINE FINE!
Ignore what I've stated above.
I'll just be myself I suppose!
But I'm a piggy in the middle.
Indecisiveness!* I hate it.
Forget it.
I'll just let nature takes it course.
I'm getting a handphone tomorrow.
(: Bless me.!
Let me continue my story...
I went to Compass Point.
I walk around in circles.
I'm getting bored.
I texted 10 people to invite them to Compass Point to accompany me.
I actually texted Adelle when she was in Malayisa.
It's expensive, I thought but forget it since I've already texted her.
Qi Xuan agreed and she appeared out of nowhere in split seconds.
While I am waiting for Qi Xuan, I went to Mini Toons see adorable stuffs.
I wanted to buy but my pocket is a little tight so I gave up the idea.
Met Qi Xuan.
Went to NTUC,
I bought 4 golden kiwi(s)
I & Qi Xuan switched topic.
Qi Xuan pierced her second ear hole, you see.
Don't know how we talk till I went to 77th Street to pierce my second ear hole
both on the right and left side.
I don't know why.
Perhaps I've forgotten.
Perhaps I just thought so.
Perhaps it may just be what I'm saying.
It just happened naturally as whats' stated in my recollection mind.
I told Qi Xuan I'm not heading home until 11 pm because
my mother broke her promise.
I went to Qi Xuan's house.
I watch Little Nyonya and headed home.
I'm OFF TO SLEEP
It's 11.53 pm.
[Edited & Updated]

2008-12-29T10:16:00.000-08:00

Girl Guides - 10 am to 5.30 pm

Current time : 2.17 am

I woke up around 7 plus.
Ate bread and drank milk.
Switched on the water heater,
intending to take a bathe so that my hair will be dry and
I'm able to tie my hair to Girl Guides.
I got carried away as soon as I switched on my computer.
I did some of my Girl Guides paperwork
and later I started blogging.
Although I know that I will be late,
my hands wouldn't stop typing.
I blogged at blogger
and later copy & paste those decent posts of mine
at the edulearn asknlearn website.
[You think I want?]
-It's a homework given by Miss Ho.-
5 Journal Entries on asknlearn.
Didn't bathe.
I wasted electricity.
What a wasteful person I am!
But I didn't did it intentionally,
I intended to...
I quickly changed into my Girl Guides uniform
and took a taxi to school.
$4.20!
I can buy a keychain.!
Why did I blog ?
Why did I?
I could have blog now rather than just now, ain't it?
It's obvious that many of us are idling around,
except for a few.
I & Atika kept cleaning the table,
the same area over and over again.
Don't know why,
I guess it's due to Valerie Ma'am arrival.
We started to sort things out.
In & out, many slacked.
I am one of them.
Whoever wants to throw rubbish, I will take it.
Easier life.
[Very scheming? I know!]
I can't be scheming next time.
Let me be scheming for the remaining days of 2008!
Please!~
Later, we went for computer session,
learning to draw a graphic using Flash 8
and make the graphic run.
Did the banners with Amelyanna, Kiren, Joyce Lim, Fitrah & Sherlynn.
I did nothing except drawing a tree,
a tree that seemingly looks like a christmas tree.
It doesn't matter because indeed christmas just passed.
Fall In.
We were given proficiency badges & crime prevention badge.
Badges :
Toy Maker (proficiency)
A Friend to Animals (proficiency)
Crime Prevention Badge & a certificate

Kisses! I love certificates.

I did the Point 5 Programme Bronze & 4 proficiency badges,
they are Peace, Thrift, AIDS Awareness & Accident Prevention.
Not sure if it'll be approved.
Tomorrow, there'll be a quiz.
That's to complete a portion of my Point 5 Programme,
Point 5 Module 1.

Headed home with Gayathri.
Before that, I & Gayathri went to submit feedback & comments
to the school.

By the way, I saw quite a handful of people I know :
Pei Pei
Jasmine
Venessa
Chong Yue
Jin Ting
&& all my girl guide mates.

Saw the notice board.
There are three Normal Academic & two Normal Technical classes next year.
There are also a lot of International Students ranging from Secondary
1 - 3 transferred to our school next year.
It will definitely affect many chances of getting into the list for many.
A slight one, I meant.

They didn't show the express classes, how can?!?

My father is ~!@#$ because it's 2.35 am now.

I'm having Girl Guides meeting tomorrow again.
Another tiring day!
I hate it:( But this is my fate, accept it!
& I must buy a handphone by this year.!
It's BY THIS YEAR!
I've made other plans next year.
If I want an acceptable handphone,
I have to grab it quick!
I've contacted Annabel's swimming instructor, Mr. Patrick.
I told him that I know my limitations,
I can't swim totally & I want it at night
since I don't want to get any darker.
I mind, and yes I mind!
Learn Piano & Swimming!Granted:D Thanks!
As I say,
It is never too late to learn.

2008-12-28T17:13:00.001-08:00

25 December 2008

Merry Xmas to everyone I know!
though its a little late

Happy Birthday Natalene! :D

I watched "The Ultimate Crime Fighter" and "Marriage of Inconvenience"
on Channel 55.
When it was about time, I went to bathe and headed to Downtown East.
It's Natalene's Birthday Chalet.
I didn't want to go actually,
but I know that if I'm not attending it,
I'll be guilt-ridden.
Know what?
I didn't know how to make my way in.
Called Stella for "help".
She instructed me to go to E - Hub
which then she brought me to Natalene's Chalet.
Natalene's Birthday Cake candles is made up of
"H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y"
Exactly 13 !
It is a care bear cake, so adorable.
Ate her birthday cake and watched "The Shining Star".
It was kinda late and Qi Xuan, Stella & me
left for Hougang Mall.
We went there to have our dinner.
On the bus, I called Nicole Yang & Xuan Ren.
Of course to ask PSLE results.
Nicole Yang's sister (Laura Yang) : 202 (Northbrooks Sec)
Xuan Ren : 190 (Serangoon Sec [Awesome!] )
We went to food court to eat.
Saw Joslyn Yong & Family.

26 December 2008

Happy Birthday Kim Lee Qin! :)

It's a normal day.

--Packing my room--

27 December 2008

Happy Birthday Hui Fang! XD

I went to cross the zebra crossing because I wanted to post
a letter for my father.

I saw an old man.
His pair of legs is slim.
*NICE!*
Just that it is muscular.

I took a photo of it.
[I am not a psychotic person.
I just love observing!]
Don't misunderstood! :)

But I will not post it yet.
Not free.

I wanted to go to Compass Point to see The Little Nyonya people
but I have tuition.
Sad case^
I went for tuition afterwards.
Mathematics,
I was slogging my guts out trying to complete my assignments.
I wanted to look at the answer sheet because I couldn't figure it out.
I wanted to see how the answer sheet explains.
Miss. Tan didn't permit and she accused me that I did so quickly
because I copied the answer.
But I can't blame her for thinking that way since I tried to attempt
to look at the answers.
*Grr...*
English lesson was boring.
My hands went sore after writting too much.

28 December 2008

Happy Birthday Benedict!

I went for chinese tuition in the morning.
Didn't buy "Lian He Zao Bao" again.
Got chided by Miss. Tong.
We chatted as I did my homework.
Miss. Tong was amazed that I did so quickly,
as I was talking as I do.
When she said that she was amazed,
I told her : "I know what you want to tell me,
you want to tell me that young people like me got future."
Of course, I spoke in chinese.
She was slightly peeved ...
Headed home after tuition.
Handphone contract ended.
I, my mother & ***** went to Compass Point.
Had Lunch at Delifrance.
It's an expensive meal, $50.95.
None of the phone interests me much.
:(
Went home empty-handed.
***** wanted Samsung G400.
*No Stocks*
She wanted IPhone Omnia too,
but she didn't caught a glimpse of it
at the M1 shop so she decided on G400.
I reached home,
received Gayathri's call.
She said that she don't have the Girl Guides Patrol Enblem.
Miss. Faezah says that she will change our patrols every year
because she wants us to mingle around, thus the explaination.
Previously, I was from Morning Glory Patrol which is the present
Patrol of Gayathri.
We arranged to meet at a bus stop near my house.
We met and I passed her the Morning Glory Patrol Enblem and
we went to pick up rubbish near the vinicity for our Girl Guides
Point 5 Programme, Point 3 Module 2.
It was hilarious,
I asked Gayathri to pick up rubbish.
She would say : "There!! Don't here. Here got a lot of people,
later they look at me"
"What a shy lady!"

29 December 2008

The moment I logged in to blogger,
I saw my tagboard being flooded with tags.
I quickly replied and started to blog.
I have Girl Guides meeting later which is at 10 pm.
The time now is already 9.34 pm.
"Please, I hope I wouldn't be late, I still want to bathe!"
Girl Guides homework is really a nightmare.

2008-12-24T09:11:00.000-08:00

Xmas Eve
but I'm not going to wish anyone Merry Xmas in this post
because...

I want to wait for christmas first!

Watched "The Ultimate Crime Fighter", "Marriage of Inconvenience"
& "Heavenly In-Laws" on Channel 55 & Channel 255
when I woke up...

In the evening, I switched on the computer,
intending to surf the net.

I called Alicia (North Spring Pri).
Congratulations!
She got into SKSS (Seng Kang Secondary School).
I'm happy & glad for her.

I got carried away talking to her
& ignored my computer.

I kept telling her "You very thin.!"

(: Be it Thin.Slim.Skinny people,
they are always adored by me.

-->Ansley
-->Qi Xuan
-->Vernice
-->Yan Jun
-->Ping Ying
-->Alicia
-->Xiu Ping
-->Hwee Sian
-->Kimberly

...Um...
Currently, those people above are on my list
whom in my opinion are thin.slim or skinny.
They look so nice(:

Especially Alicia & Ping Ying,
Alicia is 14+ cm & 2+ kg.
Ping Ying is 15+cm & 2+ kg.

I shall not reveal what the (+) is
as they may find this confidential to be told.

Especially Ping Ying...
Nice! Nothing to say.
(:
I shall leave my Merry Xmas for tomorrow.
Girl Guides' Homework is a headache !

Later, I went to my Auntie's home @t Serangoon North
for a Christmas Celebration 2008!
That is just a routine celebration anyway.
We celebrate Xmas every year, just that the venue may be
subject to changes.
I received a T-Shirt, pants, nike waterbottle & 2GB Toshiba Thumbdrive.

*Thanks!* Aunt Dora, Aunt Joleen, Melissa & Ruben

Tomorrow is Natalene's birthday party.
I don't know if I could take out the time.
But if I don't go, I will be very sorry
& guilt-ridden.
I think I'll probably go.
Depends on the situation(:
Cheers!

2008-12-22T22:29:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Stella Lee Ai Wei (:

took early in the morning ; rise & shine

Side-view during tuition

*taken by Li Ling (:

The food at home everyday irks me.
Nothing is enticing enough to be put on the table.
Only my father could devour them in to time.
I ate 2 yellow kiwi fruit,
which followed up with a bowl of noodles cooked by my father.
I felt so insipid!
Every year, Thinkconnect (tuition centre) will send out christmas cards
to the students studying there.
Only last year, there are 2 students who lived a stone throw away
from my house.
My tuition teacher passed their christmas cards to me which I in turn
pass it to them on Thinkconnect's behalf.
That particular day, I passed by a postbox.
I thought : "If I put these two christmas cards into the postbox,
I wouldn't have to make a trip to their house personally."
"The letter just slipped away from my hands."
Knew what! It didn't dawned on me that there is no stamp on the top right-hand
corner. There it goes, no more christmas cards.
Saffanah is supposed to send me my Girl Guide patrol enblem (jasmine).
I asked her a foolish question because I thought the scenerio would be
the same as the christmas cards that I've put in the postbox last year.
"Saffanah, you got put stamp on the letter which you send out my
patrol enblem or not?" I got a tongue-lashing.
She replied my text message : "You think I stupid ah? I got send out letter
before ok?" What a dumb question I've asked!
I'm going to rush my Girl Guides' homework.

My Recent Dreams :
I dreamt Cheryl. C's J handphone number is 9860-3413.
I don't know why.
I just feel so.
Maybe I've seen the number somewhere or so.

I dreamt I had a puppy,
my mother tried to flush it down the toilet bowl
because she dislikes pets as she feels that
pets are flithy all over.
The puppy is too big for the toilet bowl.
Half of its body wasn't flushed away
& the feather was flying in the air.

*GROSS!*

Science tuition : "7.30 p.m -- 9.30 p.m. (Thursday)"

By the way, I found out that I was so foolish to
sign up for my piano course in Hougang Mall Sempi Musical School.

Compare the difference!

Compass Point Yamaha Music School
1 hour per lesson/week
Deposit + 1 month offset school fees + 1 month school fees
--->$238+

Hougang Mall Sempi Music School
45 minutes per lesson/week
Deposit + 1 month offset school fees + 1 month school fees
---> $335

Difference : $97

Plus Yahama Music School is better well-known & more professional.

^Dumb!^

Sordid (Impertinence)

1)morally ignoble or base; vile: sordid methods.

2)meanly selfish, self-seeking, or mercenary.

3)dirty or filthy.

4)squalid; wretchedly poor and run-down: sordid housing.

Candid

1)frank; outspoken; open and sincere: a candid critic.

2)free from reservation, disguise, or subterfuge; straightforward: a candid opinion.

3)informal; unposed: a candid photo.

4)honest; impartial: a candid mind.

5)clear ; pure

6)an unposed photograph

Neurotic (Paranoid)

~an emotionally unstable individual

Coquettish

~a woman who flirts lightheartedly with men to win their
admiration and affection; flirt.

2008-12-22T00:46:00.000-08:00

http://lolippopBBT-sg.5d6d.com

At first, I really wanted to join this fanclub of BBT.
I've given up upon various attempts.
But I still adore BBT anyway.

~ This post is meant for Stephanie to read.

By the way,
during this holidays,
many of my friends have reborned their hair.
That includes :
Stephanie,
Vernice,
Cherlyn,
Cheryl Ee,
Adelle,
Veronica,
Hui Ting.
:)

2008-12-21T23:47:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Tian Ning to do this quiz.

Name 20 people on your list before you start reading any of the questions.
At the end of this, tag 5 people to do this.

1. Amanda
2. Qi Xuan
3. Pei Pei
4. Venessa
5. Yu Ping
6. Li Ling
7. Yan Jun
8. Vernice
9. Miss Jacelyn Tan (tuition teacher)
10. Chong Yue
11. Yue Ying
12. Zowie Tay
13. Ansley Chew
14. Joyce Tay
15. Ian
16. Annabel
17. Rebekah
18. Felicia
19. Janice
20. Jun Xuan

How did you meet no.14? (Joyce Tay)
~She's my classmate in secondary 1 as well as 2.

What would you do if you did not meet no.1? (Amanda)
~That wouldn't happen because I've already met her.

What if no.9 and no.20 date? (Ms. Jacelyn Tan & Jun Xuan)
~Laughs. That wouldn't happen. Maybe there will be a chance
whereby Ms. Jacelyn Tan will be his tutor because
she's a tuition teacher. But never will their relationship bloom.
One is a teenager, another is a 30+ lady.
Age gap too big.

Will no.6 and no.17 date? (Li Ling & Rebekah)
~Definitely not, they are both females.

Describe no.3 (Pei Pei)
~Glamorous.

Is no.8 attractive? (Vernice)
~At times... Depends on my mood to rate her.

Describe no.7 (Yan Jun)
~Tall & Slim. 172 cm ; 43 kg.

Know any of no.12 family members.? (Zowie Tay)
~Of course. I know all of them.
He's my tuition mate.
I've been to his house quite a number of times.
Mr. & Mrs. Tay, his sister, Steffi and his maid who has a flair for drawing.

What would you do if no.18 confesses that he/she likes you? (Felicia)
~Is that possible? I doubt so. Felicia is a female.
I don't have special preference. Sorry.

What languages does no.15 speak? (Ian)
~English, Chinese, a little bit of dialects & tons of vulgarities.

Who is no.9 going out with? (Ms. Jacelyn Tan)
~Mr. Insurance.

How old is no.16? (Annabel)
~Sweet 13TEEN.

When is the last time you spoke to no.13? (Ansley)
~30 October 2008 (Prefects' Trail)

Who is no.2 favourite band/singer? (Qi Xuan)
~Indeed this is the right question. She's in love with many american stuffs.
Definitely bands and singers too.
She's an english type of person.
She hates chinese to the damn core.
But she has potential in chinese waiting to be developed.

You ever date no.4? (Venessa Tan)
~Definitely not. Perhaps yes if I'm a guy.
Who doesn't want her?
~She has fair & supple skin, sharp face &
most of all, she's cute & easy to get along with.

Would you ever date no.17? (Rebekah)
~Yes. If I'm a guy. She's tall. 170 cm.
But even if I'm a guy, I'll definitely be deprived of the chance
because she has a boy.

Is no.19 single? (Janice)
~Sure, I suppose but she has a crush for someone definitely.

What is no.10's last name? (Chong Yue)
~Chua

Where does no.6 live? (Li Ling)
~She lives in Hougang but I shall not reveal which block it is.

What is your favourite thing about no.5?
~She's dramatic & hilarious.

Tags :
Amanda
Venessa
Qi Xuan
Yue Ying
Florence

1) Have you ever felt horny before?
~ Maybe in my past life. Yes for now if I'm a guy.

2) When is the last time you felt horny?
~ What a gross question to ask!

3) What ws the last time you felt horny?
~ When I was a guy.

4) What is your definition of porn?
~ Despicable & shamless stuffs suitable for guys.

5) How about hentai?
~ Don't know what the hell hentai is.

6) Have you ever have sex?
~ Not now & never. I'm staying a spinster forever.

7) Why did/didn't you have sex?
~ No condom? Um... It's gross. I'm pure :)

8) What is ff?
~ Fun F***ing ... I suppose.

9) Have you ever watched porn before?
~ Not done deliberately. Accidentally perhaps. (a few glimpses)

10) How often do you watch porn?
~ Sickening quiz. No pornographical stuffs. I'm pure.

11) How about hentai?
~ What is that?

12) Have you own a sex toy?
~ What is then counted? I doubt I have that.

13) Do you want to enter a sex shop?
~ No in case I got groped? [I doubt anyone wants me too.]

14) Have you ever seen a condom before?
~ Yes. It looks like a unblown balloon, rubbery.

15) Has anyone called you horny before?
~ Yes.

(I'll tag those people to do.
It's up to you whether you want to do or not.
You may choose not to do.)

[Don't be offended by my replies,
I'm just being trueful.]

[This is a open-minded society,
it's dead easy to find one who could sprout the word "sex"
what's more typing it out.
Plus this quiz wasn't the creation of mine.]

2008-12-21T23:42:00.001-08:00

Gayathri called me at around 2 plus.
"Cheryl, are you busy now?" Gayathri said.
"No. (Just woke up...)" I said.
"I have already contacted the Sunflower centre(eldery home),
I have to get back to them by 2.30 p.m. as instructed." Gayathri said.
"Sure. I'm keen on it." I said.
(Anyway, in case you're wondering why we're embarking
on a trip to the eldery home is because we have Girl Guides homework
left undone.)

I am very hungry.
Father cooked instant noodles for me.
My Chill Dispenser finished.
I want a new one! (:
No more chill, no more breakfast, lunch, dinner & supper.
Chill rules my daily eating routine.

Here I am.
Blogging...

2008-12-15T13:53:00.000-08:00

By the way...
I left out something on my post last time.
I forget what date it was,
thus I can't edit it.
I went to Compass Point with my Grandmother, Mdm. Bong
I went to the food court because she wants to have her lunch.
I saw Sarah Ong.
What's more, I saw the actress Chen Chu Xuan with her boyfriend.
I read her blog.
She've got a L1R5 of 13 marks and she is now is Nanyang JC.
She's from Normal Academic Stream,
what I was told by Vernice Goh.
This message is to convey to all Normal Academic Stream pupils
that it is not impossible to aim for JC.
Don't give up! :)

10 December 2008

There is an application titled "Study Achievement Award"
by Comfort & Citycab which is only applicable
for Taxi Drivers'.
My father happen to be a taxi driver
and he wants to apply it for me.
He ask me to go to school to get the school stamp stamped
and written by the administration officer "certified true copy".
Just my luck, I've to wake up to bathe and went to school
when I don't feel like going out.
I shouldn't have gone out!
The administration officer told me that the photocopy
of my result already have the school stamp in colour,
therefore, there is not a need for any school stamp or
written "certified true copy".
This is enough to certify that it's a true copy of your results' slip.
Made a wasted trip ...
Supposingly, I wanted to meet Vernice.
She bought something from my sister's blogshop
which total up to a amount of $28.70.
She can't make it as she already had her own planning.
I went to Hougang Mall alone.
I saw many of the 2EC girls' there.
That includes Janelle, Vionna, Sin Ee.
Didn't see Siew Xing.
I went to Popular to buy corrugated board
& I went to KFC to eat cheese fries.
I went to the Bus Interchange to take a bus home.
On my way...
Guess who I saw?
I saw Susan.
She was wearing a tube dress with a half-jacket & high-heels.
I secretly took a few shots of her back view.

Here it goes...

It's a mere back view of Susan.

11 December 2o08

What else except packing?
Everything is back to a square one.
Dust flies around and gets into place every little tweeny weeny seconds.

I've not give up yet.

12 December 2008

Pack, pack, pack & pack.
Everything is back to a square one.
Dust flies around and gets into place every little tweeny weeny seconds.

When will I ever achieve my target?
I doubt if I'll really succeed.
Hard to say...
I will not give up.

13 December 2008

6 continuous hours of non-stop tuition.
ONE AFTER ANOTHER
Chinese ; Mathematics & English

14 December 2008 is the day Thinkconnect Educational Centre
celebrates christmas this year.

My chinese tuition falls on a sunday.
This is so uncanny.
14 December 2008 happens to be a Sunday.
Thus, my chinese tuition is shifted to a Saturday which is 13 December 2008.
It's really tiring.
Perhaps I'm not ready enough to get back to my books.

14 December 2008

Merry Early Xmas to Thinkconnect Peeps!

I don't feel like getting out of bed.
Wanted to stood everyone up.
But I know I can't.
A promise is a promise.
I couldn't go back on my word for no good reason.
I promised Yan Jun & Vernice that my presence is assured this Xmas Party.
I was an hour late.
Better late than never.
I forgot to bring my Lucky Draw & Game Coupons given to me earlier on.
No games.
I don't mind.
The games were rather or so, not that enticing enough.
Lucky Draw! That's what that is attractive.
Forget it.
Although I lived not faraway from Thinkconnect,
but due to pure laziness & also to follow suit with my friends,
I'm not going back to take the Lucky Draw ticket.
Vernice wore Superman T-Shirt.
We went up to the toilet area.
Explaination : There's something like a pool filled up with water with many
fishes inside, one of a kind that looked like guppies when they ain't.
We tried to catch it.
Vernice was suggesting that we use our bare hands to catch those fishes
as we did that in primary class of 6G last time.
We did so.
I & Li Ling harboured the mind of bursting those balloons.
We did so which frightened the kids & the adults there.
Yan Jun had a balloon phobia.
She lost mood and went out of Thinkconnect to play her handphone games.
The situation was not that chaotic though.
Only one parent was frightened & all the kids ran away.
1 out of the many.
Is it a great sin?
Well, but the 1 out of the many didn't protested much.
Thus, I suppose it's a small one.
The food area went off in silence as everyone went for the activities
planned as in proceedure.
We went to pick up Yan Jun and brought her back to Thinkconnect
by force.
I, Li Ling & Vernice devoured those food.
The watermelon was sweet & cute.
I wonder who cut it and how was it cut,
it was many watermelon small circle-shaped.
It's Lucky Draw time.
Anyway, I received a $5 Popular Voucher from Miss. Tan for my
conduct in school.
There are 3 seniors from Serangoon Secondary School
studying at Thinkconnect too.
I don't know their names.
I know they are secondary 2 this year and one of them
got the first in the whole level for the Normal Academic Stream
in Serangoon Secondary School.
Quite Impressive !?!
My mother's mouth was swollened purely due to infections
or something.
Know why I went off early.?
My mother promised to bring me out.
She used her mouth as an excuse.
She's being appearance-conscious.
She's a woman.
I can accept that.
But her words are not consistent.
The whole day, she kept changing her mind.
She said : "Let's go AMK Hub."
A while later in the day,
she said: "My mouth is swollened to the extreme, no more AMK Hub."
Just give me a direct answer.
I can take that. I'm 13TEEN.
Anyway, what's over is over.
I shall not mull over it.

15 December 2008

Idling around my house the whole day.
No wonder I'm born in the year of the pig.
I resembles a pig, fat & short.
I resembles a pig, lazy.
I resembles a pig, love to sleep more than anything else.
Perhaps I'm born to be a pig.
Ill-fated but fortunate.
Had a massive row with my dear old woman again.
(Hey, I'm being sarcastic if you don't know.)
That was what has taken place.
She just loves insulting others
which somehow has something to do with me.
She kept pulling me & my father into the picture
and repeat it upteen times.

This is a inference post.
I shall not wash my dirty linen in the public,
so I shall keep those "..." that she've said to myself.

Stop calling people names.
It's annoying.
I tried to debate with her.
It's a waste of my breath talking to a person
who doesn't have the word "logical" in her dictionary.
All are warpped reasonings.
I threw the Ginvera (Marvel Gel) on the floor
in a fit of anger.
I don't have the intention to throw it on her.
I had the intention to just throw it on the floor
to show that I really dislike the way she criticise
things without a reason.
As and when she likes, she does it.
Anyway, the Marvel Gel hit the floor.
She claims that I'm rude.
It's a Monday.
The Channel 8 Show "Little Nyonya" has a special episode of
showing 2 episodes at one go.
My mother adores this show a lot.
She threatened me.
My uncle's occupation is a taxi driver.
Sometimes when he runs out of customers,
he will have to head to the airport
where more crowds are there.
He would need to find out the airport flight timings.
He would need my help to check the Teletext.
My mother coerce me not to check the Teletext no matter what
because she wants to watch "The Little Nyonya".
She said : "If you're going to check the Teletext, it's the end."
She meant, no tuition, no piano, handphone terminal of contract,
nothing from her, not a cent, with me nothing to my name.
Stop threatening me.
I don't want to be at your mercy.
I can't take it.
I take my my words,
I have somehow or rather washed my dirty linen in public.
But I'm merely voicing out my thoughts.
Thank god, my uncle didn't called, thus there isn't a need to check the Teletext.

I packed my bag for the Genting trip the next day
& of course I slept early.

16 December 2008

Before my departure...
a massive row broke out

I was using the computer early in the morning
as I woke up at around 4 plus.
I wanted to blog.
I needed my handphone as Susan's photos
are in it.
My mother kept texting me.
She told me to return my handphone immediately.
I did quite immediately.
But to her, an "immediately" is to rush back to my room to hand up my
handphone.
It's the end.
No tuition, no piano, nothing!

Departure.
I, Sabrina (my cousin), Mr. Ee (my uncle) and my father.

We went to Kovan to take a coach down to Malayisa.
In the meanwhile waiting for the coach since there
was still ample time, we went to the coffee shop nearby
to take a bite.
I shared carrot cake with my cousin, Sabrina.
We went up the coach as soon as it arrived.
I was afraid of being seasick,
so I tried to sleep so that I wouldn't have to think about anything.
When we stop at a certain location, I don't know what's the place called,
but I know that that's a resting point whereby we are given 30 minutes
break.
I bought bubble/chewing gums for Yan Jun as told & I ate waffle biscuits.
Went up the bus.
Continued my journey to Genting Highlands.
We checked in at around 3 pm @t Genting Hotel.
My room is located on the 8th floor,
room serial number : 8039
Later, we went to gallivant around First World.
Time did not permit us to do much,
but of course we did eat.
My father stayed in the hotel room as he has gault in his leg
and can't walk a far distance.
He will pant.

17 December 2008

We woke up early in the morning,
as early as the bird chirps.
At around 8 a.m.
excluding my father.
We headed down to K.L
We took the K.L monorail (like an LRT in singapore),
just that it has a driver.
We went to a shopping centre named "Sugeiwang"(I don't know how to spell.)
We went shopping.
I am the shopping queen for the day because I bought a lot of clothes.
One shop after another.
Non-stop shopping.
My uncle is generous.
At first, I bought a skinny jeans,
then later 2 tops + shorts & 3-quarter pants,
then later a pair of tumps,
then later a top,
then later a pair of slippers & more.
We headed to Chinatown.
I bought a wallet,
then T-Shirts & more.
I could buy nothing for my friends,
wallets, clothes & shoes was all I see all over the streets.
Wallets, everyone has it.
Clothes & Shoes, tell me your size and I'll consider.
We headed back to K.L
We were just in time to catch the last bus.

18 December 2008

Anyway, I found out something.
My father & uncle goes to the casino in the night
and (father) sometimes in the day.
It's like alternately, they won and later lost.
If they went again, they would recoup their looses.
Miraculous !
Anyway, my father lose quite a considerable amount in casino
before he left.
He left on the 18 December 2008 because he has to drive taxi
on 19 December 2008.
*Sad*
Anyway, my Uncle went to the Casino
while I & my cousin (Sabrina) went to Outdoor Theme Park.
As we woke up late,
I only managed to take 2 rides
which are the cyclone & the space shot.
The cyclone & the space shot was dead scary.
My heart was in my mouth,
the feeling was like jumping off the building with no support
and you're just waiting when you're falling to the ground.
My legs went wobbly when I sat the space shot.
I estimated it was 15 floors high.
It's a 12-seater ride,
it will go all the way up and stop for 10 seconds,
then it will go down...
*It sends the shiver down my spine.*
I made a wax hand (a twist) to capture the precious years.
I had to hid it as my uncle's reaction is predictable.
We met at the hotel at 7.30 p.m.
We went to eat.
We went to F.O.C (Factory Outlet Store).
I bought 3 tops.
Went back to hotel.
Zzz.

19 December 2008

We woke up quite late.
My uncle wants to go to the casino to recoup my father's looses.
We went to the Porter Place area to put our briefcases at there for the
time being.
I & Sabrina went to First World.
I saw a bag which looks lovely.
We went to look for my uncle.
Sadly saying, he lost in casino.
He bought the bag for me.
We headed back to Singapore (Kovan).
On the way back, there is 30 minutes break again.
I bought more bubble/chewing gums & I ate waffle again.
Reached Kovan.
My father fetched us home with his taxi.
Home Sweet Home.

20 December 2008

I went for Mathematics/English tuition.
Today's mathematics lesson is regarding secondary 2 first topic.
Scales & Maps.
I hate this topic though Miss. Tan said that it will be tested and
it is one of the most easiest topic in seondary 2.
It's really confusing with so many conversions needed to be done.
I did not do English tuition homework becaue I couldn't take out the time.
I copied See Hui's.
Miss. Tan was talking to me as we walked off the tuition centre.
I got carried away and end up walking her to hougang 600+ area
to buy oranges.
Midway crossing the road, I turned back to catch a bus home.
I kept pressing her to tell me her O's results.
She wouldn't reveal no matter what.
):
(*) suggested me to write in to The New Paper
about the massive row between me & my mother.
I agreed.
Anyway, I shall not reveal who's this (*).
Her english is superb.
She talk, I write on a paper,
what to say & everything.
I went home, wanting to type it in to The New Paper.
But just then, my mother wanted to make up with me.
I think there's not a need to write in to The New Paper anymore.

21 December 2008

I went for my chinese tuition early in the morning as usual.
I went home straight away as soon as it ended.
I went to meet my mother at Compass Point.
Bought my necessity & ate Sakae Sushi and later Ichiban Sushi
in Compass Point and Hougang Mall respectively.
Wen Qi is pressing me to play audition with her.
The time now is 1.10 a.m.
I must keep my promise.
Bye peeps!
Sorry Qi Xuan, I can't entertain you in msn right now
because... I need to blog.
Sorry!

2008-12-09T02:44:00.000-08:00

7 December 2008

I went for Chinese tuition.
Slapped Patrick out of pure fun.
I'm a sadist.
Chinese teacher, Miss. Tong urged me to apologise to him.
Apologised and went home.
*Slacked the whole day*

8 December 2008

Happy Birthday Venessa Tan (:

Woke up.
Bathed and headed to Hougang Mall
with my mother.
The music school is closed.
I can't register.
Gosh, I want to register as soon as possible
in case my mother goes back on her word.
Ate Ichiban Sushi.
Bloated to bits.
Bought stuffs at Watson, NTUC & The Body Shop.
Walked home.
Ate a lot.
Sleep. "ZzZ"

9 December 2008

Packed the room today.
Accidentally meddled with my sister's stuff again.
She flew into a rage.
I continued packing my room.
She went to the bed to sleep because she's having gastric pain.
"Ding Dong!" Her friends came.
5 of them.
I'm unsure whether to open the door or not.
She didn't gave me a certain answer.
I asked my father and later opened the door for them.
Prevathi, Nila, Suganya, Pameline & Uma.
So sweeeeeeeet of them.
They showered my sister with a lot of gifts.
They bought a lot of food too.
They must have cost a bomb.
Pameline offered me a pizza & a cake.
Thank you (:
My sister entertained them,
showed them her baby photos
and later she went out with them.
Heard she's cutting her hair.
I went to use the telephone
to call those friends of mine
to disturb.
I invited Janessa to go to Hougang Mall with me.
I wanted to buy corrugated board last minute
as I needed it very urgently.
She declined.
I used the computer.
Wen Qi is online again.
She invited me to play audition upteen times,
but I rejected every single time.
There's a problem with my audition patch.
I'm afraid Wen Qi thinks that I'm giving her excuses.
No matter what, I must find a chance to play with
her audition to prove my innocence.
I owed her. X=
I'm heading for ThinkConnect Science tuition later.
May I learn well...

2008-12-06T10:22:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to Anusri!
You're a teenager! Sweeeet Sweeeet 13 <3
Happy Birthday to Ah Shin (Mayday) ! !
Happy Birthday to Qi Xuan's Mother! :D

Father shouted for me to wake up.
Mother said that she couldn't wake me up.
I think Mother lied to me.
I told her : "You meant that if there's a fire and I'm not waking up,
you're going to leave me there? Sleeping?"
What a silly excuse she gave?!?
I woke up quickly and called Gayathri.
I'm not sure if I should.
I was thinking of putting down the call
but I was afraid that I was late.
I just have to take the risk of waking her whole family up.
She answered.
I was relieved that she is still AT HOME!
I rushed to the toilet to groom myself and left for home.
I went to meet Gayathri at the bus stop @t Punggol Park.
Luckily, I was earlier than Gayathri.
We headed to school as soon as she've reached.
It's Prefects' Flag Day today.
Every group is situated at different areas to ask for donation,
thus, the different timings.
My group : Woodlands
My donation box is number 15.
We set off to Causeway Point.
We took bus 62 to Punggol CC and crossed the overhead bridge
to take 161 to woodlands.
I saw Innova JC again.
It's big.
I don't quite get what Gayathri meant,
she said "Actually Innova JC is not exactly a JC."
I'm a chatterbox, I know!
I chatted with Siva Ranjini all along in the bus till we reached woodlands.
We reached Causeway Point.
I asked every single soul that I could approach.
If it's a lady, I'll say :
"Excuse me, Miss, would you like to make a donation, please?"
Ifit's a male, I'll say :
"Excuse me, Sir, would you like to make a donation, please?"
Some unperturbed souls would just walk away or apologise that
they don't have spare change.
I'll thank them.
We saw many different kind of expressions worn on different characters.
Well, that's life. We have to accept it.
Frankly speaking, I don't really mind that.
We are just gaining experience.
It's fine. There are many blends of different characters all over the diversity.
We just have to face up to reality.
Some may complain inside.
Is there really such a need, I suppose not.
We should treat everyone with a sincere heart.
We shouldn't ask for donation putting on a fake smile right?
We should be true to ourself.
Be it bitter or sour,
express it.
No one's going to laugh at you.
You're merely being trueful alright?
I finished my stickers rapidly.
I helped Pei Pei a little, helped Maryam a little to ask for donation
using their donation box.
Someone donated $5 to me, in Maryam's donation box.
Later, they did it themselves.
Pei Pei gave me stickers to ask for donation to be deposited in
my donation box.
Vinesh (a guy from 1EA, not sure if it's spelled like that)
did the same thing.
Gayathri too!
Maryam followed suit.
Thanks Peeps! (:
Someone donated $10 as he doesn't have spare change.
He didn't even took a sticker.
I'm sorry, Sir.
We went back to school.
After tying up loose ends,
I went home with Gayathri.
Reached home.
Quick bathe and headed for tuition.
Late for 16 minutes.
It's mathematics today!
It's kinda confusing.
English Comprehension ! I hate you ! D:
But I have to like you because I speak English
and English examintions are important.
We ordered McDonalds.
When the McDelivery came,
I & Li Ling rushed out to the door.
I ran out first.
I opened the door and took Miss. Tan's key,
showing it to the Uncle.
I said : "This elephant is as cute as you!"
Miss. Tan asked me not to be curt.
I returned her keys back to her and
went back for class.
I suddenly remembered something...
When our woodlands team went to the general office to get our donation box,
I saw Jasmine from 3EA, I told her "Your eyes are big! Very nice!".
I find it quite hilarious.
She replied : "Okay. Thank you. Your eyes very small."
*Laughs!*
I headed home.
The time now : 2.44 a.m
There's a cockroach.
I can't stand it.
Going to catch you tomorrow X)